DEAR 辰乐,
It was awkward. We we're once again left alone, late at night, its a few days after Rue and Paige came for a small visit. I mean, I have been waiting for this, but not now. I'm still a bit iffy about things.

You really had no reason to stay, did you? Just staring at my back while I finish designing our new menu's on my laptop. I'm glad I had finished it today, in time for welcoming summer.

As usual, you started talking. I didn't pay attention much, until you mentioned my name. Twice. Mumbling about how you never approached me when I first came. You said that you weren't interested in me, but then you later got jealous because I was always able to impress everyone with my art skills? That's ridiculous.

That was why you never like me? Really? Chenle, you're better than that.

Around a few months ago, Mark talked to you. He said you needed to have a bond with me.

And so here you are now, trying to spend time with me to get to know me. I'm glad.

I got scared, when you asked why I went home early when Rue and Paige came to visit. I didn't want to answer, but you pleaded for it.

I should've shut my lips, why did I blurt out that Rue had a thing for you?

As shocked as you were, you laughed. You just ing laughed. But then what you said next frightened me even more. You said I'm jealous.