Y/N's PoV

I am here, finally after a long, tiring day; at BTS dorm. Honestly to put it blunt, I feel windy, you know when the part of you keeps bugging you that something is wrong, but you can't quite put finger on it, and since environment around me was as jolly as it possibly could be, due to BTS; which leaves me to think something is not right with tae. My breathe gets hitched in my throat every time I think of him, praying, hoping, practically begging god to have mercy on him; us. 

But where is he? I haven't tried to reach him, 'cause obviously he would be with Liz and I don't want to create problems. Things are already complicated as it is.

If I say I am okay with coco going or hanging out with Liz, then it would be a big fat lie. It pains me, my heart aches every time thinking it's Liz who is with Tae right now, not me. 

And you know what hurts me the most? It's the fact that, he is the one who's suffering the most. Suffering without uttering a single complain, tolerating everything just for my sake, my happiness, my wellness. But I don't want this, I don't want him to suffer because of me, it's be the last thing I would want.

"Hey Baby girl" My eyes sparkled, probably more than brightest star in the whole cosmos when his voice reached my ears.

My eyes immediately found its way to him, in his deep black orbs, surrounded by huge eyelashes; so beautiful. He seemed tired, his face worned out, but as soon as my eyes locked his, his lips curled slightly into a small smile, probably forcing himself to smile in front of me. But unfortunately for him, I know him all to well. And even if he, with all his power try to hide his sadness and put a façade of happiness, I would catch it in less than a second. He knows it too well, as well.

I sprung up from my seat and made my way towards him, to wrap him in my arms. The moment I embraced his stiff composure, it got relaxed as if whole load of burden got off his shoulders as soon as I touched him. His arms, after a moment found its way to my waist and wrapped it tightly.

"I missed you—" He said in a low voice, which was barely a whisper.

"I missed you, too" I replied, my eyes closed as I bury my face in his chest. He smiled at my words and kissed my head before pulling away. I frowned at the lack of physical contact,  craving more of him. He must have done it on purpose, as he showcased his boxy smile right after that, teasing me. I hate him, when he does that. But I love him wayyyyy toooo more.

"Have you eaten anything?' He asked as he cupped my face, leaning dangerously closer, his mint breathe fanning my lips and I swear my knees were on the verge of giving up. I sulked a deep breath involuntarily, my heart beating at an uneven pace.

"N-No" I managed to speak

"Let's eat then." He said, leaning in, his lips barely brushing mine, as I closed my eyes anticipating a kiss, before he pulled away, grinning devilishly to himself. I gasped, the moment I realized he played me. I punched his chest angrily yet playfully as he giggled grabbing my hands and intertwining them with his.

"Hey, hyung!" Jungkook wished, scooping to a little left, making space for tae to sit, to which he did before giving him a small smile. I sat to the couch adjacent to him, his hand still intertwined with mine.

"How was your day?" RM asked, rising his brows.

"It was~ okay" He stuttered, looking away from every eyes that were on him now. I frowned at the reaction and squeezed his hands to seek his attention, to my avail, his eyes fell on me as he shrugged slightly.

"Anything I need to know?" I asked scanning his facial expressions, he shook his head, giving me a small smile before his eyes fell on khyati sitting on one of the couch that was across the room.

"How have you been, khyati?" He asked in his sweet, raspy voice.

"I am doing fine." She said, smiling brightly.

"I am really sorry, for not being around more. I promise next time you go to doctor, I'll be there!" He said, his eyes filled with tiny guilt.

"It's okay, really bro. I know you're stuck up with your daddy issues." She chuckled and winked as she looked at me, making me scoff and roll my eyes "Kidding! I am aware of the situation you're in. Besides, your sugar takes good care of me and my baby." She smiled, I felt tae's eyes boring into my head as I turned to look at him.

"My sugar is an angel." He said smiling at me, as he pulled me to stand up and sit on his lap. I, without hesitation sat on his lap and my back pressed deep into his firm chest, his chin resting on my shoulders, his arms around my waist, while mine rested on his arms peacefully as I grinned to myself, overwhelmed by the position we were in. 

"Are you hungry?" I asked him in a very low voice, barely a whisper.

"For you? Yes!!" He whispered, brushing his lips on my ears, before chuckling at my flustered form whilst I smacked his bicep playfully.

"I am serious." I said, narrowing my eyes.

"Me too." He teased.

"Gosh! Tae!! I am going to eat." I snapped, shaking my head as I stood up from toooo comfortable position.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asked pulling me forcibly, resulting me to land on top of him.

I swear I could here 'awwws' and 'ohhhhhs' from the surrounding folks, but my full attention was on his dark orbs, which were drawing me in, hypnotizing me, not allowing me to pull away. I gulped when my eyes fell on his pink plump lips, his tongue it slightly to wet it and I promise I lose it there. I've craved for his lips the mfkn whole day and now that he's this close to me, may be I should just eat them.

Without giving of who's watching, I leaned closer, grasping his lips in between my teeths and bit it slightly. A slow moan escaped his mouth making me grin, and as if he was anticipating it, my tongue made its way into his mouth, to explore every nooks and corners of it. He complied instantly as he pulled me closer to him, his one hand running through my hairs, slightly pulling them to encourage me not to stop, a