I fell in love with a very famous and very busy guy.. who have a very tight schedule, that this past few days we seldom see each other.. I took the courage to go to his dorm and luckily.. the security let me go inside and some of the members like Yesung and Sungmin is around to let me in. The last week's interview about his ideal girl still lingers on my mind.. 

Well.. he yelled at me whenever I see my self as an ordinary.. which is true.. but I choose to believe his sweet words.. 

"Hello there!" Yesung approaches me while witing for Kyuhyun inside their dorm..I want to surprise him.. 

"Hi!" I smiled and he ruffled my hair.. he laugh and i hit his hand away from me.. he is playful sometimes.. but thank God.. Kyuhyun doesn't bother Yesung being close to me.. 

"Ya!" I yelled at him that make him laugh harder.. I looked down my phone for Kyuhyun's message

"He's a busy person.. we try to tell him to slow down but he just can't stop.." Yesung added he notice me patiently waiting for him.. I sighed 

"Yes he is.." I bitterly smiled as i started to miss him so bad.. 

"Don't worry he'll be here any moment.." Yesung said as he flips the TV channel.. 

"Did he know that you are coming?" he ask me and I shook my head.. 

"Oh great he will be surprised then.." Sungmin butts in as he took a seat beside me.. 

I look at the dorm, it's on the line between neat and untidy.. gifts from fans are stacked on a corner.. and other things are scattered.. Sungmin noticed me as I study the dorm.. he immediately pick those clutters away.. 

"Sorry.. the house keeper is sick so.. the house a little bit.." Sungmin embarrassingly apologizes to me and I laugh

"It's okay.. I understand... " I said and he cutely smiled.. 

Yesung on the other hand keeps on staring at me that makes me feel more awkward.. 

The three of us talked anything under the sun when Kyuhyun arrived.. I smiled upon seeing the shock on his face.. 

"W-what are you doing here?" he asked me.. and it's hard to distinguish his voice if he is happy to see me or not..

"Surprised?" I asked him and I hugged him and he hesitantly hugs me back.. Why? is he still in shock? 

"Yes.. of course.. I never thought of you coming here.." he said and he glance over Yesung.. and I heard he is breathing heavily.. then he kissed me on my lips as i blushed in deep red for i know Sungmin and Yesung is watching.. 

"It's seems like you enjoyed waiting for me.." he hissed that send chills in every fiber of my being.. He 's not in good mood..

"Oh.. You don't want me to be here.. I guess.. I have to go now.." I said as i let go from his arms.. and he pulled me closer.. 

"No.. don't.. It's not what I meant.. I wanted to see you.."  he kissed my burning cheeks as tears started to peeped in my eyes

"Ahh I missed you babe.." he hugged me tighter as I try to decode his behavior.. 

"I am going out hyung.. are you coming with me?" Sungmin clears his throat and I blushed.. this is embarrassing.. we are acting like we are the only one existed in this room..

The two went out and Kyuhyun hugged me.. 

"So how's your day?" he ask me as he open his bedroom door.. I blushed.. as he drag me inside..

"I'm fine..How about you?" I asked him as he put his bags down..

"Are you angry because I surprised you?" I asked him to break his silenced.. 

"No!' he shook his head as he plunge himself on his bed and closed his eyes.. 

"But why are you acting like this?"  i ask him for his sudden mood shifting.. from cold to warm.. to cold.. 

"Nothing.. I'm just.. tired..' he said and he pulled me beside him and we cuddled... Kyuhyun closed his eyes as he breath calmly 

"I missed you.." he whispered and i smiled.. I missed him too 

"I miss you too.. Now I realize how hard for me to love you.. I am always waiting for you to call but.." I said trying not to sound nagging 

"Please.. understand.." He said and I nod.. I do understand.. but of course I am a needy girlfriend too

"I do.. I just wanted to see you frequently.. " I said and he sighed..he gently kissed my lips then his phone rings.. 

"Hello?" he answered the call quickly.. and I felt bad.. because my calls are not answered like this... 

"Where are you? listen Vic.." he said and I stood up..and I am about to leave when he suddenly grabbed my arms.. 

"Okay.. I'm coming.. stay.." he said and he hang up as my world shatter into pieces.. he is too busy answering my calls.. and now i am here with him, he have time to pick up Victoria's call..

"babe, I'm sorry. I have to.." he said and I sighed,,

"It's okay Kyuhyun.. go.. Victoria needs you.." I said and he finally let me go.. 

"Wait! I'll take you home.." he said but I continued walking away without looking at him.. 

I found myself waiting on a bus stop alone.. feeling the hurt.. the envy and the jealousy.. Why he is being like this? Did I do something wrong?  

I hop inside the bus and I found Yesung on a corner disguises himself no