Let's not...

Lost Soul, Found Heart

As the days passes by, Kyuhyun and Sungmin became closer and closer. Kyuhyun cannot explain why but after he saw what
Sungmin did for Siwon, he actually started respecting the older guy and having better views of him.

The band, who is regular on the Super Show restaurant also started having more and more audience, and even teenage
boys and girls enjoys listening to their ballads.

One night, after the band perform, a group of girls actually followed them at the back stage. Holding their cameras
and feeling quite shy, they all approach Sungmin.

"oppa~" one girl started. "Can we take a photo with you?" Sungmin smiled at them and nodded gently.
He lean near the girl and smiled at the picture, his bandmates just look at him.

Eunhyuk whispered... "Yah... Sungmin hyung is getting popular to the young ones."

Sungmin looked at his bandmates and then to the girls... "Yah, you all..." he started. "Don't just stand there." he said
wondering why his bandmates are not joining the photo.

"Hyukkie oppa, Donghae oppa, Kyuhyun oppa...please join us as well." the other girl said excitingly.

Eunhyuk and Donghae excitedly come forward but Kyuhyun just looked at them seeming to be uninterested. Sungmin
sighed a bit but still with a smile, he reached Kyuhyun's hand and pull beside him.

They take a picture together with the young fans and take a slight bow when they went back to their own table.

"Woah... Were getting more popular because of these 2!" Donghae said.

"Of course not," Sungmin started as Kyuhyun looked at him. "You all have talents, thats why they liked us."

But then, that is not what Eunhyuk noticed... he smiled at Sungmin and Kyuhyun as he says...

"I understand that we all have talents but then... Sungmin hyung, can you tell me..." he said looking, more of staring
at Sungmin and Kyuhyun's hands still holding each other.

"why do you still have to hold hands?" he said with a naughty smile.

Sungmin blushed when he realised it and let go of Kyuhyun's hand as soon as possible. Kyuhyun gave an evil smile and
didnot let go of Sungmin's hand...

"what can I say?" he started, "this hyung just held my hands and now he doesnt wish to let go."

"Yah... Cho Kyuhyun..." Sungmin said, blushing. "I appreciate that you called me hyung just now, but dont think I wont kick
you if they think of it wrongly!"

Eunhyuk and Donghae smiled and hold hands as well...fingers interlaced and when they looked at each other, their
eyes talks...like saying 'i love you'

Kyuhyun noticed it and grin again... "but then these hyungs... dont tell me you're finally dating each other?"

"You-" Donghae said. "We're dating so what?" he said proudly but sounded more like defending...

Sungmin looked at them and smiled... "Alright...let's go home."

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Inside the bus, Donghae, being more open to his relationship with Eunhyuk sleeps on the latter guy's shoulder. On
the other hand, Eunhyuk's arm is around Donghae's shoulder.

Kyuhyun and Sungmin, behind the 2 guys' seats like the usual, are quiet. The older guy is listening to his mp4 and
looking outside the window.Kyuhyun noticed that Sungmin's finger are playing imaginary piano keys so he took the older
guy's right earphone and plug it in his ear casually.

Sungmin, who was thinking deeply, was surprised and freeze when Kyuhyun leaned to his side and took his right earphone.
'doesnt this guy realise how close his face to me is?'

Kyuhyun listened to the player and realised that it was Sungmin's voice. He looked at the guy beside him.
"you wrote this?"

Sungmin nodded twice... "but I havent finished my melody. I feel like its lacking something."

But then Kyuhyun is not paying attention to the melody instead to the word.

*i soon gani majimak irago (saying that this moment is the last)
geudorok saranghan geu dehga eh (to you whom i loved so much)
nun dollilyuh hehdo (even if you try to turn it back)
oolmyuh meldallyuhdo (even if you hold on to me crying)
geunyang shiltamyuh heh uhjimeul malhan naya (I was the one who said no and bid our farewell.)*

Kyuhyun felt heavily about the words... "why did you write this?"

"I was thinking about you..." Sungmin said shortly which made Kyuhyun straigheten his back.

Sungmin looked forward and continued. "I thought about your Dead at Heart song... and I thought about myself in
Joohyun-sshi's shoe.."

Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin and listened to him as he listens the words that the player is playing.

"if i'm gone and your heart died as well, because i loved you so much, im going to hate myself for not being able to
make you happy."

Kyuhyun blinked slowly and listened well to the older guy.

"Im going to hate myself for dying early and not being able to stay with you. I will hate the fact that you love someone
like me, someone who has to leave you early."

Sungmin kept quiet and let Kyuhyun listened to the next words of the song first.

*nuhman barabogo nuh anima nan dwesuh (one who looks at only you and needs only you)
harudo mot buttil mankeum saranghae jooneun saram manna(meet someone who loves you so much they cant go a day without you.
jebal haengbok hagireul (please i hope you'll be happy)
doobun dashineun majoochiji malja (let;s never meet again*

"As I thought of Joohyun-sshi...if it happens that she really did borrow my body to see you... it will be better not
to do it again."

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows quite upset with what Sungmin is trying to tell him.

"Time will tell you that Joohyun-sshi still needs to go away, eventually and if happens... your heart will still die.
If I am Joohyun-sshi... I would love to see you fall in love again than see your dead heart as I stay in heaven."

Kyuhyun thought deeply... he smiled bitterly at Sungmin "are you saying I should forget her?"

Sungmin shook his head gently. "who would ever forget a loved one?" he asked with a smile.

"All im saying is... she's the only one who died... You, your heart, your soul is still here. Your heart that died...
in fact, is still beating. I believe there is still someone who wishes for you to be happy."

Sungmin turned to the window as Kyuhyun looked at him. 'my heart...is always beating'

The song finished but Kyuhyun still looked at Sungmin, slowly he looked down and rest his head on the short guy's
shoulder. Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun and patted his cheek twice and unknowingly placed the same hand on top of the magnae's.
Kyuhyun smiled and closed his eyes gently.

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When they went back, Kyuhyun locked the door, Sungmin, who is in front of his cabinet taking clothes, was shocked
when Kyuhyun rest his head at the back of his head.

Kyuhyun closed his eyes as he rest his head at the back of Sungmin's head. "Kyuhyun-ah..."

Sungmin's heartbeat has been consistently fast whenever the magnae touches him. This time is no different...

"Joohyunnie...she always do this to me before... I keep on wondering why... now, I think I know." he smiled and walked
towards his bed leaving Sungmin frozen in his place.

*Author's note: song is from Sorry Sorry album: Let's Not. credits to the translatior in youtube :)*

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CHULelang
#1
Start reading: January 19, 2019
kyuichi91 #2
Chapter 33: You must be liking Sj's songs that much, i love the way you explain it through the story.. Kyumin truly are made for each other kkkk

For your first time writing a fanfic, this is more than good.
Keep writing^^
babyELF17
#3
Chapter 33: I honestly had second thoughts about reading this since I don't like seokyu that much (coming from a former seokyu shipper, straaange ^v^) but then reading it further I really liked it, the plot everything :> Author-nim jjang ^^d
DitaNiella #4
Chapter 21: Goog job author-nim ^^b
DitaNiella #5
Chapter 20: Ohh God. Kyu~~~ sweet~
KYUMIN Sweet moment
DitaNiella #6
Chapter 18: Eunhae so sweet ~(*0*)~
DitaNiella #7
Chapter 3: Seo died?!
Gwaenchana Kyu, Baby Ming here
DitaNiella #8
Chapter 2: Woww Ming is coming >.<
DitaNiella #9
Chapter 1: aish! they so sweet. -_-
MINGGGGG~ coming baby~ *3*
DitaNiella #10
good story , but i see kyu really love seo. I'll read next chap
hope kyu love min ^^