DEJA VU
THE END4minute will make a cameo in this chap so stay alert <3_<3
D.o picked her up took her upstairs.
Dried her up and she looked really scared.
He asked her"what's wrong love?"
She didn't reply
The only thing he had left was for her to turn quite.
"Please talk to me, I can't re live this again"
She looked at him
Her eyes said love she didn't want to say anything
She stretched her arm to his hand
That was behind her back
Drying her hair
She pulled his hand closer to her face
And kissed it
Slowly
Before leaning her back slowly to his chest to feel him supporting her.
"I-I Am sorry"kyungsoo cried.
"I can't protect you, I've never did"
She started crying and looked back at him
Shaking her head from left to right.
"You did no wrong"
"Please don't punish yourself for the past"
.................
The past?
Well
I'm sure you're all wondering about that
The past their past,is similar to sehun and liu.
She was drunk just like liu
And she got used. Just like liu.
And kyungsoo found himself to blame
He wouldn't forgive himself
They were both 17
It wasn't that long
So far nobody knows about this but her and kyungsoo, he told his mother they got drunk
And that was dramatic enough to make kyungsoo's mother to take control over everything
It was quite rare that his mom would agree on them doing something away from the house.
This night was meant to help thim get over the past.
Yet it re opened a very deep wound
D.o crying uncontrollable tears, he just couldn't believe when the time he thought to him self it's time to forget and move on, this happened
It was very triggering to him
Seeing her unconscious body.
She kept holding him assuring him that she's fine
And she'll get better.
But he wouldn't believe it
He kept mumbling"I don't deserve forgiveness"
She couldn't believe what she's hearing,
Do is in a terrible state.
She wanted to do her best to calm him down
But the closer she got
The harder he cried.
She didn't know what to do.
She heared a knock on the door.
It was kris waiting outside.
"Umm,tavia?"
She turned to the door and covering herself with the blanket that got used as a towel.
"Yeah?"She asked in a broken tone.
"We should get going"
She slowly closed her lips
she swallowed and before she could talk
A staring at the ground kyungsoo
said in a cold almost unreal tone"Go."
She turned at him in shock
His voice sounded nothing like his usual voice nor his tone did.
It sounded so cold so destined.
It sounded like he was giving her up.
He looked at kris"take her."
Kris not wanting to go deeper
He carefully enters the room
Where was tavia sitting on the bed
Behind her was a very frightening kyungsoo.
He looked un human
But isn't that what happen to a person
When the worst experience in their life
Does a little deja Vu?
His brain was not working correctly
Nothing was.
Kris came to help tavia up,
He held tightly onto him kris didn't make her suffer.
As expected from him he carried her like she was weightless
But her head was turning back
As if it was in slow motion
She could see herself going away from D.o and he was turning his face away from her
Hiding his crying face.
He couldn't contain it anymore
He silently fell on the floor
Covering his mouth so nobody would hear him
But his soul screamed
It screamed so loud asking for a last chance
To heal.
He can't let her see him this weak.
He's slender frame
Is using the bed as shield from her
So she wouldn't see him.
.......
They reached the car
Kris sat her on the passenger seat,
She gratefully thanked him
And he didn't seem to be complimented
He was worried about how she'll make it in the next few days better than being flattered.
He was closing the sun roof of his car, until they heard someone running and screaming "wait!!"
It was chen.
She looked at him and with a tired look she said"chen?"
He didn't know what's going on, but the sight of kyungsoo crying in the opposite room where he was sleeping and them in the car made him
Worry
"What's going on?" He asked looking concerned.
"Tavia drowned"kris answered him in a rushed tone.
How?
"She swam right into the lake in the dark" he answered him only to get interrupted by questioning tavia,
"Did you saw me going in there?"
"Yeah, you walked straight into the water, which reminds me, are you insane?"
He looked at her in her eyes making sure she heard him.
"I did not walk into that lake."
She said looking confused.
"Can someone please explain what's going on?" Chen begged
Then added
"D.o was crying at the room that's in front of me, what's going on?"
Kris knew that chen just messed up,because tavia just looked the opposite way to the window and stared at nothing while hot tears fell from her face,
Almost slapping herself she wiped them off.
"Chen, get inside you'll know on the way"
Chen scratched the back of his head and got in.
The ride was mostly chen and kris talking.
Tavia was lost between her memories and her lover.
The reason she loves d.o so much is instead accusing her of anything
He knew the truth just from her eyes
She knows she can't give up such a person.
He's the reason why she still wake up every morning.
They arrived at the promised hospital.
Kris asks tavia if she needs help up, but she thanks him and stands on her own.
They go inside and from every now and then she loses her balance which got returned by chen.
He was always by her side.
Kris scheduled with his doctor that doesn't arrive until 8AM
It's still 7:00
Shaking his leg and anxious
Kris sits waiting for the doctor along with tavia and chen
He kept checking his clock
Every time he feels like its been long
When only 4minutes have passed.
Until for a moment
Tired tavia leaned her head on broad shoulder kris.
He felt very weird this person never been closed to him
And now leaning her head, asleep on his shoulder caused him to freaklly calm down
He felt as if he's being responsible of a fragile piece of glass.
He had to handel it diligently.
He started to breath slower.
Calmed himself down so he wouldn't wake her up.
She's still in her blanket.
And chen is sitting on the left chair.
He was shocked.
He's closer to her than kris.
But I guess it finally hit him
Whenever chen is there,on the opposite side there must be D.o
Explaining her normal movement towards the opposite direction.
He needed a moment to grasp that lesson.
He excused himself and went to the bathroom.
................
Ironically time went by faster when kris calmed down. Slowed down to be accurate.
When he checked on his clock it was 8:23AM
"The doctor must be here by now." He said to himself.
Right now a part of kris didn't want the doctor to come.
But just like every wish
Comes out in the exact opposite.
The doctor walked in.
Carrying his bag inside his office.
The nurse called him to let him know he had a patient.
After settling the doctor walked out.
Kris saw him and stood up to greet him
Causing sleepy tavia to fall on the hard metal chair.
She hit her head, it wasn't too bad since she was covered in blankets.
She looked up to see the tall figure of kris greeting the smaller figure, that's wearing a white lab coat.
"DR. OH?","how are you doing?" Kris asked.
"I'm fine"the doctor said while giving a healing smile.
"And remember call me suho, I'm not that old!" He joked.
Kris scratched his elbow in embarrassment "oh okay, I'm sorry"
He laughed an awkward laugh
While laying down tavia got flashbacks.
"Suho?" She asked herself.
That sounds familiar.
Till she found the blonde pale boy, standing in front of her
He's looking at him quite amused .
"My brother, long time no see" he smirked
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