Strangers
Of Love and Rock n' RollJaejoong's POV...
3 months have passed since I confronted Jae Eun. We hadn't talk again since that time. I admit that I miss her. I miss how she would be there for me every time I have problems. I miss how she would laugh at my jokes no matter how cheesy they are and most especially, I miss how she would always be there for me all the time. I do regret the way I spoke to her that day but I know that I can never take back those words again. My parents asked me all the time why they had not seen Jae Eun for a long time already. I told them that Jae Eun and I had a fight but I did not tell them that I had ended my friendship with her. They will never forgive me if they learned about it. I want to ask Jae eun's forgiveness and restore our friendship but I have my pride too.
After that incident, I asked Chei to be my girlfriend just to show Jae Eun that I could never like her more than as a friend. Chei and I started dating but I don't like her at all. I was just using her to hurt Ja Eun and I think that worked because Jae Eun started avoiding me. At first, I thought that I was okay with it because it was what I had wanted but as days passed, I realized that I was just fooling myself. I realized that I love Jae Eun, not as a friend but as a woman. Now, I can't forgive myself because not only have I lost my best friend, I also lost the chance to be with the girl that I love. I was so stupid for making that mistake and now, I know that it's too late. I have already lost Jae Eun...
Jae Eun's POV...
It has been 1 year and 3 months since I have talked to Jaejoong. Since that day, I have avoided him. Every time we would accidentally meet in school, I would always take a detour just to avoid him. It has been hard but I
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