"Hey jisoo." I jumped, startled and nayeon giggled

"You ok? You've been spacing out lately." I faked a smile and assured her I was ok.

I heaved a sigh for the nth time and observed my boyfriend from afar. Yoongi has been distant lately, but that's not the problem. The problem is I didn't really care.

Is it because of my living environment? Was living and being friends with lesbians converted me to be one? A voice in my head laughed at the absurdity.

You have always been biual jisoo, you know it. I hear my conscience say and quickly shook it off. A shiver run down my spine as a hand held my waist. Only she can do that to me

"I need to attend to something, will you be going home alone?" It was jennie. Ever since what happened between us on our long weekend getaway, I've been hell bent on breaking up with yoongi but he's been making up excuses not to see me.

What's stopping you? There's just something I need to clarify and not be haste on my decision.

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I smiled to jennie and she nodded, walking away.

I need to see you. We have to talk. I texted yoongi. I need to be with him so I can clarify how I feel. I grabbed my things and decided to walk home. All the way all I can think about is jennie. She's been occupying my mind lately

The truth is, I've already wavered since she confessed into liking girls. I had always been interested with girls too but shoved it away that's why I said yes to yoongi in the first place. To shun the alien feeling of wanting to be with the same gender.

I was confused cause I didn't hate guys. I liked being with a guy... it's just that... jennie showed me, opened my eyes that yes, I do prefer girls more. No, correction, I like being with her than with yoongi.

I huffed in frustration and hurried home. I will just drop my things and then go find yoongi if he won't reply to me. I quickened my pace as I neared our unit. I was about to go in when lisa's voice stopped me.

"Has jennie told jisoo about yoongi yet?" My brows furrowed. I know it's bad to eavesdrop but I need to.

"I don't know. I don't think so." Chaeng replied. My heart thumped to my chest

"What is she waiting for?" Lisa grumbled

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