Memory(Jaehwan)

How Can I Smile Again?

A few minutes after Wonshik went out, followed by Jaehwan, Jaehwan wakes up after him.After he gets himself to clean, he is also going to the outside. He walks to the upstair to their practice room. He opens the door.It has been a long time they didn’t visit the room.He sits on the couch.Suddenly, he saw someone is dancing in front of him.It’s Hakyeon.

“Hakyeon-hyung?”Jaehwan calls for his name in confusion.

No reply...

Jaehwan stands and walks to him. He tries to grab his hand but he’s gone in a sudden. It wasn’t him for real and it is just an illusion.

“Hyung?”

*Flashback*

It happens a month before the incidents happened.That time, Jaehwan was trying his best to practice ‘The Closer’ choreography.The choreography seems difficult and that is the reason why he forced himself to practice for overtime.Around 3.00 a.m. to 6.00 a.m., he always spends his time in the practice room.Until a day, Hakyeon found him practice alone in the practice room.Jaehwan was massaging his legs because his legs sprained after he dances for a few times.

“Oh, Hyung?”

“Yah, what are you doing here?You are supposed to sleep now.It is 3.45 a.m.Do you know?”Hakyeon scolds him.

Jaehwan just throws his sights to the floor.He does not even dare to look at Hakyeon’s face.He admits that it was his fault.Hakyeon realized that Jaehwan’s ankle seems swollen.

“Jaehwan-ah...are you hurt?”Hakyeon asked for confirmation.

“It’s nothing,hyung.Just...I sprained my leg just now when I practice the choreography.”Jaehwan tells the truth.

“What do you mean by nothing?Look.It has already swollen.Come...let me treat your ankle.”Hakyeon offers.

“No, it’s okay,hyung.I’m fine.”Jaehwan rejects the offer.

“No objections.Just listen to me.”Hakyeon said in a strict tone.

Jaehwan keeps shut and let Hakyeon treat his ankle.Hakyeon puts some of the massage oil to his ankle and also to the other parts of his legs.He massages Jaehwan’s leg.

“Why?Why you didn’t even tell me that you’re having a hard time?”Hakyeon breaks the silence.

“Hard time?No.I wasn’t.”Jaehwan chuckles awkwardly.

“Jaehwan-ah...am I your brother?Was I look like your brother?”Hakyeon asked.

“Yes, you are.”Jaehwan answers back to him.

“Then, why must you hide all of this from me?Jaehwan-ah, you can share all of your problems with me because I’m your leader and I’m not only a leader but an older brother to you.We can share everything together.I’m sad if you or the others as well, hide everything from me especially about the hard time that you’ve been through.As a brother, I want to know about you guys, and I want to help you to solve all of the problems together.If you let yourself to be like this, you will get hurt.Even worse.I don’t want any of you to get hurt or sick." said Hakyeon.

“I’m s-sorry,hyung.I-I don’t want to make any-anyone worry about me.”Jaehwan stutters and cries.

Hakyeon hugs Jaehwan and tries to comforts him.

“Jaehwan-ah...we are family.We share the happy and sad moments together," said Hakyeon.

“Thank you,hyung...”

*End of the flashback*

 

Jaehwan crying alone in the practice room.He misses Hakyeon so badly.He really wants Hakyeon to be with him that moment. Only Hakyeon affords to give the best hug ever to him.

“Hyung...I miss you.I want you to come back soon.I don’t want you to leave us.We need you,hyung.”Jaehwan talks alone.

 

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hanicha #1
Chapter 9: I hate that coach
hanicha #2
Chapter 8: I didn't know that Ravi is such a crybaby...hahaha
hanicha #3
Chapter 5: Poor hakyeon :(
vixxcha #4
Chapter 44: ah, so nice..I love this..please make more XD
tq for an update authornim ^^
Asynknsh93 #5
Chapter 44: I wish to read more actually~
JungHyunRi
#6
Chapter 43: And oh the final words tho.. I love it..
Well If someone asked me that,, I will answer that I will give them another chance to still be my friends.. But don't expect me to depend on them or trusting them like I used to.. Si I will just befriend with them without being too attach to them.. Haha
JungHyunRi
#7
Chapter 43: Emmmm this last chapt seems a little bit too rush authornim.. U wrote it in a flash I guess (๑¯ω¯๑)
So I feel like stuck in the air.. I mean,, I alr built an emotion read the 1st pharagrph and my emotion finnally at top when they confess their feeling,, but u ended it so sudden.. I feek like riding a roler coaster but the cart suddenly stoped at the hill and bcz of technical problem,the roller coaster terminate to move again... ㅋㅋㅋ

Why don't u write some more after they confess each other,,maybe u should write a funny moment on the tent.. Maybe a bug inside Ravi tent? And so they ended to sleep together in a cramp tent hahaha..