Hurting Him
Of Love and Rock n' RollJae Eun's POV...
"Do you still love Jaejoong?"
I looked at Donghae, taken aback by his question. Do I still love Jaejoong? Yes, I do. I realized it when I saw him yesterday. I stll love him but I also don't want to hurt Donghae. I know that I am being unfair to Donghae right now. What should I say? Should I say to him that I still love Jaejoong or tell him no as not to hurt him? Ottoke?
"Jae Eun-ah, jebal. Just answer me." he said. "I don't know what to say..." I said. "Why don't you know? Is my question that hard to answer? A simple yes or no would suffice, but why don't you know?" he asked. "Donghae-ya..." I looked at him helplessly. "Jae Eun, I think that we should stop seeing each other for a while, until you have sorted out your feelings." he said to me quietly before walking away.
I just stared at Donghae's back, watching him leave. I could not believe at what just happened. I know that I have hurt Donghae by what i have said. He is right. I should sort out my feelings for him and Jaejoong. I know I was being unfair to Donghae but I can't lie to myself either. I still love Jaejoong but I don't want to lose Donghae too. I am very confused right now. Ottoke?
Donghae's POV...
I don't know what to do. I can see that Jae Eun is still in love with Jaejoong. I love Jae Eun but I know that she doesn't love me like how I love her. Ever since we became a couple, I have felt that Jae Eun is not truly happy with
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