A/N: [Not an update] 

Dt: 30/12/2020.

it's my real, raw and most heartfelt emotions for my baby, Taehyung ♡
it's his birthday.. here I will also describe how I met him and BTS.

You guys can skip this chap and read next one!!
If you're reading this, thank you so much. It means a lot to me!!♥️

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To my love,

happy Happy HAPPY birthday. On this beautiful day, I wish you all the beautiful and best things only. You're loved by billions, just so you know. You're my whole world and I can legitly give up my whole existence just for your sake. I mean it.

I was wondering what to gift you.. but then I realized you're a gift yourself to this world. 
If it was in my power, I would give you all the stars and moon, all the goodness, a world filled with no pain.. I wish I could somehow tell you how much you mean to us as no words could ever justify it, but I know you can feel it already. You deserve everything tae, never ever ever doubt yourself and your abilities. I pray for your health and your heart❤️
I beg for the beautiful smile never leaving your lips in trade of all my smiles, my happiness.
I'll pray for your wellness and happiness even if that would fill my life full of pains.
Even if there is slightest pain in your part, may god guve that pain to me.
I will bear everything for you. 

To the one..
who's a disguised angel, the most handsome,
whose heart is as vast as the whole universe,
whose eyes is as deep as the ocean and at the same time as dazzling as 1000 constellations.
whose warmness melts my blue and grey,
whose smile can turn any pain into bliss,
whose whole aura throws royalty,
who has won millions and millions of hearts just by looking at them,
who's as innocent and adorable as a little child, 
who's as lovable as a spring day 
who's cuter than puppy and hotter than the fire, 
whose holy vocals are like warm hug to your cold meaningless.

To the one,
who can turn from being adorable to y in matter of seconds
who isn't afraid to be himself at any given time,
who's the kindest and sweetest and most considerate person in this whole world,
who's the most beautiful flower spreading most addicting scent in the world,
who has unique trait of having single and double eye lids on other,
who can comfort you in your most painful times/hardships merely by his warm loving words,

whose existence is godly itself ,
who's himself a Miracle and the Magic...

I promise I'll love you not only in the moments when you shine and feel as if you are enough
but I'll love you even in the darkest moments when you try to shut everyone out because you feel as if you don't deserve to be loved.
I promise!

I still remember the day when I saw you for the first time, I saw you first time smiling.
When I saw your sparkling eyes.
I still remember when you touched my heart with your purity and innocence.
I still remember the first time I heard you singing
I still remember the first time I saw you crying
I still remember when I fell in love with you..
It was like I was fated to meet you and a magnificently perfect day.

It was raining outside, more like rain shower..