DEAR 辰乐,
We're back at Blac Forest Bakery. Mark is giving us time to do things we want to do, before we permanently go through the portal.

I tried everything I could to make him change ideas, but he's not giving it up. He's desperate to have Jisung back, he's not accepting the fact that he's dead.

Donghyuck and Mark also announced their relationship. I'm happy for them, really. Everyone saw that coming.

And Jisung also told me that.

I was stupid. I told them that what was the point of getting together now? In a few days we'll be going back in time.

Why did I say that? I was so embarrassed, I locked myself outside. 

Am I making this too much of a big deal? I am, aren't I?

Jaemin sat down with me. He comforted me and said Donghyuck and Mark didn't take it to heart. Still, I had to cry about it.

You haven't even talked to me yet Chenle. How can I not be brought down.

Please don't make me feel even worse, FROM THE EMBARRASSING LAD