First Love, First Kiss
The Lost Diary
Dear Diary,
She's driving me crazy...
really really crazy
-DOughnut
Kyungsoo was playing with the notebook he just found. He was having a conversation with Sehun but he's still contemplating his answer to Sehun's question
"tell me hyung, what happened between you and Namjoo?" Sehun repeated his question
"nothing..?"
"nothing? You're not talking with each other for two weeks now already and it's nothing?"
"You do know that we always fight"
"yes I know, and that's why I'm curious, what happened and you two just stop bickering?".
"We're ....I don't know how to say these.."
"Look hyung, me and Hayoung just want to help. We noticed the changes in the both of you and we're worried. It just happened so fast, that one day, you stop all your fight and start to ignore each other. The other day Hayoung said that you were having an argument with Namjoo, I thought you already fixed the problem but I think it got worse?"
"The day we start ignoring each other,...I .."
"you what?"
It was a pleasant morning for Namjoo until Kyungsoo came.
"Hey Joo!" he greeted as he enter the room
"What?!"
"tss, I'm just greeting you, what's wrong about that"
"Because you always ruin my day"
"Mehrong!"
Kyungsoo went to his seat and get a paper from his bag. He wrote something and it looks like he's serious on what he's doing
"What's that?" Namjoo walked to Kyungsoo's seat and look at the paper he's holding.
"Nothing" and Kyungsoo try to hide it but, Namjoo grab it "Yah give me that!"
"bleh!" Namjoo ran and Kyungsoo ran after her.
"Yah! Kim Namjoo don't try to read that!"
"what's this? A love letter?" Namjoon aughed as she run upstairs and got to the rooftop
"Give me that!"
"no! let me read it first" Namjoo said
"you will regret it! so just give it to me!"
Namjoo take a step backward everytime Kyungsoo take a step closer to her until she reached the railing
"Why are you so scared that I will read it?" she asked
"just give it back" Kyungsoo said and he's getting near
Namjoo keep the paper behind her back, Kyungsoo took away the gap between them. They were facing each other.
"You'll give it? Or I'll kiss you?"
Namjoo's eyes widen but she knows that Kyungsoo was just scaring her.
"Is that a threat? Tss as if you can do it"
"I can"
Kyungsoo's face was getting closer....
Namjoo don't want to lose, she knew that Kyungsoo would back out anytime
But their faces were getting closer...
closer.....
Namjoo's eyes widen when Kyungsoo’s lips touched hers. When she get back to her senses, she pushed Kyungsoo away.
"I told you I can do it" Kyungsoo said, the paper was already in his hand
"Jerk!" She kicked Kyungsoo's calf and run
"aishh! Namjoo!"
"argh! Stupid Kyungsoo!!" he said to himself. He really didn't plan to kiss Namjoo, he would just suppose to threat her to give the paper back. But he can't help his feelings the moment that they were so close.
"you kissed?"
"Aish, why am I telling you this, come on let's just grab something to eat" Kyungsoo stand up
But in his mind, the happenings last week were still clear, even the day he confessed
Kyungsoo look left and right to see if someone can see him before slipping a note into Namjoo's locker.
The note says to meet at the rooftop after class. So Kyungsoo waited there and luckily, Namjoo went.
"what do you want?" Namjoo said coldly, it's been a few days since the kiss incident.
"Namjoo, I know it's really late, but I want to say sorry. I really am."
"You know what? I can put up with all your games and stupid childish acts but stealing my first kiss is something that--"
"what?"
"My first kiss. That was my first kiss." she said, starting to tear up "Don't you know how important that is for me? But you just stole it, You just ruin my dream. And worst is that I know it's nothing to you!"
"No.. It's not just nothing to me"
Namjoo look at him
"Namjoo... I like you, I'm sorry if you thought that the kiss was nothing for me, but believe me, it drives me crazy. I'm sorry for kissing you that time but believe me.. I really like you"
"what?"
"Namjoo...." he said then give Namjoo a piece of paper, it's a little crumpled. It's the paper that started the big mess they are in
she opened it and read
Namjoo,
Our first meeting was not really magical
It's something that's weird and comical
A childish me, and a more childish you
Fighting everyday, but a laugh will do
To stop the bickering from us two
You're never a girl for me
But the more I spend time you,
The more I see the real you
Your beauty, your charm, your voice
Everything in you captures my heart
Don't you know how hard it is to hide
The true feelings inside my heart
But now I'm telling you,
I love you
Will you accept my love?
Namjoo tears were flowing down on her cheeks as she reaads, she look at Kyungsoo
"I was planning to give that to you when I find the courage to confess, but something happened so..
"Will you accept my love?"
"Kyungsoo-ah" Kyungsoo look at Namjoo who was shaking his head, 'is that a no?' he thought
"I'm sorry... I can't answer it now"
"Then I'll wait until the time you can answer me"
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Dear Diary,
I'm still waiting for her answer...
Kyungsoo was with Sehun and they were off to somewhere
"Where are we going?" Kyungsoo asked
"to Yookyung's house"
"why?"
"she needs help with something, I don't know what is it about, Hayoung just told me to come"
"then why am I here?"
"I ask if I could bring you, and she said yes"
"you're always dragging me to somewher I don't know"
They came in front of a big house
"Yookyung lives here?" Kyungsoo asked again
"this is the said address" Sehun said and look at a piece of paper
"she must be really rich"
"there they are" Sehun said and wave to two girls that were coming. Hayoung and Namjoo
"Namjoo?, why is she here?"
"she's their friend, what can I do?" Sehun told Kyungsoo,
"I knew I shouldn't have come"
"just face her you know, avoiding her won't solve whatever problem you've got"
"hello" the two greeted , but it was obvious that Namjoo was avoiding Kyungsoo.
Thery rang the doorbell and soon, Yookyung came out
"Thank you for coming" she said and let them in.They were amazed by the house, it's really big.
"Yookyung your house is really beautiful"
"thank you" Yookyung said and smiled
They put their bag first in the sofa and followed Yookyung to the kitchen.
"So...this is what I want you to help me" she showed them ingredients for baking.
"You want to bake?" Hayoung asked
"yes"
"wow! I love baking" Namjoo squeeled
"so you can help me?"
"sure!"
the three girls get excited but the two boys were not
"By the way, there are others who will come"
"who?" Hayoung asked then the door bell rang
"I think it's them" she said then went to the door.
They wait in the living room until Yookyung entered.
"Naeun?""Kai?" they all said and the two people just greeted them
"I never thought they're close" Namjoo whispered
"Ah let's have some snacks first while watching a movie okay?" Yookyung said
"I'll help prepare" Naeun said
"We're going to help too" Hayoung and Namjoo said.
The four girls went to the kitchen and leave the boys in the living room. They just sat on the sofa but remained silent.
Kyungsoo felt awkward and turn to his left, and saw Kai staring at him
"Why?" he asked
"Your eyes"
"what?"
"they're big "
"huh?
"you're cute" Kai said
Kyungsoo look at Sehun but he just shrugged.
Soon the four girls serve them some juice and biscuits. They were laughing and seems that they're already close.
"Girls are really weird, one moment they're like judging each other then the other they were already bestfriends" Kyungsoo thought
After they eat, they all went to the Kitchen. The four girls started to do things but they just still stand there
"Uhm, what are we supposed to do?" Kai asked
"yeah, we don't know how to bake" Sehun added
"you will taste this after" Yookyung said
"ahh"
"can I help?" Kyungsoo asked
"sure"
"we'll just gonna watch you" Sehun and Kai said
"okay"
"so, Yookyung ah, why do you want to bake?" Sehun asked
"This is one if the things that I really want to do. And I want to give oppa something that I work hard with"
"who?"
"Xiumin oppa"
"XIUMIN?" they all asked and Yookyung just nodded then they all started teasing her
"How sweet, Goddess, will you do that to me too?" Kai ask Naeun
"huh? what are you saying?"
After they are done, they put the cookies in the oven first, while waiting,they tour Yookyung's house. The four girls were leading the way
"My Hayoung is really pretty" Sehun just said
"Yeah, but Naeun is prettier"
"No Hayoung is prettier, she's more beautiful than a flower"
"Naeun isprettier because she is a goddess"
Kyungsoo, who were in the middle of them got irritated by their nonsense fight
"Shut up the both of you, Namjoo is the prettiest!" she shouted, the two stopped fighting but the girls who were walking ahead of them heard what he said.
Namjoo look at him and the others .Did he just he her blush?
They got to Yookyung's room"
"wow, it's so organized and neat"
"ah, i forget my phone in my bag, i'll just get it" NAeun said
"I'll go with you" Kai said and followed her
"She just going in the living room" they commented
"What's this?" Namjoo asked and pointed to a thin notebook
"Ah, that's a diary"
"Wow, you write on a diary too?" Namjoo asked again
"yes,"
"but isn't this too thin?" Hayoung asked
"actually, it's just a replacement. I lost my supposed to be diary so I just write there."
"You lost a diary?"
"yeah, but I actually barely written anything there yet when it got lost"
Kyungsoo see how Hayoung reacted, 'maybe she's one who writes there' he thought
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The next day in school, they have lunch all together plus Xiumin. Yookyung gave the cookies to Xiumin and ate happily. Naeun and Hayoung also give special cookies to Sehhn and Kai. And do kyungsoo didn't get anything. Well, he already eat cookies yesterday at Yookyung's house, but today is different, all the girls prepared cookies. and he admit, he's jealous.
"Bro, want some?" Xiumin offered
"No, that's for you"
"It's okay"
"I'm also okay... just eat all those"
Kyungsoo look at Namjoo who quickly remive her gaze from Kyungsoo.
"I'll go ahead" Namjoo said and leave them.
After eating, D.O went to his locker and found a note
After school. Rooftop.
And by that, he smiled because he knows that its Namjoo.
Namjoo went out of the room first and headed down, Kyungsoo saw her but still climb up to tje rooftop.
He waited for a few minutes and Namjoo showed up
"I knew it was you"
"I... I just want to give this to you"
she hand him a cookie and run
"Hey!"
Kyungsoo look at the cookie in his hand.
It's heartshape cookie wrapped in a plastic that was sealed by a ribbon. He look at the back and saw a note.
"I actually planned to give this earlier, sorry.
And my answer to your question,
if you can find me, then it's a yes"
"Eh? Aish, that girl" Kyungsoo run down as fast as he could and look for Namjoo, he already look everywhere but he can't see her.
Then he remembered, so he turn around and run again, heading to the rooftop.
Namjoo and Kyungsoo was having another childish fight on the rooftop.
"You have thirty minutes, if you can find me, I'll treat you whatever food you want. But if you can't you'll treat me. Okay?"
"I'll find you in less than 30 minutes"
"deal"
Namjoo ran down, Kyungsoo waited for a minute before running out. He run and run but he can't see Namjoo, he looked everywhere but she's not there, it's already past 30 minutes. so he just asked someone
"Hayoung!"
"Yes?"
"Do you see Namjoo?"
"no, but I think she's still at the rooftop"
"really? thanks"
He run to the rooftop and saw Namjoo sitting there and smiling at him
"You lose!"
"aish"
"It's funny to watch you from here" Namjoo laughed
"so you're just here all the time?"
"yep, I just waited for you to go down and I get up here again, you see, when you can't find me anywhere, I'm just here on the rooftop."
Kyungsoo reached the last step and sighed before continuing to walk, and just like before, Namjoo was sitting there.
"Found you" he smiled
"I thought you won't remember"
"you're really crazy, but since I found you, it's a yes right?"
"yes"
"aigoo" Namjoo stand up and Kyungsoo hugged him.
"I thought you'd never give me an anwswer."
"Sorry If I take long, I'm just afraid to love, thinking that I would be hurt but everytime I avoid you, I realized that I'm just hurting myself."
"so I'm your first love?" Kyungsoo asked
"yes, my first love and first kiss!"
"let me tell you something.... It's the same for me"
... getting an answer from her is great.
But the greatest feeling is to have her beside me
-DOughnut
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HI THERE!
JUST SAYING THANK YOU FOR READING AND SUPPORTING MY FIC!
YAAY!
KYUNGJOO!
THIS CHAPTER IS FULL OF FLASHBACKS KEKEKEKE
SARANGHAE ♥
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