DEAR 辰乐,
I don't know what to do anymore Chenle. In our small mission, to get rid of the goblins invading the south-west area near the case. I was scared, it was going to be our first mission unarmed without weapons, since their under construction.

I guess you realised my small panic attack and clasped our hands together. It truly helped, I felt safer. But then Rue saw it.

She looked devastated. Heart broken, surprised, glaring at me with all her might before flying north-east with her group. I want to go up to her and tell her about what's happening between us. I really do.

But I'm just so selfish. I know she wouldn't understand, so I don't want her to take you away from me.

I'm so greedy Chenle, it's not good. I can't even tell you this. I'm such a gruesome person.

Maybe I don't deserve you, being too ambitious of myself is not valid for someone like you.

If only someone can help, SOMEONE OUT OF YOUR LANE.

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A/N: Hope you like the 4 chapter update :)

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