Suzy POV

Ever since we got into the car,it was quiet.

Myungsoo:Where's your house?

Suzy:Turn right.

he nodded and turn right.

Suzy:Uhm..

Myungsoo:Don't tell me you don't know the direction to your own house.

Suzy:Well it been a long time,so..

Myungsoo:I haven't go to your house in a long time either..

Suzy:How about we go to your house?

Myungsoo:How about you stay at a hotel?

Suzy:I'm scared to be alone.

Myungsoo:Before,you love to be alone.

Suzy:You still remember?

Myungsoo clear his throat and look away.I smile.He drove me to his house eventually.

I walk in and over to his room.

Myungsoo:You can stay at Ha Neul room?

Suzy:I thought you and Ha Neul sleep together in the same room.

Myungsoo:Yeah,but sometimes we argue and so she have a room of her own.

I look at him in suspicion.He doesn't even want to make eye contact.

Suzy:I need to shower.

Myungsoo:Ha Neul cloth is in the closet.

Suzy:I know where clothes is located.It's not like she put clothes inside the restroom.

Myungsoo:You have no idea.

I walk out and over to Ha Neul room.Her clothes are so old.It look like what a 60 year old woman would wear. I find a pair of scissor inside a box and start cutting her red plaid dress into a short,mini plaid dress. I finish at my masterpiece and walk in the restroom to shower. I pour in he bubble soap as someone knock on the door.

Myungsoo:We're eating noodle today.When you're done it's downstairs.

Suzy:OKAY!

I take a hot bath and change.As I walk out,I see Myungsoo in his robe reading.I walk over and hug him from behind.

Suzy:What are you reading?

He pulled away and walk over to his bed.

Myungsoo:If I gonna take over my dad company,I need to learn how.

Suzy:I thought you wanted to be a famous singer.

Myungsoo:People change.

He look at me when he said that.

Suzy:I want to be a fashion designer.Look what I turn Ha Neul ugly dress into.

I twirl around.

Myungsoo:Don't look down on people.An ugly duckling can turn into a beautiful swan too.

Suzy:Do you like her?

I sat down waiting for an answer.

Myungsoo:I don't know.But when she's around I can't help but smile.When our face are close,my heart feel like it's gonna pop out.When she cry I want to pull her into my arm and hold her tight.And...

Suzy:When?

Myungsoo:When what?

Suzy:When did all these feeling develop?

Myungsoo:I didn't know why I feel like this but when you came back and you made her cry.I thought I didn't care but I did.Every single tear that flow down her face hurt me.It stab in the heart making it hurt ten times worst.

Suzy:So you you like her?

Myungsoo:I think it's more than like.

Suzy:Love?

Myungsoo:My feeling isn't that strong.

Suzy:I see.And one day you'll see that the one for you is me.

Myungsoo:Don't expect too much or you'll fall hard.

Suzy:But I know you'll catch me.You always do.

Myungsoo:But our relationship is all in the past.

Suzy:You push me and then you catch me. It always happen like that.

Myungsoo:Not this time.

Those three words are worst than anything.Why don't he just get a gun and shoot though my heart.At least,it'll hurt less than those three word.He likes her.I come back expecting that we'll reconnect everything but he likes her.Umma,this night is the worst night of my life.