Minhee's past ( last part !! )
My * UNREQUIRED* childhood Love
" OPPA ! Look at that that big bird flying in the sky ! " I shouted and turn around to look at Minwoo oppa who seems to be thinking about something. " oppa.. " I said and sat up to look at him. Still, there's no reaction.
" Oppa ! " I said louder this time and wave my hands Infront of his closed eyes. No reaction. " OPPA !! " I shouted out loud push him abit. " eh ? Huh ? Yea Minhee ? " he said as he sat up from the grass and look at me.
I pouted and said " why are you not listening to me just now ? You seem like you went to outer space ! The place with a lot of stars ! " " ehh ? A-Aniyo ! I was listening to you ! " I squinted my small eyes at him for awhile and then smiled.
" okay I believe you oppa ! " I said and turn my attention to the bark I te bark of our tree and touch the carving Me and oppa made. It says " Minwoo keyo oppa and Minhee koguma forever together ! " I smiled widely at the craving and heard oppa shifting next to me.
" together forever .. " I heard oppa whisper and sigh I turn to him and look at him curiously. " Min Hee - ah . What if one day.. I left you ? What will you do ? " " eh ? Oppa.. Why would you suddenly say this ? " I ask as I tilt my head to one side
" just answer me " I thought about it and finally said " hmm if you leave me.. I will wait for you to come back ! No matter how long even if we grow old and have wrinkles all over Our face and you are not cute anymore. I will still wait. Even if it takes forever. "
"really ? "
" yup ! " I nodded " Wae ? " Minwoo oppa ask. I bit my bottom lips and thought about it and said " because, no matter where you are, no matter how far and no time in this world would change the fact that you are my one and only Keyo oppa. Forever and always it will stay the same. Even if the world turn upside down, you will always be my Keyo oppa . " I said finish and took a deep breath.
suddenly, I was pulled into an embrace. " and you will always be my Koguma.. The one and only. My Koguma.. My Min Hee.. " I bit my lips to hold in my tears but the feeling of sudden droplets of wetness on my shoulder made it unbearable and I ended up crying.
" O-oppa.. Promise me you will never leave me ? " I said as I pull out of embrace and look at him in the eyes. All I saw was tears starting too roll out of his eyes. " O-oppa... You will not l- leave me R-right ? " I ask as my eyes widen.
He just look down and whispered softly " Mianhaeyo " as more tears fall off his eyes. " oppa ! Don't leave me please ! I don't know what I will do without you.. Please oppa ! " i felt helpless.. I feel unwanted.. I feel that My chest hurts so badly.
" oppa.. It hurts here so badly.. Why does it hurt here so much ?! " I shouted and pointed to My chest. I felt oppa my hair and I hug him tighter not wanting to let him go.
If oppa already said that he might leave me and it hurt so much in the chest, won't it be more painful if he left ? I continue crying on Minwoo oppa's shirt and hug him tighter and tighter. I then without knowing fell asleep.
" oppa ! Where are you going ? " I ask as I skip to Minwoo oppa and hold his hands. Instead of answering me, he coldly pull his hands away from mine like I have some kind of disease. " oppa ? What's wrong ? " I ask and felt tears started welling up in My eyes.
Oppa just ignored me and continue walking away. " oppa ? Oppa ! " I shouted and started running towards him. But the more I run, the further he become. " OPPA OPPA ! Don't leave me ! OPPA ! " I shouted and ran with all my might towards him.
" OPPA !! " I shouted one more time and trip on a rock. I fell to the ground and started crying loudly. Not because that I fell.. But because my chest hurts so bad and I know that OPPA left me. He left me..Minwoo OPPA.. Left me. No matter how quickly I run, I can't catch him. He is gone. Gone..
My eyes snap open and I saw myself in my own room. It was already dark outside. I heaved a sigh of relief as that was just a dream. Until, what happen at our tree suddenly came back into My head.
I quickly jump out of my bed and tip toe to on the lights. " OPPA ? Ate you here ? " I said out loud in the room and look around.. Until my eyes landed on a bear.. With a note ontop. I slowly walk towards it and take out the note to read.
Minhee, my koguma,
Here is a bear for you in repay for the mickey mouse ! In sorry for leaving you.. I can't tell you why yet.. Maybe if we meet when we grow up then I think you will know why. I hope that you will like this bear and it reminds me of you ! Take good care of yourself okay ?! Bye bye ! And SARANGHAEYO MY KOGUMA !
Your keyo OPPA , Minwoo.
After reading it, my chest started to hurt again. I sat down on the floor and let everything out.. All the pain .
A few years past after Minwoo OPPA left. There was still a little pain left in my chest which I learnt was my heart that hurt. I did not open up to anyone else except for Daegu oppa. He was about Minwoo oppa's age and because he have the Daegu accent and a strong one so I called him Daegu OPPA.
He did not tell me his real name though.. But on the end, I left him.. I had to go back to Seoul the city I use to call the noisy city and the place that I was born in.
Daegu OPPA cheered Me up after Minwoo OPPA left and he made me felt happy once more. At first, when I left for Seoul, I had Daegu oppa's number we talk a lot on the phone. But sadly, I lost contact with him and Minwoo OPPA started to occupy my mind again.
And soon I forgot a lot about Daegu OPPA.. Because Minwoo oppa was always in my mind.. But life was normal.. Nothing else happen and Minwoo OPPA became a past to me.
that was how I live for the past few years of my life. Now, I'm 16 years old studying in Seoul high school. Life was normal until I met him.. No Minwoo...
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Hey guys ! I know this fanfic is lcompleted, but I Realised there's like tons of typos. So I'm changing it !! Sorry if you didn't understand certain parts. >
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