day by day passed just like that despite my busy activities and Siwon Oppa super busy activities.. he's busy filming in China and his world tour.. i'm busy with my college activities and the exchange program to Australia. it's only 2 weeks before my exchange program and i already told this to Siwon Oppa..

*flashback*

"Oppa, i have something to tell you,,"

"What's that, dear?"

"I'm going to Australia next month"

"Why are you going there? for holiday?"

"Nope, i'm going there for student exchange program"

"what? for how long?"

"6 months to a year"

"wh-wh-what?! Are you serious? it's just a prank, isn't it?"

"Nope oppa.. i'm serious.. here's the visa.. i just got it today"

Siwon oppa scan the visa thoroughly.. the "Student School Visa" written on it..

"why are you doing this to me?"

"i-i'm doing it because it's a great opportunity that my lecturer ask me for it to have such a rare experience.. it also good for my future"

"oh really? your future? then waht about me? do you know how long 6 months to a year is? IT'S A FREAKING VERY LONG TIME!" he said with anger all over his voice and face

"why are you so angry with me?! you will be definitely able to survive living here without me.. you have your tight schedules and tons of fans to fill your day.. also it's not like we're breaking up! i'm just away from this country for 6 months to a year."

"so this is your revenge to me? because i have super tight schedules and tons of fans?! i'm doing it because i'm doing my dream job and earning money!"

"IT IS NOT REVENGE! i'm doing it because i wanna see the world just like you go around the world.. i'm doing it because it's my dream since i was a girl.. to see the world.. but you have your own way with your world tour concerts and i'm with this program.. tell me if i'm selfish!" i said with my eyes beaming with tears

"but you should said it to me before or else you can ask me first before you're saying yes! however, i'm your boyfirend-soon-to-be-husband!!" he said angrily

"because i know that you'll be like this Choi Siwon! i know that you are my-so-called-boyfriend-soon-to-be-husband, but i also have my private life, including stuffs like this!" 

"but at least you should consider my feelings, _____!"

"I AM! and i know you can! you just feeling insecure and i know you're just afraid that you'll miss me too much.." i said with soft looks and voice

"how can you know what i'm feeling? i know my feeling better than you.." he said with his softened voice

"because i know it better than you, and i'm feeling it too.. but i know both of us can go through this.." i said while caressing his face.. "a return ticket to Australia is not that expensive for you, Mr. Superstar Choi Siwon" i said jokingly..

"you have to know that i can't go to Australia every times i wanna see you, because it'll be everyday and it costs a lot.. i also have limits for my money" he said while wiping my tears from my face..

"it doesn't have to be everyday.. we can skype when we have time.. it's modern era just in case you forget.."

"but it'll be better if i see you in flesh, not just by video calls" 

"i can go home while holiday or you cqan come there once or twice"

"okay then.. sorry if i yelled at you before.. i just--"

"sshhh, i know that.. i'm sorry too because i also yelled at you before.." 

"i really love you,_____-ah.. i just don't wanna lose you.." he said that and hug me tightly..

"i won't.. because a man who is my-so-called-boyfriend-soon-to-be-husband won't let me go or else he'll kill who ever snatch me from him"

"ya! i'm not your just so-called-whatever-is-that.. i really am! don't you dare forget.. or else i'll mark you as mine forever.."

"by what? marrying me?" 

"nope.. by making you as the mother of my children" he said with his erted face..

"Ya!" i hit his chest "how dare you!"

"what? you don't want? really not? i'll make you addicted then" he said while tightening his hug

"Ya! stop it! gross!" i try to free myself from his hug but he stole a kiss from me

"let's go get ice cream.. i'm tired from yelling" he said before i can say anything else..

*flashback ends*