Memory(Hongbin)

How Can I Smile Again?

After he ends the call, he runs quickly to the place where Hyuk is.Finally, he arrives at the place and he tried to find where Hyuk is.He walks near to the shady tree as he saw a man that looks familiar to him. He is getting closer to that man.He heard the cries.He expects that man is Hyuk.

“Hyuk?”Hongbin calls.

That man slowly turns his head up and try to find where the voice come from.As he saw Hongbin’s face, his eyes open widely.

“Hyuk!”Hongbin calls again and this time he lets Hyuk in his hug.

“Hyung...”Hyuk cried.

“Ssh...ssh...it’s okay.It’s okay.I’m here.”Hongbin said and try to soothe him.

Hyuk cries as much he wants to in Hongbin hugs.He let out everything he keeps after all this time.Hongbin pats Hyuk’s head gently.What can he do is to let Hyuk be calm first. After 10 minutes, Hyuk finally has done crying.

“Hyuk-ah, can you please tell me what’s wrong?What is actually happen?”Hongbin asked.

“This.”Hyuk shows him the key.

“A key?What do you mean by this key?”Hongbin frowns as he is confused with the answers.

“2 years ago, it was just me and Hakyeon-hyung in the dorm that time meanwhile you guys were having your own schedules.We decided to go out for sightseeing together.We went to this place and to the lock trees. This key belongs to our lock pad.The lock pad is our promise.A promise that we will always be brothers forever and to stick together no matter what happen. Hakyeon-hyung said if any of both of us has broken the promise, which mean is I have to unlock the pad.”Hyuk chokes to his words.

“I'm afraid,hyung.I'm afraid that if he is going to broke the promise.I was so afraid and worry.The lock pad contained a lot of our sweet memories in it.How can I accept the fact that he is going to leave us? He means a lot to me and it wasn’t easy for me to accept the reality that we are getting closer to be separated after a long time we have been together in this group.” Hyuk continues to talk.

“Hyuk-ah, I understand that feeling very well.I also feel the same as you feel now.I know it does pain a lot if he is really going to leave us but I believed.I believed that he will never leave us. He is a person that always keep his promise.He will never leave us.I trust him.Although he has been through to a lot of hardship, he is still strong enough to face it.I know that he had enough of all of this pain but he is just need time to be strong again.Time. That is the only thing he needs now.So, we have to give him times.” said Hongbin.

“What if he really is?”Hyuk asked.

“No, Hyuk. He will never do that.You do know that he loves us so much.I know that it is also difficult for him to decide.To leave the person that he loves the most for his own good is not easy. I believe that he will think carefully before he decides.Now, can you do the same like I did?To believe in him. Believe that he will never break his promise to us.”Hongbin asked.

“I will try,hyung.”Hyuk nods and said.

“Good.Come let’s go home now.I bet that our hyungs are worried about us.” Hongbin gives his hands to Hyuk to helps him to stands.

 

 

In the middle of the night, Hongbin could not sleep because he keeps thinking of what just happen that afternoon. He went to the kitchen for a drink.After he finished the drink, he walks to Hakyeon’s room.He opens the door and his eyes were focusing at the bed.He walks slowly and sits on the bed. He remembered the incident that just happens that afternoon.He sighs.

“Hyung, I do believe in you but I don’t know why.Why I always feel uneasy when I think about you,hyung?”Hongbin said to himself alone.

*Flashback*

A month before their first showcase, Hongbin was wandering alone.He was so tired and he had enough of his life as an idol. Hongbin was alone on the top floor of his company building.He cried alone.No one is with him that time.

“Why?Why?Why!!!”Hongbin shouted.

“I can’t go on anymore.”Hongbin said and continues to cry.

“Why must you give up?” suddenly a voice shocked him.

“Who is that?” Hongbin asks and turns back.He saw Hakyeon.

“It is me.”Hakyeon said and walks to Hongbin.

He pulls him into his hugs. Hongbin surprised to the sudden action but at the same time, he feels comfortable. Hongbin cried in his hugs.He really needs someone to stay with him.

“It’s okay, Hongbinnie.I’m here for you.I know it is hard.I understand that.Just let out everything you keeps in your heart to me.I will listen to it.”Hakyeon said and rubs Hongbin’s back.

“Hyung, can you help me?Can you tell me how to be strong in this matter?”Hongbin asked.

“You already are.You just need time, Hongbin.You don’t have to force yourself too much.About the practice, you don’t have to worry about that because you have improved a lot.Now, you just need to rest.You were just stress, Hongbin.It is nothing big at all.Please do not quit just because of that reason.Do you know why I said this to you? It is because I have already keep my eyes on you for a long time.I saw that you have improved a lot so why must you give up if you have shows the best to us, to our company and our fans.Please don’t waste your talents just like that.Next time, if you feel so hard or what, just find me and talk to me.I will always here for you.I will listen to your story.I am here was not just as a leader but also a brother.As your brother.Remember that.” said Hakyeon.

“Thank you,hyung.I know that I was wrong.Thank you for reminded me.You are the best hyung ever.” Hongbin said and smiled widely.Hongbin embraces him.

*End of flashback*

Hongbin cried.He cried because he feels useless.Why he feels useless?It is because Hakyeon was always with him when he is sad, stress or angry and yet he never did that to Hakyeon.

‘Hyung, I wish that I will do the same to you like you always did to me.’

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hanicha #1
Chapter 9: I hate that coach
hanicha #2
Chapter 8: I didn't know that Ravi is such a crybaby...hahaha
hanicha #3
Chapter 5: Poor hakyeon :(
vixxcha #4
Chapter 44: ah, so nice..I love this..please make more XD
tq for an update authornim ^^
Asynknsh93 #5
Chapter 44: I wish to read more actually~
JungHyunRi
#6
Chapter 43: And oh the final words tho.. I love it..
Well If someone asked me that,, I will answer that I will give them another chance to still be my friends.. But don't expect me to depend on them or trusting them like I used to.. Si I will just befriend with them without being too attach to them.. Haha
JungHyunRi
#7
Chapter 43: Emmmm this last chapt seems a little bit too rush authornim.. U wrote it in a flash I guess (๑¯ω¯๑)
So I feel like stuck in the air.. I mean,, I alr built an emotion read the 1st pharagrph and my emotion finnally at top when they confess their feeling,, but u ended it so sudden.. I feek like riding a roler coaster but the cart suddenly stoped at the hill and bcz of technical problem,the roller coaster terminate to move again... ㅋㅋㅋ

Why don't u write some more after they confess each other,,maybe u should write a funny moment on the tent.. Maybe a bug inside Ravi tent? And so they ended to sleep together in a cramp tent hahaha..