After an hour or so (which felt like forever to me), Doctor finally came out. He informed that she is not in critical condition anymore, but since the wound is deep she's still unconscious and she has to stay in hospital for few days. I was relieved to hear that she's okay. 

For the first time in my life, I felt like I will die if anything happens to that girl. I love her so much and I wanted to protect her with my life. It's my fault that she's in this condition. I failed to protect her.

Am I even worthy of her??? 

They have now moved her to VIP room. I am holding the doorknob, not sure if I should go in. My hands is still shaking. I won't be able to see her in that condition. Just at that moment, BTS came.

"Tae, How is Y/N?" RM hyung asked worriedly. My guilt didn't let me speak anything. I just felt tears rolling down my cheeks. Jin hyung hugged me immediately.

"Why is Tae crying? What happened? How is Y/N, for god's sake?" Yoongi yelled in panic.

"She's out of danger. But still unconscious. Doctor said we have to wait patiently till she wakes up then only he can tell her condition." JK said almost stuttering.

"How is Khyati?" I finally asked about her as I was worried about my sister too.

"She's doing fine. Her baby isn't harmed, thankfully. Doctor gave her some meds so she's sleeping. J-hope is staying with her." Jimin said in low voice and I nodded. Fortunately, the baby is okay.

"Tae, You and JK both are hurt, you need to get treated too, you'll get~" Jin hyung stated but I cut him off.

"I don't want to go anywhere. I will stay with my Sugar. She got hurt , I couldn't protect her. I failed her. I am useless. I am not worthy of her." I cried in Jin hyung embrace.

"Tae, listen to me. It's not your fault. God damnit! Stop blaming yourself. " JK yelled still crying.

I know he was guilty too for not being able to protect the girl he loves, too.

"Tae, I know you are hurting but think about how will Y/N feel when she will see you in this condition after waking up. She will be in more pain to see you like this. Please go get treated. If not for us, then at least for her." Jimin pleaded. I thought about her face and agreed. 

After getting treated, we walked in the room. The members were already inside, taking care of my Y/N. I saw her laying there unconscious. I felt like my whole world stopped. My legs gave away and I was on my knees.

 I wanted to sob but tears weren't coming out. Have you heard of the state when you're crying rivers inside but your eyes has gotten so dry that it can't flow waters out of it. That was my exact condition. 

The girl who once opened the closed doors of my stone cold heart is lying there and suffering, because of me. My heart has turned cold again without the warmth of her love.

JK held me and made me stand and I jerked my hands off him and went to sit next to her. I held her hand and saw her head which was covered with bandages. I squeezed her hand and gave a long kiss on her forehead. I put my forehead on hers and begged god to bring her back to me.

"So that Ryu.. He's her brother? For Real?" Jimin asked. I looked at him and sighed.

"I don't know. She never mentioned about him before. She was very hesitant to tell me about her family from the start. All I know is she stays with her Mom. Nothing else. And I don't care what it is; if she doesn't want me to know about it, I won't ask her either. I love her for who she is, I don't care about anything else. What I am most scared of right now is, things were finally getting smooth between us, I don't want that Ryu to ing ruin it. " I cried.

"Wait, her Mom!!! We haven't informed her yet." I remembered.

JK called Y/N's mom as I was in condition to tell her and she came in no time. She held her daughter's unconscious body and cried hard. I felt her pain.. I went to hug her. She immediately responded and hugged me tightly and cried.

"Tae, please. Please tell her to wake up. Please I won't be able to live without her, She loves you, she will listen to you." She cried in my embrace. 

"Auntie, I love her too. She is strong. She will wake up soon. Please don't cry like this, you'll get sick." I consoled her. She didn't want to go home but she was way too weak for staying with Y/N so I forced her to go and rest at home. I promised her to bring her back when Y/N wakes up and she agreed.

Whole night has passed and I haven't moved from my sit. I am holding her hand hoping she will wake up the next moment. BTS members are with me and they kept going to Khyati's room  to check up on her. She's conscious now and feeling better. 

After she got discharged, she ran to her bestfriend Y/N. She cried and blamed herself for her condition. I consoled her and told her to go home to rest but she was in no hell way going anywhere leaving Y/N alone. She's indeed her best friend.

I was looking at Y/N's face when her index finger moved. I was stunned and held her hand tightly calling her name. Finally, she slowly opened her eyes and warm tears surely started f