Her eyes were red
Her shouts where bloody
The most Ironic she did remind him of his mother
He walks with half a smile have a destroyed heart
Why did this happen?
To me?
To her?
To us?
It's ironic 
It's really ironic
If things worked out for us 
We would be at our happiest point right now.
Celebrating our child
Not terrorising him with shouts 
The world must knew about that
The world must knew my wishes 
And it turned them into a nightmare
A nightmare that affected everyone surrounding it.  
His lips come closer to each other sealed

And suddenly tears start to fall
His breaths are irregular 
Same goes with his heartbeat
He bits his shaky mouth and looks away trying to distract himself with anything 
Anything interesting
The frustration is causing him to cry even more.
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He takes a deep breath 
Maybe two
And smiles
His tears has stopped 
And ironic has became his favourite word

Goes to his room bathroom 
And washes his face 
With the massive burn in his stomach 

He gets back to his bed and sits to the corner of his bed
I've done a lot today
I've done a lot today
A lot have happened today
A lot 
He looks over at his notebook that's was filled with stories and letters to his lover liu 
And today 
only today from all these days 
He looks at it and ignores it 
He laid on his bed 
Covered himself
And for the first time
Fell asleep with a blank head
No over thinking 
No dreams 
And no worries
It's like he's over it 
Over the problems 
Over the misery
Over everything.

A new chapter has arrived to his life
A broken heart with a shattered life
He fears to comeback to his mother
His poor mother who couldn't stop  weeping .
It's the new morning 
He has absolute nothing to do  
No one to chase after 
Nothing
Drank his tea until it became cold
He goes in the bathroom to take a shower
took his shirt off and a piece of paper falls out, 
What's that? He asks himself 
And ironically his brain answers 
It's the nurse's number~
Omo! O_o 
She said she had something important to tell me  
It's 10 in the morning on a Saturday 
She'll be awake 
He thought to himself 

He leaves the paper to call her after he's done with the shower~

The water is quite chilly and so's the weather
Its the morning any how that's how it's always like~

Dizzy as possible he finishes his shower 
And heads back to the room

His head is still empty
Got dressed 
And looked back at that piece of paper

I should probably call~
Yes I do~

And so he does 
First time 
Nobody answers 
He hung up saying I'll call later

Walking around the house
His phone rang
Running so fast to answer it
He answers
S:Hello
Lady: yes did you just call
S: oh yes ma'am 
You gave me your number saying there's an important thing I should know
Oh 
Sehun is that you
Smiles
Yes its me :)
Well I do have something important to tell u 
And I c....
Wait a second here sehun 
Oh okay??
She's talking to someone in mandarin

Almost saying
No! Stay away! 
Stay away! 
Let! Let go of the PHONE!!!!
And the line goes oFf
A scared expression appears on sehun's face 
He's worried somehow 
And there is a feeling of burn
Down his stomach 

He tries to call
With the second rang
An angry female answers 
Listen here you scum bag 
I Don't need u We Don't Need you!!!!!    
It was his lost love liu with her angry shaky voice that's about to explode and scream in resentment 

Sehun is even angrier bec she did remind him of his mother 
Who is the reason behind all of this

I DONT GIVE A WHAT YOU THINK OR FEEL ABOUT ME
HE IS MY SON AS WELL
AND HELL I WONT LET YOU
DEICIDE HIS LIFE FOR HIM
THE WAY MY MOTHER DID TO ME

His eyes are bloodshot 
He looks like the devil has been hiding in his eyes
He never looked so mad in his life
Which leaves us 
In one prediction
That always happens when these two
Start to scream at each other
Tears 
Emotions are always a heavy burden
On there two
They always cry when they're angry

So the angry now crying liu says;
But that kept you away from this dirty witch 
Who tired to steal your dreams 

Sehun who's also crying
I-i no longer have dreams
They were all destroyed 
I no longer hope for anything
I don't cry or pray for something 
After last night
My beaten up heart 
Finally quit 
And it's currently taking a nap

You could her crying loudly on the other end of the phone 
While sehun holds his headset 
And slides down the edge of his bed
His legs can support him no longer
Never cried so hard in his life

He takes a breath
and pulling his words together 
I-I-I.......I've missed you
His words break into tears 
And she cries even louder 
After hearing the words she's been sick to hear
I.......I've missed you too ahh sehun-ah 

He is sobbing on the ground 
Can't even think of another word he can 
Tell to his found lover 
He whispers
I missed you 
I misses your smile 
I missed your scent
I missed your laugh
I missed your everything
Why did you leave me?

   
I-i didn't leave sehun-ah
I wouldn't leave you if there was a gun pointed at my head
But my love for you
I didn't want you to marry 
This cheap maid 
So That everyone else thinks I seduced you

You shouldn't have left
I died 
I died every night 
When everyone thought I was sleeping 
I cried and cried 
Not a single day 
I haven't looked, write for you
I couldn't fine you
My mum wouldn't give me a correct address
Or a number 
I've suffered a lot

Sehun ahh
She says crying out his name
I gave birth
I have birth to a child
A boy.

He takes a couple of breaths
Hearing her saying these words 
Meant the world to him 

Sehun ah 

It's not your son


A man I married 
A new man that I was forced to marry
Named this child as his  
He's out for work 
To support me
And our child 

Sehun rolls on his back after hearing this news 
He covers his mouth so she wouldn't hear him

Liu: I'm sorry sehun 
I'm really sorry
She cries and hangs up

He hears the ................. Tune
And it gives him a moment of panic
No! 
Wait!!!
He calls back again 
This time her cousin answers 
Saying that liu is in bad shape 
She can't talk right now

I have to see her
I have to meet her at least one more time

C: give me your address.
S:Here
He says the st.name and the building that he lives in 
And everything that could scrabble into his mind 

C: I'll make sure she gets back to you as soon as poSsible 

S: T-Thank you so so much!!!