YSJ’s POV

According to scientific research, Blue-Throated Hummingbird has the fastest heart rate, 1,260 beats per minute.

The second one is an Etruscan shrew, a very small mammal almost look like a mouse, its heart beats 1,511 times per minute.

Meanwhile, human’s heart rate is somewhere between 80-100 beats per minute.

However, i think, tonight, my heart beats thousand times faster than any of those.

Yes, my heart beats faster than i could ever imagine, especially when i feel her lips against mine.

Her soft and plump lips, that i’m missing so badly.

Oh Heavens..

YSJ’s POV ends

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“You kissed me…and i’m not dreaming..”

“Yes..”

“You..you kissed me and i’m not dream..OUCH..MO YEON-AH IT HURTS!”

Mo Yeon smacks Si Jin’s head (which according to her she did that as tender as she could).

“You’ve been saying the same thing since an hour ago, of course, i have to do that!” 

Mo Yeon gives him a warning look and then she’s back to her position, sitting on his lap, while her whole upper body leaning against his and his arms hugging her from the back.

She’s safe and secure in his embrace, while Si Jin resting his head on her shoulder.

“I know i might sound like a broken record..but..i just can’t believe this.”

Si Jin smiles and Mo Yeon can feel his lips formed on her neck, then Si Jin hugs her tightly.

They’ve been cuddling on Mo Yeon’s couch for almost an hour after Mo Yeon kissed Si Jin, well, of course after that Si Jin responded the kiss very eagerly but Mo Yeon just wants to take everything slowly and Si Jin also needs an explanation why Mo Yeon finally accepts him again, so, here they are, enjoying each other’s embrace on her couch.

“I mean, i thought i might lose you again because of my reckless act, but..but seriously Mo Yeon-ah, i didn’t see that coming.”

Mo Yeon takes a deep breath before she turns her body to face the man that’s been hugging her from behind, her eyes are soft and she starts caressing his jaw.

“Yesterday when you’re sick, i was thinking, what if one day you will go back again to a faraway place and never come back..

what if i don’t have a chance to see you again, you know all sort of what-ifs that haunt me,

I’m afraid that i’ll regret everything that i’ve done to you once when it’s too late.”

Mo Yeon closes her eyes and she rests her head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

“I wasn’t lying when i told you i need time, i wasn’t lying when i told you that i was upset with you, yes i was mad at you when you’re away, leaving me and Hee Jin , i was mad at us, then i was even mad at myself for being so weak and unable to hate you because of what you did. 

That’s why i built those walls to be away from you, i tried my best to ignore everything that you’ve done for me and Hee Jin after we met again, i tried to hate you, hoping that i might find some peace if i'm not emotionally attached with you.

But then i realized that the only way to find my peace in this situation is to forgive you, to accept that i’m still madly in love with you, and the fact that i still want to be wit