A few days ago:

“I should talk to her.” Bobby stood up and was about to leave but Suhyun grabbed his arms, stopping him. “What is it?” Bobby knelt facing Suhyun who was silently sitting on her seat.

Suhyun was surprised by her own action. She unconsciously grabbed Bobby’s arms, stopping him from leaving. She was frustrated by her mixed and unknown emotions. Seeing Bobby leaving, she could feel her heart being squished so hard that she was unable to breathe properly and she started to panic.

                “I.. I can’t..” Suhyun was catching her breathe.

                “Suhyun-ah, are you okay? What’s wrong?” Bobby started to panic too.

Suhyun tried to calm herself until she could finally breathe normally. Bobby was still kneeling in front of her and was wearing a worried face. Suhyun couldn’t help herself but cry and Bobby was taken aback seeing her like that.

                “What’s wrong?” Bobby was now holding her hands. “Tell me.” He demanded.

                “I am.” Suhyun answered, making Bobby confuse. “There’s something wrong with me.” She added.

                “What is it? Are you sick? Are you hurt?” Bobby asked desperately.

                “I AM hurt.” Suhyun answered. “But not because I’m sick.” She continued and Bobby became even more confuse. “I’m hurt because I like you.” She added, making Bobby speechless. “But you like Hayi.” Suhyun stated.

                “Suhyun-ah..” Bobby didn’t know what to say.

                “And what’s worse, I feel jealous of her and wanted you all to myself. I don’t know why but when I saw you leaving, my whole body told me to stop you.” Suhyun confessed. “I guess I am becoming a horrible person.” She said.

                “No. You’re not a horrible person.” Bobby interrupted. “These feelings that you are feeling right now are what normal people would also feel when they’re in a situation like yours.” Bobby consoled.

                “Really?” Suhyun started to smile and Bobby nodded.

                “Besides, it’s all part of you growing. You will begin to understand everything when you, yourself experience these different kinds of things and feel different kinds of emotion, whether they’re good or bad.” He finished, smiling.

                “So I guess it would be okay if I’ll hate and start to make Hayi’s life miserable?” Suhyun asked playfully, making Bobby shock in horror. “Since you said that its part of growing when I experience a lot of things and it’s what would normal people do in situations like this.” She added and laughed right after. “I’m kidding.” Suhyun exclaimed.

                “Why you little..” Bobby was relieved and pulled Suhyun into a hug, making Suhyun freeze. “Thank you Suhyun-ah.. And I’m sorry if I couldn’t return your feelings.” Bobby whispered and Suhyun just nodded in return.

Present day:

Suhyun was recalling what happened between her and Bobby and she started to feel miserable all over again. She kept on lying on her bed while listening to a mellow music. She could feel her tears starting to form but got interrupted when Sung Kyoung entered their room noisily.

                “Aisshh. Stop moping already!” Sung Kyoung turned off the music.

                “Yah! Don’t tell me what to do. You don’t know what a broken hearted person feels like.” Suhyun accused.

                “Eyyy.. Being heartbroken are for losers.” Sung Kyoung replied and Suhyun threw her a glare. “Yah! It’s not like Bobby’s the only guy out there so get a grip will you? Aisshh.” Sung Kyoung started to get pissed.

                “Bobby’s the perfect guy for me. I couldn’t ask for more.” Suhyun wailed and Sung Kyoung just rolled her eyes at her. “I can’t believe that I lost Bobby to Hayi. What did Bobby saw in her?” Suhyun started again. “Maybe I should let myself become dumb?” Suhyun asked and Sung Kyoung gave her an exasperated look. “What? We know Hayi’s charm is being dumb right? There’s no harm in trying.” Suhyun defended.

                “Yah Song Suhyun. Just give it up already. I thought you already did?” Sung Kyoung exclaimed.

                “Tsk.” Suhyun pouted.

Suhyun found her way to the Boys’ Dormitory. She was now standing in front of her twin brother’s room. She was upset at Sung Kyoung’s constant nagging and left their room. She couldn’t come to So Hyun’s room either since Hayi was there too so she went to her brother to seek comfort.

                “What the hell’s wrong with me? I thought I’ll be okay.” Suhyun thought.

Knock! Knock! Knock! Jun Hue heard someone knocking. He was about to open the door but he flinched when the knocking came again but this time, it sounded desperate so he immediately unlocked the door. Then BAM! He didn’t even open the door yet but someone has already pushed the door, hitting him on the way inside.

                “Ow! Aissh.. Ouch! It hurts!” Jun Hue exclaimed, feeling his nose which was gotten hit by the door.

                “Shhhh!” He heard someone say, trying to keep him silent.

Jun Hue looked up to see who was responsible for his pain and he was so surprised when he saw Suhyun who’s sticking her left ear on the door, trying to hear what was happening on the other side.

                “Yah! What are you..” Jun Hue started to say but Suhyun suddenly knelt in front of him and covered his mouth with her left hand while her right hand (specifically her forefinger) was on , gesturing for him to keep quite.

Jun Hue froze. Suhyun was too close so he didn’t dare to move an inch. He didn’t want himself to get anymore closer to her than he already was. After a brief moment, he heard someone calling him from outside their room.

                “Jun Hue-ah! Are you there? Yah, Sook Jun Hue!” Jun Hue heard Bobby’s voice from the other side of the door.

After hearing Bobby’s call, Jun Hue immediately swatted Suhyun’s hand way from his mouth and stood up. He didn’t answer Bobby’s call but he was about to open the door but when his hand touched the door knob, Suhyun grabbed his hand, stopping him from opening the door. Jun Hue turned to look at her and became surprised by the expression she have on her face. Her eyes were pleading for him not to open the door. Jun Hue didn’t know why but he obliged.

                “I guess he’s not here.” They heard Bobby say and heard steps going away from the room.

Jun Hue heard Suhyun sigh in relief and she finally let go of Jun Hue’s hand. Jun Hue didn’t say anything and went to grab a glass of water and gave it to Suhyun. Suhyun took it gratefully and drank all of it until it was empty.

                “So, what was that all about?” Jun Hue started the conversation and Suhyun almost choked.

                “What is it with you?” Suhyun’s mode went on.

                “Woah. Daebak!” Jun Hue sounded aghast. “I shouldn’t have helped you just now.” He stated but Suhyun just threw him an irritated look and Jun Hue suddenly remembered something. “Is it about Bobby?” He asked and she froze. “It is about him!” Jun Hue confirmed. “Yah, what did you do this time?” Jun Hue asked again.

                “Why is it that everyone thinks that it was me who always causes problems for others? Am I really a bother to everyone? Am I not allowed to get hurt by someone instead? Am I not allowed to sulk after getting my heart broken? Why does everybody expect me to move on so easily? Why does everybody think that I’m okay even though I’m not?” She shouted, her voice was starting to crack and Jun Hue was startled.

                “Yah, what’s wrong with you?” Jun Hue started to get scared of her and worried at the same time.

Suhyun just stared back at him annoyingly and she suddenly stood up, making Jun Hue flinc