JAE POV

am i alive... i m hurt.... my body .... i cannot move... he untied my hand and feet... but i cannot move..... it really hurt......

i saw him coming.... he walked into the room... slowly...... i am acting like i m still sleeping..... 

"i m sorry.... i am really sorry... i dont know why i did it..... i am really an animal... "  he is crying..... he sit on the floor... his body is sobbing with him... "i mad at u.... u sleep with him....... but.... i should not do this to u..... i ve hurt u..... " he is sobbing again..... "it all my fault.... Jae it all my fault.... even if u really sleep with him.. i should have accept it.....  i should congratulate u  finding other love.... ... "

i dont know what to say... tears.... dropping from my eyes.......

"Hyun Joong... "

"Jae... u are awake... ? are u ok...?....u hurt.... i m really sorry.....i know it all my fault... i.."

"hyun joong... just be quiet.... you are like devil last night... it hurt... very much..... i almost hate u.... but i dont wanna loose u... it may fault also... i shouldn't lie to u... but ... i swear to god... nothing happened ... i have fever that night.... i"

he is hugging me... crying....

"dont say anymore...... i believe u..... just dont leave me.... please... i will die if u go to him...i... will.."

"i love u hyun joong... not him... i always love u ... even if u kill me.... i love u.... for a long time..... i ve been waiting for u.... all this time..... "

"Jae.... i love u too.."

Epilogue

we are here.... all of us.... me and KHJ.... amber and changmin.... the four of us...... at the waterfall..... i am married to him.... but we hide  it from the world... he still the idol KHJ and i m still the nerd Jae who also known as JJ....

Amber is married to Changmin.... after a long period of run and hide.... at last amber can let yoochun go....

and now.. we are here gathering in front of the waterfall... at midnight to renew our love....

he said  to me.... he see yoochun... the day he me.... and he remember everything.... the time we have spent together here... the time when the memory of yoochun will be alive forever... and will never die.....

and i hope... one day  ... we will also spent our last breath here..... together.... forever.....

the sound of the wind... and the water.... is slowly fading away as we walked from there..... leaving behind... something precious that we all can never gain with money or fame....

from the tail of my eyes... i see amber is waving her hand...... waving to the first love that will be always here..

THE END

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tq for all the readers....  :)