CHAPTER 19

Calm Snow

Brown ceiling, floral perfume, silence. These are the three things which welcomed SinB when she reopened her eyes. A soft sheet was caressing her skin. The silence was peaceful until someone broke it: 

 

  • Oh SinB you’re awake. whispered Umji. 

 

SinB turned slightly towards her. Umji was sitting on a chair just beside the bed on which SinB was lying. 

 

  • What happened ? asked SinB unsure of how she ended up here. 

 

  • You fainted. Sowon told me that you were surely exhausted that’s why. 

 

  • Yes maybe … I haven’t slept the previous night. But I guess you neither. 

 

  • I did, confessed Umji, but Yuju didn’t. That’s why she went to sleep in a room.  

 

  • How long have I slept ? 

 

  • Ten hours but it is normal. 

 

  • Why are you here ? 

 

Umji looked hurt and SinB noticed her mistake. 

 

  • Sorry I didn’t mean it like this. I mean you should be asleep too. 

 

  • Oh I did. But I was worried that’s why I wanted to see you. confessed Umji shyly. And because I have some questions for you. 

 

  • Tell me … 

 

  • You got your memory back, right ? Then, tell me everything about you. I am curious. 

 

Again … SinB was facing that situation. Until now, she had always found a lie. But why was she lying  anyway ? Why didn’t she want to tell the truth to Umji ? SinB tried to search for a reason, but she didn’t find. So she decided to tell her the truth. 

 

  • Umji in reality … I have never lost my memory. 

 

The change in Umji’s face, SinB swore that she had never seen a face that shocked. She looked even more shocked that if she had face death. But it was normal: she was facing the truth that everything SinB had told her until now was just lie. 

 

  • What … why ? Umji asked confused. 

 

  • First because I couldn’t trust you. 

 

  • But what about the second time I asked you ? Why haven’t you told me the truth ? 

 

  • I … I don’t know. 

 

Umji obviously was hurt but she eventually asked SinB to go on and told her about herself. This time, SinB told her everything. 

 

  • So you’re the Snow Kingdom’s princess … Umji stated, she still couldn’t believe it. She had heard about her in the village but for most people it was only a legend. 

 

  • And my real parents destroyed your kingdom … it is horrible. How can you still stay here in that place with the children of those who have killed your  … ?  Umji couldn’t finish her sentence. She looked at SinB with sadness in her eyes. 

 

  • I came back here for you in order to save you. And I am staying here for the same purpose. SinB admitted. 

 

Umji looked at SinB and she wanted to believe her but the fact that SinB had lied to her all this time still hurt her. She nodded before saying: 

 

  • I am going to see Yuju. At least I know that whatever words will come out of , it will be sincere and trustful. 

 

SinB sighed. Umji was still mad at her and she could understand it. She did wrong with her just like SinB’s parents did with her when they did not told her about the war. Suddenly SinB saw Sowon’s face in front of her and she jumped back towards the headboard of the bed. 

 

  • Oh sorry I didn’t mean to scare you … 

 

Oh right, it wasn’t the Sowon in SinB’s nightmares but the real and normal one. 

 

  • It is okay I just didn’t hear you enter the room. 

 

Sowon sat on the chair then she reached out her hand towards SinB’s forehead. But SinB avoided it. 

 

  • Oh sorry I just wanted to check your temperature … I am so used to do this. said Sowon with regrets. 

 

  • What do you mean by you’re so used to do that ? asked SinB. 

 

  • Oh right you don’t know because you were asleep every time I was doing it. 

 

Fear was written all over SinB’s face so Sowon quickly added:

 

  • When you were in the dungeon. I was visiting you every night when you were asleep. I know it was forbidden to visit you and even after my parent’s death the guards still banned me from visiting you. So I was doing it secretly. 

 

SinB was shocked. Sowon used to visit her … well now that explained why she sometimes felt the traces of a presence in the room. Sowon resumed:

 

  • I was so angry towards you because of what I was told your parents did to Yewon. My parents they told me that your parents have found Umji and killed her. That was the official reason to why we waged war on your kingdom. I was fooled by my own parents. I am so sorry for what we have done to your kingdom and to you. 

 

Sowon’s pain was mesmerizing to see because her wet eyes gave her the allure of a goddess. In fact, her eyes were sparkling and SinB forgot to breath for a moment. As a result, SinB appeared to be shocked and she certainly was but it wasn’t for Sowon’s words. 

 

  • I know you must be shocked. Again I am so sorry. repeated Sowon in reaction of SinB’s silent. And as she spoke she sat on the bed beside SinB then she put her hand on SinB’s forehead. And this time SinB let her do so. 

 

Sowon frowned maybe because of SinB’s burning forehead but then her face softened when she looked into SinB’s eyes. 

 

  • I am sorry if I appeared to be so confortable with you. But again visiting you every night back then felt like I know you well. When in reality the little information I had about you were nothing but lies. 

 

SinB wanted to reply but she felt like she didn’t need to. Sowon was saying and doing everything right without SinB having to tell her anything. Needless to say that SinB was somehow impressed by Sowon’s natural charisma. Sowon talked again: 

 

  • You didn’t fully recover so sleep some more. I will bring you food. You must be starving that would explain why your body is so weak. 

 

SinB didn’t even have time to react that Sowon was already gone and with her a little piece of her heart. 

 

 

 

 

Umji told everything Yuju and she wasn’t expecting Yuju’s reaction: 

 

  • So what ? I can understand why she lied to us. I mean I would have done the same if I were her. 

 

  • But not the second time when I asked her, she should have told me. 

 

  • No Umji, what she hid from us is a very big secret, a dangerous one. I mean she is the princess of the Snow Kingdom … that’s not nothing. She is the enemy of our kingdom or rather she was. We aren’t people of her kingdom. That’s pretty understandable and really smart from her. 

 

For the first time, Yuju was on SinB’s side. Still, Umji being stubborn as she was, wasn’t convinced by Yuju's arguments even though she had a point. Or maybe it was because of something else. Jealousy maybe. 

 

 

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Chapter 19 done 

Oh is it the beginning for WonB ? ;)

Do you think Umji has an exaggerated reaction when she learned the truth about SinB's memory ? Or do you think she was right to react that way ?

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PS: I have a very big annoucement to made but I will keep it for the next chapter ;) 

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Ines2602 #1
Chapter 26: Is it the end ?? I love how things seem to take a new turn. But I can't help but feel sad and anxious because the speech of umji feels like she has lost her faith and thinks sinb is dead. It's like a sad tale. Now I just can't wait to see the next part. Thank you for this story! I mean it sincerely, I'm a big fan of Calm Snow!
Ines2602 #2
Chapter 23: Sowon has indeed nothing to do with all this tragedy (or at least this dark magic controls her against her will) And Sinb keeps on saying her existence isn't worth it. Both of them deserve some peace I wish they could leave with umji and yuju and take a new start. But honestly I totally understand why Sowon insists to stay here. Because it's her kingdom and she feels responsible for everything. Leaving to the sun kingdom is like leave her people. She doesn't want to be coward.
Ines2602 #3
Chapter 21: First of all, this chapter fraughts with emotions. It made me realize how brave Sinb is and how hard her life is. He went through so many things, she even denied her own identity because it was so hard to live with her past and to be left on her own. Umji shoundn't be upset with her. Better yet, she should understand her because as Yuju said her kingdom is a nemesis and sinb was scared to be assimilated to it (she probably thought everything was her fault). Sinb is one of the most "bring hope" and saddest character at the same time. The duality of her character is beyond everything.
Ines2602 #4
Chapter 18: This chapter was so sad and everything went through really fast. It's so hurtful knowing the relationship between sowon and umji to see sowon was about to kill her own sister. The one she je looking at since the beginning and her only humanity trigger.
mr_buckwheat #5
Chapter 28: whew finally caught up. this was so interesting, i’m amazed by how you wrote this out. now, on to the next!!
Ines2602 #6
Chapter 17: Why? Just why? Deep down I knew Yuju would be friendzoned but honestly is umji blind or something? Yuju has the full package. She is pretty, strong-minded, selfless and she took her courage to expose her feelings. Poor Yuju.
Ines2602 #7
Chapter 13: Looks like Umji didn't finally listen to yuju. By the way I want to know more about yuju family background and how she became friend with umji. I feel like beyond this protective look and caretaker yuju really loves umji. On one hand I ship umji and sinb together but on the other hand the relationship between umji and yuju is so precious! I feel bad for yuju she must feel like a fifth wheel.
And this village thing is kind of strange I don't think I get everything about it but we will see !
Anyway I long to read your next chapter !
Ines2602 #8
Chapter 12: I knew there was something going on between umji and sowon but siblings ? I didn't excpect this! Somehow on this chapter I felt for the first time pity for sowon. It's interesting you made a pov sowon you should make it more often!
Ines2602 #9
Chapter 4: Sowon looks so scary for real. I doubt she could be a gentle person.
Yeosang6202 #10
Chapter 2: Thank you for having made a story with my bias (Umji) and my bias wrecker in it (SinB). I wonder who is really Umji, she seems to hide something. I feel something off on her but I can't tell what. And Sowon seems so nasty I'm even scared of her haha