Lessons went through as per normal. I met up with her after school and had lunch together. As much as i want to listen to her stories, I can't help but to digress.Two more days before I go. There's so many things I'm going to miss. The dinner we had last night. I've never heard my parents laugh that much. Everyone was enjoying. I'm going to miss those idiots.And also... Her. Now that I think about it, it was stupid of me to wait at the last minute. If I knew I had a chance, I could've done it sooner. Now, how am I going to tell her... We're just starting
 

"And here I am talking non-stop when you're not even listening~" that snapped me out of my thoughts
 

"I'm sorry" I said. I've lost count on how many times I've used that excuse to her.
 

"Are you sure you're fine? You always seem pre-occupied" She said
 

"There's just a lot of things going through my mind~" I explained
 

"Mind sharing?" She asked, placing her hand over mine. A huge smile was suddenly plastered across my face but i can't tell her now. Not yet anyway. I haven't decided yet.
 

"M..maybe some other time" I shyly replied. She nodded and went back to eating. What exactly stopping me from telling her? I really like her and i want to continue what we have. Well... we can't have the best of both worlds. We don't usually get what we want.
 

"Since its a holiday tomorrow and the next day, we have no school!" I exclaimed, trying to lift up the mood. She looked up from her plate and smiled.
 

"Do you have any plans?" She asked as she wipe with a napkin.
 

"Well, I plan on spending the next two days with you" I said.
 

"Me too~" She replied
 

"But, I'm teaching at the community center tomorrow. Do you want to come?" She added.
 

"I'm in! I'm very curious on how you interact with kids" I said, getting excited for tomorrow.
 

"I don't want to be a spoiler but, they do love me." She said, acting a bit proud. She looks really cute. I lean over and lightly pinched her nose
 

"I know I do." I blurted out.
 

"What?" She said with her eyes widening in surprise.
 

"Nothing." I quickly replied, getting up my seat and hurriedly paid for our lunch at the register.
 

Soon after, she followed. She smiled at me and acted as if like nothing has happened. Did she heard what I said a while ago? Why did I even say it? Do I like her to the extent that I already love her?