Being a fan doesn't give us the license of knowing our idol's personal life..Birthday, height, blood type, family members name,  are provided by Wikipedia or Google.. But it takes time and personal space to know a person better. In my case, My y boyfriend.. yeah he is.. everyone think he is.. but I am the luckiest girl who can really tell that he is y in all ways is un wrapping his defense for me to see his weakness.. 

What your dad meant when I am the first girlfriend you introduced to them formally?" I ask him as we talk because we missed each other we better decided to talk all night in his room as we cuddle.. He chuckled and I looked at him with confusion in my eyes..

"Well that.. I had girlfriend one or two but they never meet them.. and they never wanted to.. they disapproved it especially my dad.." He confessed and i smile.. so everything he said that he never dated is just a PR.

"Why?" I blush jeez. it's means the family approved me so much before they met me..

"Well... how can I say this? This is awkward.." he said and I laugh

"Kyuhyun.. you can tell be everything.. besides past is past.." I said and he hugged me tighter.. 

"Well that's not a serious one.." He said and I giggled..

"Ya.. just tell me.." I said and he sighed

"Don't tell everyone.." he said and i nod.. oh even the SJ guys don't know about his past relationships.. 

"Both of them is older than me and in the same industry I am with..This is enough babe.. " he kissed my lips to mask his embarrassment

"You mean.. no one knows about it?" I asked and I can see his smile on dimmed room that brightens up our mood.. 

"No one..Longest was 3 months.. when I was about to introduce them to my parents, they found out first.." he said and i smiled.. 

"Ya! stop this curiosity of yours!" he yelled and I laugh..

"Shhhh.. it's mid night and everyone is sleeping.." I hushed him and he chuckled.. 

"Okay.. I will not ask who.." i said and he nods... he will tell me when he wants to.. 

"I guess it's clear to you that my parents love you.." he said and i nod.. of course.. because they allowed me to sleep in his room

"It is.." I