During one band practice, Siwon was the first one who came to the garage. He was talking to an old man in black, sharp suit.
He was a bit anxious and keeps on looking around, hoping not to see any of his bandmates coming.

"I told you, I will never come back." Siwon said strongly to the old man.

"But Master Siwon..."

"Stop calling me Master... I don't belong to that family anymore." he said bitterly.

"Your mother is badly ill, at least go and see her." Hearing this, Siwon felt a bit worried but he insisted not to go.

He turned his back to the old man and went inside the garage. He was about to close it when he saw Sungmin standing in front
of him.

"Hyung..." he said in a quite surprise but still gentlemanly voice.

"I just want to try this for a while." Sungmin said with a smile as he walked inside. Siwon felt relief that Sungmin didn't
see his butler but...

"Siwon-ah... it wouldn't be a big deal to visit your sick mom, right?" he said which made Siwon looked at him with a shock.

"You--" Siwon said as Sungmin nodded... "Yes, I've been here for quite a while. I'm sorry, I heard everything"

Siwon sighed deeply and smiled... "Hyung, shall I tell you everything?" he asked Sungmin.

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The 2 guys find themselves sitting comfortably on a chair and Siwon looking down smiling to himself as Sungmin waited for him
to speak.

"It was 4 years... I fell in love with the greatest person in the world." Siwon started. "When he walked in to the bar of our
family villa in Japan... I loved him." he said still smiling.

"But then he has this temper that he really needs to work on. Then again, I fell in love with everything he is and I already
see my life living with him. Spending the rest of our lives side by side." he sighed.

"When we go back to Korea, we promised to see each other in front of the Seoul River, but then my father find out about
our secret relationship and actually stopped me from seeing him." Siwon looked down with much guilt in his eyes.

"I tried my best to come but they locked me in my room, I was very useless." he said blaming himself.

Sungmin listened well to Siwon and occassionally pat his shoulder.

"The next day, I read in the papers that he was stabbed by some heartless, drunk bastard. I'm sure he was on the way for our meeting.

It was the most painful thing I've read in my whole life. Saying that the person I love the most is dead. The worst thing is I wasn't
able to stand by his side at that time."

Siwon smiled bitterly... "that's why... I ran away from home. Decided on my own life. Until I met Donghae and Eunhyuk Hyung."

Sungmin nodded... "Is that the reason why you join the band?"

"Aside from the fact that I need to live for myself, I also want to play drums...for him." Siwon looked up and smile... as if he can see
the person he is talking about.

"he thought me all the best things in the world. It was a shame that I wasn't able to tell him how much I love him" he said.

Sungmin nodded and pat him on his shoulder. "Hyung..." Siwon called him.

"Shall we go see him? Tomorrow." he said. Sungmin looked down first and nodded with a smile.

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After the band rehearsal Sungmin walk towards Siwon and whisper... "Tonight, go and see your mom first."

Kyuhyun looked at them suspiciously, when Sungmin walked towards him he asked... "What did you tell Siwon hyung?"

Sungmin looked at him like he wants to burst out in laughter, and why does he ask him like he's his mother?
"I'll be going out with him tomorrow... I told him to finish something before that."

Kyuhyun was quiet and suddenly explain to himself... 'I just want to make sure that he's not luring Siwon hyung... that's it'
he titled his head a bit and wonder again... 'ei? why am I explaining to myself?'
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The next day, Siwon and Sungmin met each other... "Hyung, thanks for coming." he said as they both stood up in front of the grave.

Sungmin's eyes widen as he read the name engraved... Kim Hee Chul, our beloved son, our beloved friend.

"Kim Heechul?" he said as he turned to Siwon. Siwon smiled and looked at the grave with a very gentle eyes.

"I come here almost everyday..." he started. "I celebrate our first meeting every year... and I drink soju here once in
a while."

"Siwon-ah..." Sungmin called, "I need to go somewhere first, do not go away just yet. I'll come back quickly." he said.
he looked back at Siwon but stopped again. "Remember... do not leave this place, I'll come back quickly." he said and
started running away.