Say What?!?

Behind the Smile

A/N: So I was going to wait to post this update, but I couldn't help myself. BAM! DOUBLE UPDATE!!  Enjoy!!!

 

 

 

The water was running, and you held your fingers under it, gauging the temperature.  You blessed the fact that it took a second to warm up because it gave you a minute to think.  He finally asked the question you’d been dreading ever since the funeral arrangements had been finalized.  You’d been tossing and turning every night asking yourself what you were going to do next.  There were all kinds of options, all equally possible. 

 

The water began to scald your fingertips and you quickly adjusted the cold water to get the correct degree of heat.  The silence dragged out, and you knew you’d have to tell him what you’d decided.

 

But where to start?  What should you say?  You wondered how he’d react.  Would he be happy? upset? surprised?  Well ultimately, I guess it won’t matter as much to him as it will to me.  We’re just friends, and friends support each other no matter what, right?  Then why am I hesitating?  

 

You finished messing with the cups and shut off the faucet.  Grabbing a towel to dry your hands, you finally turned to face him.

 

 

The look on her face scared you.  It was sort of sad, and your heartbeat sped up as you recognized that face.  You’d seen it before, too many times.  It was her “last look”.  Her “goodbye” face.

She looked down for a minute, obviously gathering up some courage.  She took a deep breath and exhaled loudly before locking gazes with you.  

 

 

It seemed like her lips parted in slow motion.  Your heart pounded, slamming as if to hammer its way out of your ribcage.   Oh, this WAS NOT happening.  The light seemed to dim a little with your dread.

 

 

 

Onew-ssi,  it was a hard decision, but I’ve decided---,” she began.

“_____,  I was going to wait, but I’m too excited.  SHINee wants you to be the lead stylist for our concept design on the new album,” you interrupted, speaking loudly to drown out her voice.

“-----I’m going to stay for a while.”

“BWOH?!?” – “WHAT?!?”  you both exclaimed simultaneously.

 

 

 

 

 

A/N:  Hahaha.  Short chapter, but all DRAMA!  What do you think of Onew’s plan?  Did your decision to stay surprise you?  It surprised me, and I wrote the darn thing :D  People, this story is coming to me like a gerbil on acid (by which i mean I'm writing like crazy).  More updates soon! *hugs*

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DimestoreNovelist
In the middle of the next chapter right now. This story has become my achilles heel people.

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lacus_clyne
#1
Chapter 46: oh my . .
it's must be hard for her and jinki

update soon please^^
Vengeance
#2
Chapter 46: Oh Em Gee!!! I've missed a lot and only mananged to finish reading uptodate today.

I feel sorry for myself. How much more pain can she bear? :'(
Shineegirl101 #3
Chapter 45: Cute a/n ;D glad to finally get an update! :D I'm really hoping for some happy Onew/you times soon! I miss those :(.... ;P jk. Any update is a great update! <3333
aegyoJellyprincess #4
Chapter 45: ah~ another nice update~ although depressing, it's getting better~ will be waiting for your next update~
VerOnew #5
Chapter 45: I hope we sort things out and end Happily Ever After soon.
Great to see you writing again, I really love this story, and it was worth waiting for an update. :) <3
sachia
#6
Chapter 45: yayyyy an update^^
alwaysBeWithYou
#7
Chapter 45: It's heartbreaking to see them suffering. Please make them together again. Thanks for update <3<3
DSCZImInsane
#8
Chapter 44: THESE FEELS. I CAN'T. WHY YOU DO DIS.
Shineegirl101 #9
Chapter 44: Holy crap I can't even.... But I'm so glad you updated! Definatly worth the wait! <3333
sachia
#10
Chapter 44: this is so sad, hope that Onew can know the truth soon TT