KHJ POV

i am at the edge of emotional depress... tomorrow morning is our departure date... and i didnt see him yet.... where is he.... he  disappeared into thin air.. i ask around, still no one know where he is... this is killing me... i had sent him sms saying that i want to see him... but there is no response from him... i am going to be crazy...

JAE POV

why did he call me many time... he even sms me.... mmmm he is really a weird person... when i am infront of him that  day, he didnt even look at me... now he call me every half an hour... crazy...

"amber... mmmm... "

"why hyung? u ve done packing ur bag?

"yea... amber... mmm there is a number always call me.. then he text me.. saying he  want to meet, i checked with the office they said it is KHJ number... do u have any idea why he is calling me like crazy?"

"who...?"

"u know... that KHJ"

"hahahahahhaha.... mmm i gave him ur number because he asked for my number.... may be he want to ask me out"

"ah... like that... so i ll just ignore his call ... "

"hehehehhe.... hehhehehhehe.... "

"why u are laughing like that? "

"nothing... i m practicing for the show... "

"ah...amber... u r getting weird just like that KHJ.."

Departure day... airport

all the idols are gathering here today... it jammed... idols, reporters, pd s ,crews and fans of course.... the airport is full of people... it just like a celebration... all had gathered according to their group... KHJ still searching for Jae... but he didn't see Jae anywhere... even with SUJU group... where is he.... he want to ask jung hoon...but they are separated by peoples...

KHJ went to the washroom... he checked if there is anyone in there... no one here... he dialed the number again... after 3 times... he pick up... yes!!!!!! at last...

"hello... Jae.."

"yea... mmm  KHJ right... i m sorry.. this few days i m so busy... so.."

"mmm  i want to meet u but... the time is not enough... where are u?"

"ah... a .. i am with SUJU, i just arrived.. "

"ah... mmm i... "

"actually this is my number.. amber is playing with u saying this is her number..."

"ah... she said  like that?... "  (i m very mad... so she dont want me to tell him, i ll do it right now!!!)

"yea... mmm... "

"actually... i know this is ur number not her.. and  i want to say that... Jaejoong... mmmm... i like u"

"what??? "

"argh.. i mean that... i am ur fiance and i like u!!!! "  

"what do u mean by that.. ?"

"i am the KHJ back then in the Jeju island... i still have ur black pearl, i m ur fiance and i like u!!!!"

"what.. u.. u... u are him???!!!"

"yes... i am really sorry , i never call u before... i thought i dont want to, because if i do that i ll remember yoochun and i ll feel really hurt... mmm until i saw u again that day when u make the same porridge that u always done for me back then... i know it is u...and i know that i m lying to myself all this time but i m not confident about ur feeling towards me.. ... i like u... that is what i want to say to u.... so.... will u accept me back... please...?

"mmm i .. like.. u ... too.., i ve been  waiting all this time.... "

"so... u accept my feeling right?"

"yes..."

"yes!!!!!! thank u.. thank u very much...  Jae... i have to catch the flight... we will meet after a week, i ll waiting for u to come back from Japan... "

"b..b..but... "

"i like u very much Jaejoong!!!... , i ll call again .. ok... "

he ended the call -

KHJ POV

yes!!!!! i had succeed... now i can go to china without any bad feeling... i didnt expect he will be waiting for me all this years...

i walked to my seat.... the seat beside me is empty.... ah.... that   JJ... where is he? he always late...

JJ is walking toward me... mmm he is blushing???? why?? mmm may be his girlfriend kiss him before he enter the plane...

He look at me... his eyes is looking deeply into my eyes... mmm why he look at me like that.... is there something at my face...

he is smiling at me... and sit beside me... he really blushing.... he keep looking at me... why  he keep looking at me...

i close my eyes.... dreaming about my Jae... i felt JJ is still staring at me... the plane is gonna fly... hmmm suddenly.. something landed at my chest... i opened my eyes .. it s JJ... god.. he is so clumsy... he forgot to wear the  belt... and standing at the time the plane climb up... he raise his head and his eyes is starring at me... our face is really close... our lips almost touching... suddenly i pull him and put him back at his seat...

mmm that man... is he a  gay? is he in love with me? he still look at me... i feel afraid suddenly... ...