He loved to tease me.

During smtown concerts he would always chase me, trying to pour water on me and I would run away, to not get wet.

We would try to be as close as we can during those time, but without making it obvious.

He really liked to take photos of me while I was singing, walking or waving to the fans. 

Every time he had a camera in his hands he would come find me to take pictures of me.

And I would just pose for him. We joked saying he was my personal photographer.

We would often stick together and go out for a date.

I didn't really care if the fans found out about our relationship, but he did, and I didn't want to hurt or make him upset so we were as careful as possible.

Except when we the fans started to notice we had the same accessories. They started to make speculation until the media started suspecting too.

We denied it. He didn't want to confirm our relationship and I didn't want to lose him, so I just agreed.

That was the beginning of the end.

After having found our the truth, sm director decided to made Leeteuk participate in 'We Got Married'.

We started seeing each other only occasionally and just for a few hours.

Then the thing I was most afraid of happened. He fell in love with another woman. He cheated on me and he didn't even have the courage to tell me about that.

I found out about it when I found them together in the bed.