All sensible thoughts flew out of the window as what she said sank in me. She said she liked me, like it was very natural for her. She didn’t even hesitate. But I debated if it was a slip up. She didn’t have the chance to take I back or explain since we both felt the car stop, signaling our arrival at our destination.

The car door on Taeyeon’s side automatically opened and she stepped out, she was still in her normal outfit, with a cap and sunglasses on. A disguise I guess, but it didn’t do much since she still look outrageously beautiful despite her trying to hide it.

I followed suit, scooting over to the side of the car to get out. She looked back at me and she gave me an encouraging smile which I didn’t know what was for until I took in my surroundings for the first time.

Tons of fans were gathered around us. The only thing stopping them from devouring us alive was a thin metal meant to be a barricade of some sort, and some huge guys with black sunglasses trying to control the screaming crowd. Cameras were flashing here and there, shouts of ‘Taeyeon~ah’ or ‘Taengoo saranghae’ were thrown everywhere.

When I didn’t move from the spot where I was standing, I felt my hands wrapped up in a warm thing, which I realized was Taeyeon’s. She guided me towards the building where we were supposed to go to and I let myself be dragged away. I lowered my head to avoid anyone taking my picture but of course it was a lost case since in every direction there was a camera, may it be from a phone or a professional camera. And I’m pretty sure they caught our little holding hands incident on film. I’m not too sure if that was okay. They don’t know me so probably they’ll think me and Taeyeon were friends. Yeah. Let’s go with that. That was the truth anyway.

After we’ve entered the building, Taeyeon immediately turned to me and said, “Are you okay?” When I didn’t reply she spoke softly, “I’m sorry I didn’t realize that the fans were already there.”

I didn’t want to hear the sad tone in her voice so I said, “It’s okay. I’m okay. Just a little overwhelmed that’s all.” I gave her a genuine smile. None of that was a lie.

That put her at ease so she said, “Wait here. I’m just going to get ready. Someone will come by and pick you up later. You’ll be at VVIP section of course.” She smiled and fumbled around looking for something. “And here, wear this. It’s a backstage pass. Don’t lose it ‘kay?” I nodded dumbly because I really didn’t know what to say.

Suddenly, someone was whispering to Taeyeon’s ear and I think the person said she should be getting ready now. The smaller girl nodded and she turned to me again and said, “Go backstage after the show. I’ll be waiting for you.” My heart pounded hard on my chest at those words.

She turned her back on me and she was almost out the door when I heard myself say, “Taeyeon~ah…” She stopped in her tracks and I’m pretty sure I heard her breath hitch. She slowly turned her head and said, “Yes?” In a surprised tone.

“Good luck.”

“Thank you.” She said breathless. It seemed that she wanted to say something else but decided against it. I watched the door shut, silence echoing in the room. Then, I found myself engulfed by the loud beats of my heart.

“Ms. Choi?” I heard someone say as a knock interrupted me while playing Temple Run. I watched the guy get ravaged by monkeys then I finally looked up, “Ne?”

“You can proceed to the concert arena now if you please.” I nodded my head and he said, “Okay. Follow me.” I stood up and after roughly 3 minutes of walking, I finally heard a muffled screaming from thousands of fans inside the arena. I couldn’t help but feel nervous in anticipation.

Every step I took made the screams clearer. I noticed I was backstage, or under the stage actually, I don’t know how you call that place. Then I was being ushered to the front row. Some fans groaned, probably because I blocked their perfect view of the stage, judging by my height and all. The guy bowed and left me there, feeling alone, although thousands of people were surrounding me.

I craned my neck and scanned the crowd, I wonder where Jessica is.

Suddenly, the lights started to dim and thunderous screams filled the hall. I forced myself not to put my hands on my ears since I could hit the people beside me. It was freakishly hot and noisy. Two of the things I hated most in the world.

It dawned to me all of a sudden. What am I really doing here? Why did I let myself be in this situation?

But then all of my doubts were wiped from my brain when I shifted my gaze in front of me, above me for that matter. Descending from the top of the stage was a very beautiful angel that I’ve grown to be familiar with in the past months.

There were two other ‘angels’ descending beside her but nothing compared to her beauty. She has this make-shift wings and she was wearing a white dress, almost like a toga from a Greek mythology movie. There was a gold headband circling her head and her semi blonde hair glowed in the spotlight. She was like a goddess straight from heaven.

Just when I thought she was perfection being like this, I was completely wrong. My heart stopped literally as I heard the most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard in my entire life.

Her singing voice.

I thought her normal voice was perfect. I even thought her laugh was MORE perfect. But this. I just can’t even put it into words. My breath was caught in my throat as I listen to the very first notes she was singing. I felt my heart warm and I completely got lost in my own world where her voice was like the oxygen, and without it I can’t survive.

But the trance was broken when some other voice invaded my hearing. It’s from one of the members. It was good but not as good as Taeyeon’s. Well, I think no one could match her singing voice, or am I just biased?

Wow… Jessica was right. Taeyeon was my bias. I don’t even like the songs they were singing but I can’t help but love it, knowing that she was a part of the group. Why haven’t I thought to listen to their songs before? I just missed half of my life.

I continued to watch the concert like that. I stood there quietly, never tearing my eyes off of Taeyeon. She was an incredible performer. Sunny and Tiffany were good too but Taeyeon was perfect in my eyes.

I can feel the concert drawing to a close. After their encore performance, everyone was shouting “more” and I surprisingly,  joined the chanting crowd.

I saw Tiffany exiting the stage. But Sunny and Taeyeon remained whispering and exchanging meaningful glances at each other. I looked on puzzled because it really seemed the concert was over and people were starting to get ready to go. Just then, Taeyeon’s voice echoed through out the arena.

“Thank you so much for coming to our concert. In behalf of Lyrics, I sincerely thank you all.” Both girls bowed and the people filing in the exit paused to watch. Others clapped and howled, “You’re welcome Lyrics!” I think that was sweet, just like the smile Taeyeon was wearing right now.

“The concert is over but I have a surprise for you all. Sunny here is gonna help me out.” There was a buzz of excitement and curiosity coming from the crowded hall. People who were about to exit the arena, sat back down to their seats, anticipating what surprise Taeyeon has up her sleeve.

Sunny raised her hand, signaling someone in the music booth, then a soft piano started playing. Taeyeon started to sing the first part of the song.

Nan geu dael jinachyeo gal ddaemyeon (When I walk beside you)

Haru jongil gaseumi ddeollyeoyo (My heart keeps trembling the whole day through)

Hollo geudae reul geurigo idjyo (Alone, thinking about you)

Jakku geudaeran jaguki namayo (Always keeping memories you’ve marked)

All the time she was singing, her eyes were locked on mine. As if she was singing the song to me. Was she? The song continued and Sunny started singing the next parts. But even though Sunny was singing, I didn’t look at her. I continued staring at the beautiful girl up on stage. It was her turn to sing again.

Geudae ijeneun al su itnayo (Do you understand it now?)

Geudae ijeneun nae mam bol su itjyo (Do you see through my heart now?)

Sorido eobshi dagaon sarangi (The love that comes silently)

Geudaeneun geudaeneun deullinayo (Did you… Did you hear it now?)

My heart doubled its speed as I processed the lyrics of the song she was singing. She was confessing to someone. Was that someone… me?

Cheombuteo nae sarangingeolyo (It was my love from the start)

Chagan naemame ddaseuhi bichujyo (That warmly shines on my cold heart)

Hangeoreum hangeoreum dagaoneun sarang (The love that comes to me step by step)

Nan jogeumeun duryeojiman (Although, I’m a bit afraid)

Seollei neun nae sarangingeolyo (You’re the one that moved me, my love)

Bi odeussarangi naemameul jeok shyeoyo (Just like the rain, disrupted my heart)

Nae mami nae mami ijen sarangingeolyo (My heart… My heart is already in love)

Geudae geuriunmankeum (Missing you so…)

Ige sarangingeolyo (This should be love…)

Her eyes were closed the entire time she was singing the chorus part with Sunny. But after the last word, she opened them and she stared directly to me like before. My breath hitched for the umpteenth time today. I swear if this keeps happening, I’m going to die from the lack of air.

Applause boomed through out the hall. I heard the fan behind me say, “Was that a new song? I’ve never heard it and I’ve been following their entire career!” She was so giddy. And I couldn’t help but roll my eyes a bit. Just then, I caught someone else staring at me at the left side of the stage.

It was Tiffany.

She was shooting glares at me like she was so enraged. When I caught her eyes, she turned her back on me and left. I didn’t have the time to process it because I heard Taeyeon speak again.

“That was the first time we performed that song. I hope you guys liked it.” She said, a bit shy, like she was afraid that she will get rejected. Sunny laughed and said, “Of course they liked it Taengoo! Right guys?” She pointed her mic in the crowds direction and they shouted “NE!!!” The two stars on stage laughed and Sunny continued. “I told you they’d like it. And I hope the person you wrote it for liked it too~!” She said in a sing-song voice.

Taeyeon blushed and the crowd made a noise that sounded “WOOO~~!”, like they were teasing her. Sunny laughed and said, “I’m just kidding. But seriously guys, isn’t Taeyeon a good song writer or what?” The fans cheered again, even louder this time.

Then that was that. The concert was over.

My knees buckled from standing for so long when I moved it after almost about two hours. Then I remembered I have to meet Taeyeon backstage. So I breezed through the happy crowd and tried to recall the way I came in the arena.

My heart was beating so fast when I reached the dressing room where we separated earlier. I dunno if she was there and I don’t know if my heart was pounding because I was tired from running or because of the thought of seeing her after she sang that song earlier.

I opened the door slowly. And there she was. She was not alone though, her other members were there and so was their staff. But I don’t really care. The chattering from the room died down as soon as I walked in.

All eyes were on me, but I only had eyes for the girl standing in front of me.

“Was that song for me?” I whispered quietly but I knew everyone heard it.

She didn’t reply but she nodded her head instead.

I couldn’t contain it any longer.

I grabbed her neck gently and kissed her senseless.

Disclaimer: I don't own the song and Taeyeon didn't write it. This is a fanfic. Everything is false.

You guys are right the story was kinda slow at the moment so i did something about that.. i hoped you liked it though.. i'm sorry if i ruined the song for some of you but i can't help it.. sorry.. *bows*

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