https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePjcjLRHPOo

~ Song for the Chapter ~

• Come in with the rain - Taylor Swift

"I don't think it'll be a good idea" I said as I already imagined how chaotic tomorrow would be.

"Don't worry we'll be good girls tomorrow cause somebody else would be visiting you" Momo said and winked at me

In all truthfulness, I was hoping that it was Tzuyu even if I knew that was something far-fetched.

I nodded at her with no interest.

"Come on show at least a bit of excitement" Momo said with her arms cross

I clapped sarcastically and she scoffed at me.

I looked at the window and blankly stared at it for I don't know how many minutes or hour

All of the members were doing their best to make me smile by doing every silly thing and I would actually laugh at them for it.

I'm really grateful that I have them in my life. They are the best.

I forgot about her for a bit, I want to. I want to stop thinking about her. I'm trying my best but.... for every smile I make I wish she was here to witness it. I wish she was one of the reasons I was smiling.

Whenever they felt that my mood would go down my members would derive me to something happy and that was what they did all day.

I felt that they were tired from all the things they did for me. I want to give them a rest and I too want time for myself

"Jihyo" I called her and she immediately went to me with a smile

"All of you should go home, take Nayeon and Jeongyeon with you" I told her but she was reluctant

"Somebody needs to take care of you and watch you. You just woke up" Jihyo said worried about me

"Bodyguards are here, I'm well-secured" I assured her

"Bodyguards can't handle your hard-headedness so no" Jihyo strongly disapproved

"Just for tonight then you could go on with your schedules. I just need time alone for tonight. Please" I sincerely asked her and she sighed

"Promise me you won't do anything stupid tonight" she said and showed her pinky fingers

"I promise and anyways I don't have the strength to so no worries" I attached our pinkies and stamp the promise with our thumbs

"I believe in the saying that Promises are bound to be broken but for today, I will not believe it rather I will believe in you. Sana, please don't look for her. She will come if she wants to" Jihyo seriously said and I nodded

"Alright let me pack this kid up and we will be going" she added

"Yah we will be going home!" Jihyo shouted while clapping and they covered their ears because of the loudness

"Yah you couple pack your things now!" Jihyo said while pointing at Jeongyeon and Nayeon

"What about Sana... Wait what?" Jeongyeon asked in surprise and Nayeon hit her for being too obvious

"We need to rest and Sana can handle herself today. We'll be continuing our plan tomorrow so Momo and Chae just get ready" Jihyo said while clapping to rush us.

"Yes ma'am" Momo and Chaeyoung said in unison.

I smiled at how chaotic they looked packing up. Momo ran to me after she was done packing her things and teasingly tried to kiss me but of course, I'm Sana and I'm brave so I didn't back down and pushed myself forward. She backed away as speed as light.

"Sana, yes I'm gay but not for you" She said with a disgusted look and faked vomit. I just laughed at her

Jihyo came near me and gave me a smile before pulling Momo's jacket and dragging her away.

"Bye Sana" they said in unison before making their way out

After a minute of spacing out a nurse then came in.

"Hello, Sana-ssi. I'm here to check your condition. Are you feeling anything weird?" The nurse casually asked me

"It hurts" I said unconsciously

"Hurts? Where? May I know so we could give you medication?" The nurse asked worried about me

"Nothing. It's nothing. Can you please go to my window and leave it open?" I said and smiled at her

"Uh ma'am the weather forecast said that it will be raining do you still want to leave it open?" She informed me but I nodded at her

She did what I told her even though she was confused.

"Thank you. I'm fine you could go now" I said with a warm smile and she smiled back at me before going out.

I comfortably sat on my hospital bed while looking out the window.

It was a nice sight as I saw the daylight turn to night and the lights of the buildings complemented the darkness of the night.

It was heartwarming and sentimental. I felt at peace but at the same time, my heart was aching.

"I miss you" I told to the wind, hoping that she'll come. Together with the words I said, the rain poured just like how the nurse told me a while ago.

As the rain continues to pour I remember every bit of our memories. The worried face she gave me when she was holding unto me. I can feel it. I can feel that she cares about me but with how she's acting I'm not so confident anymore.

All I could do was hope. Hope that she'll come to me. I didn't realize that a drop of tears were already falling on my eyes. I smiled bitterly as I wiped it away from my eyes.

As much as I want to find here my body won't listen to me. I'm just too tired. I can't find the energy to make my body move.

"Do I love her this much to go after her and make my career at risk" I started to question myself.

"If she wants to come, she will" I talked to myself.

But I just know in myself that once I see her again, I will be more willing to leave all of it behind just for her. I laughed at my thoughts and covered myself in the blanket leaving the window open while the rain pours