The person I know

The Reminiscence of Love
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......*Memory (Dream)*......

Birds chirped loudly in the daylight of day, the young boy I knew sat by the streaming waters staring off into nothingness. "Hey, are you hungry?".. I asked him in which I recieved no response. I knew from this start, I was co-consciencely in a dreaming state. A silent moment passed us as I sat down next to him and stared off into the nothingness with him. "I know there is something on your mind.", I mentioned to him who sighs. He seemed so disappointed in himself and so down. I wondered what was wrong.

I felt bad for Yu Eun as I listened to her thoughts. She was so concerned about this boy..who is he to her?..

I watched as she reached to touch his shoulder only to be stopped by the boy who stared into her eyes. "Help me understand.." He demanded abruptly. I felt such pure innocence radiating from him. I searched in his eyes to only find sadness. "What do you mean?"..I asked confused. The young boy grew tears of fear causing me to be concerned that I may have frightened him. "What do you know about a humans hunger?..Do you think we humans feed off human blood too?"..he asked in the most cold way. I stared at him now sad that I have made him upset. I watched as he stood up quickly and left me by myself.

As young as I was, I did not understand why I had made him upset. "Look, I'm sorry if I upsetted you. I don't drink blood if that is what you mean. I eat too",..I stated afraid that I may have said something to anger him more. I stood up to follow him. He turned to look at me in disbelief. "Not after what your brother has done to my uncle and many other civilians. Explain that to me. If you don't feed off of blood then what are you?" He asked desperately as i did not respond.."I- I don't know.."..

No one has ever asked such question to me and this made me realized I had no idea why I didn't feed on blood. Yet I could not tell him I bathed in blood. I was scared he'll try to leave and get caught only to be killed. I was afraid for him. What did i do wrong?..

You did nothing wrong Yu Eun.. you were afraid yourself.. how can anyone have blamed you.. This tense feeling she had eloped with mine as we shared the scarce moment. I watched as the young boy sobbed alone. Unsure of how to feel I only wanted to comfort him because I waned him to be safe. I wanted him to feel safe with me. I walked up to him and caressed his back then hugged him. I laid my head on his shoulder and grew tears.. "It's going to be okay..".. I held him closely so he could feel my warmth and trust. 

"Why?.."..The young boy asked me.."Why are you so kind to me?.."..I pulled away from the embrace and placed a hand on his cheek. I smiled softly to him.."You are full of life..unlike me, you have a purpose in life to fulfill. I can feel the innoncence in you and the purpose you serve. My heart knows, you are someone important to me now. I promised that I wouldn't let anyone hurt you and it is a promise I must fulfill".. I said to him softly as I watched his pure brown eyes sparkle. "I cannot go back on my words.."..

The young boy hugged me closely and sobbed.. I caressed his back some more and comforted him to my hearts content. "Trust me..I promise"..I said to him grwoing tears as I felt his immense sadness.***

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Hearing an odd echo I open my eyes to awake to Joong Gi who seems to have been wide awake for awhile. I stare at him in the eyes familar with his expression only to compare it with the young boys expression in the dream. Forgetting that I had slept on his lap by his bed side, he gazes at me then reaches his hand out to wipe my drool. Realizing I have been sleeping on him I stood up quickly as he awkwardly watched me flustered. I wipe my drool and rub my face then look away apologizing. "I-I'm sorry..".. 

Feeling extremely flustered I turn around scratching my head embarrassed of what just happened. The dream had caught me off guard as I just couldn't help but try to figure out these dreams. His eyes and the way he expresses them, it was so similiar to the young boys' but the color of their pupils were so different from eachother. One has brown eyes, the other has red eyes. It couldn't be him. 

"Ji Yeun.."..Joong Gi called to me as I quickly looked at him. I didn't understand at this point what I was supposed to do so I just stared at him once more. "How are you?"..I asked him regaining my self conscience. 

"I'm doing better."..He responded in a frustrating tone. 

"What happened to you?"..I asked walking back towards him, concerned. He was gone for so long, I couldn't understand why he had so many things to do. This made me really wander what he does on a daily basis. "Why didn't you call the police for help? How can you fend all by yourself?!"..I asked more worried than anything. I look at Joong Gi who stayed silent as he stared off into the distant with a serious expresion. 

Unable to say anything more I sit there unimpressed by the situation. I look back at Joong Gi, "Why didn't you call me for help?.." I nagged at him with more questions only to meet his glaring eyes. 

"I'm not that kind of person."..He smirked in disbelief. "You..-If you were so worried you would have called yourself. It really shows just how hypocritcal a person is. I'm not a person who calls for help even if I need it. I find it better doing things on my own coming out of it, dead or alive.".. He calmly stated with sarcasm giving me a hard time. 

"It's not like that.". I closed my eyes feeling tense with my emotions. "You should leave...".. He demanded as I become flustered and embrarrassed for showing up.

Becoming slightly overwhelmed with his words I pause for moments to process his words then nod my head in agreement. I thought to myself in disbelief that the man I met playing his violin so sorrowfully, the man named Joong Gi; whether I wanted to really understand him or not I just could never comprehend what it is with this connection between us that mattered so much. Who was he? His purpose in life?...Nothing sits right. Or was this all some game to play with delusional people?..I didn't know.

"Well I'm glad you're doing well. I should really be leaving you to Min Seo correct?".. I ask him with a slight cold tone. This was none of my problem, now that my purpose was served, the two obviously knew eachother too well anyway. I couldn't help but feel flustered from being slightly jealous yet upset and confused. I really thought I had something in all this mess. 

Joong Gi smirked at me again in cold disbelief. "It would be better off

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Liennchann #1
Chapter 7: Keep up the good work ! Really loving this story so far ^^
Liennchann #2
Chapter 2: I really like the first 2 chapters ! Pls keep going with the story :D