Seeds of Fear

Behind the Smile

 

YOUR POV                                  

It took you a minute or two to calm down.  You were so busy being sappy about how great your boyfriend was.  If only you could yell to everyone to tell them that YOUR boyfriend was amazing and so darn romantic!   You vowed silently to do something wonderful for him in return.  Lost in the soft feelings, you fantasized away, each scenario sending your heart pounding as you dreamed about Jinki.

You only remembered the paper in your hands when you went to rest your chin on your palms.  Instead of sighing dreamily into the distance, like you intended in your imagination, you nearly poked an eye out on the sharp corners. 

 

 

 

Knowing that Jinki had been able to change your screensaver so sneakily, you were suddenly excited to read this letter.  You just KNEW it would be some kind of special message from him….maybe an invite on a date?  It did say “OPEN IMMEDIATELY” after all! 

With a big grin, you gently unfolded the stiff white paper (slightly wrinkled from your earlier abuse).

 

 

"..........................................."

 

 

 

You gasped sharply, body tightening into one long tense line.  Your breath was locked in your chest, a painful stab behind your bone.  The smile vanished into fear, but you couldn’t move, couldn’t release the letter shaking in your fists.   Even though you felt dirty just holding it, your fingers refused to loosen.  You sat there, woodenly reading and re-reading the typewritten, hateful message.  The opening words were just as terrifying as the first time you read them.

 

“DON’T SCREAM, .”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A/N: CLIFFHANGER.   Oh, I am such a mean, mean author. 

But you love me anyway, right? right?

oh- also, the photos aren't mine, and didn't have any credits attached. if i find them, will credit.

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DimestoreNovelist
In the middle of the next chapter right now. This story has become my achilles heel people.

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lacus_clyne
#1
Chapter 46: oh my . .
it's must be hard for her and jinki

update soon please^^
Vengeance
#2
Chapter 46: Oh Em Gee!!! I've missed a lot and only mananged to finish reading uptodate today.

I feel sorry for myself. How much more pain can she bear? :'(
Shineegirl101 #3
Chapter 45: Cute a/n ;D glad to finally get an update! :D I'm really hoping for some happy Onew/you times soon! I miss those :(.... ;P jk. Any update is a great update! <3333
aegyoJellyprincess #4
Chapter 45: ah~ another nice update~ although depressing, it's getting better~ will be waiting for your next update~
VerOnew #5
Chapter 45: I hope we sort things out and end Happily Ever After soon.
Great to see you writing again, I really love this story, and it was worth waiting for an update. :) <3
sachia
#6
Chapter 45: yayyyy an update^^
alwaysBeWithYou
#7
Chapter 45: It's heartbreaking to see them suffering. Please make them together again. Thanks for update <3<3
DSCZImInsane
#8
Chapter 44: THESE FEELS. I CAN'T. WHY YOU DO DIS.
Shineegirl101 #9
Chapter 44: Holy crap I can't even.... But I'm so glad you updated! Definatly worth the wait! <3333
sachia
#10
Chapter 44: this is so sad, hope that Onew can know the truth soon TT