This is a drabble from a movie I watch tonight. Enjoy reading^^

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'Every love story began from a meet in the eyes. However, I just realized how much I love you a second before I die.' - K.J

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Cloud Atlas

The Young Composer’s Last Day

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My dear Luhan, this is probably the last letter I write to you. It’s cloudy, this morning when I enjoy the last sunrise with the last cigarette in my hand. It’s not a hard decision to end my life. I’m already set my mind into one thing, to create a perfect composition, a masterpiece which will bring my name to the top of fame.

But it’s pointless.

This world is a cruel beast and in an instant, I just know I’m not belongs here. What I have in my mind it’s no worth for anyone out there to be given. I believe there’s another place, a better place for me where I can make as many composition as I want and make my own music without getting dirtied by any other human.

But then I see you, standing in the other end of stair, lost in thought as your feet bringing you to this lone tower. Basks under the warm morning light, your blond hair shines and your grey eyes sparkles, I swear to whoever God exist, I never see someone this beautiful before. It makes me hesitate about my resolution, cause I saw you’re here, for me. I’ve never experience something like this in my life before, having someone who cares me, for who I am and having someone who loves me enough to ran all the way here to find me.

So I lower my head and hide from you. I stand by the shadow of the engraved arch and watching you in silent. Taking all detail of you to cure this sudden longing inside me. It’s silly that love keeps growing and love is pushing me to come out and called for your name. It’s so close, you and I. I’m right behind you when you passed by. I can pat your shoulder or whisper an alluring greet into your pinkish ear, or I can just be bold and wrapping myself to you, let us getting warm together and I will be with you all day and night, instead being a dead man.

But I keep hiding, for my own selfishness.

That’s why if you happen to find my dead body later, I hope you won’t hate me for leaving this soon. I know you will cry so I promise you one thing. When it’s your time to leave, I’ll be the one who catch you and never let you go again, cause in the afterlife, we’ve become eternal when our love is real.

So, my love, this is not a good bye.

Yours Forever, K.J.

Ps: Probably thing that I regret the most when I die, I won’t get to see your beautiful smile ever again