You didn’t even believe to yourself. You didn’t know whose name you were calling, it just slipped from your mouth.

But one thing for sure, you knew that guy very well, altough you thought that you never met him before. You just knew him for sure. Ignoring Youngjae, you approached that guy slowly.

 

“Jongup…” you called that guy, put your hand on his shoulder. And he was so shocked when he saw you.

 

“~~~…” he called your name, almost whispering. Shocked that you called him. So you knew each other, you thought. But still, you didn’t know how you could know each other.

 

“who is he, ~~~?” Youngjae asked you curiously, stood by your side. He looked at you and that guy alternatly. You turned your face to Youngjae, looked at him blankly.

 

“I don’t know, Youngjae… I just thought that I probably knew him” you explained to him. You felt so stupid. You didn’t even know what you were doing. You had lost your mind.

 

“do you know her?” Youngjae asked the guy. Youngjae were confused as you were.

 

“I… I don’t know her…” he said. But he just said your name. That was a proof that he knew you. You got more confused.

 

“then, I’m sorry. I think she was mistaken you for other person” Youngjae said to that guy and dragged you to go out from that coffeeshop.

 

“what’s wrong, ~~~? He said he don’t know you” Youngjae asked you as you both were outside the coffeeshop.

 

“I don’t know, Youngjae. I think I know him, very well. And I know I wasn’t mistaken him for anyone else” you insisted.

 

“okay… okay, I’m sorry, ~~~… do you want to go home?” he asked you sweetly. Even he was sorry for nothing. You were the problem.

 

“ah, Youngjae… don’t apologize. You have nothing to sorry for…” you held his hand. “can you drive me home?” you asked him uneasily, you felt guilty for making him in this awkward situation.

 

“ya, pabo! You don’t have to ask, I’ll drive you home if you want to” he ruffled your hair and then grabbed your hand.

 

“thank you, Youngjae…”

 

 

 

As soon as you and Youngjae reacher your apartment, you stepped outside his car, and Yongjae followed you.

“ you want me to come in with you?” Youngjae offered you to walk you inside your house.

 

“no, Youngjae… thank you. I’m sorry, it has to be like this…” you said regretfully.

 

“I think it was fun to go with you… we have to watch movie again next time!” he said cheerfully, didn’t want to worry you.

 

“ah yes, thank you, Youngjae. Drive safely. And let me know when you arrived at home” you smiled to him and watch over him until his car disappeared.

 

You came into your room, and sat on the edge of your bed. Wondering.

How you had been so weird lately. Your words and your acts were not making any sense. How could you turn into this kind of person? You felt that there was something wrong in your life lately. You felt something was missing, but you didn’t know what it is.

You got up and washed your face, changed your clothes to pijamas, and tried to go to sleep. But you couldn’t. That voice in your mind started to bother you again.

 

“I’m giving you a miracle…”

“Moon Jeong Ae…”

“Moon Jongup…”

 

And it kept repeating in your mind.