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I was going to give up with this story but a subscriber of mine ( Memexo ) , left a message in my wall saying that he/she misses this story and that made me really happy that I just had to update this story. I'll try my very best to keep this story alive I promise, but since school started I won't be updating this anytime now but I promise to try. I hope you still want to read this story after being hiatus! Enjoy!

NOTE: I edited all the previous chapters of this story, noticing a lot of typos and grammatical erros in it. You can read it from the start too to feel the story again since that's what I did to b able to write an update to this story! HAHAHA. thank you for loving this storyy

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The meet up was a great success, a lot of fans came, expressing their excitement on the upcoming movie based on my book. I feel really happy every time they say things like that, I never knew I’d get so much love with this book of mine. I’ve never imagined these things to happen to me, it feels surreal just standing there in front of them. This must be the greatest thing ever that happened to me.

“Kyungsoo-shi? Are you ready to go?” I heard Jongin said from the other side of the door. “Uh. Yeah. I’ll be right outside in a minute.” I said, standing up from my seat to gather my stuff. After I finished, I immediately head to the door and opened it to follow Jongin, when suddenly Chanyeol appeared in front of me ad grabbed my arm, forcing me inside the room again. His grip feels so hard that it's starting to hurt me like seriously.

When the two of were inside, he loosened his grip on me and took a step a backward to look at me. I then stared back at him with glaring eyes, “What do you want? I need to go now. Please don’t interfere with my affairs anymore. Just please.” I said, not tearing my gaze away from him, but as I look at him more, it makes me feel like he wasn't glaring at all. It's like his eyes are telling me that he was having a really hard time with everything and what I noticed the most was how huge his eyebags have gotten and how stressful he looks, to be honest it's hurting me to see him like this.. “Please let’s just talk, I don’t want to argue anymore.” Chanyeol said, looking straight at my eyes with a faint smile, trying his hardest to persuade me. I eyed him for several seconds, trying to decide what to do, but before I could even think of anything my mouth suddenly moved on its own. “Okay, sure.” I said blankly.

“Please tell me... why do you hate me so much? I knew you hated me ever since our eyes met for the first time but why?” Chanyeol said with his glistening eyes, making me tense and unable to move. “I don’t hate you.. You just don’t know how everything was hurting me back then that I had to let go.” I said, avoiding his gaze at me. “Lies.” Chanyeol said, chuckling at my words. "You hated me. You don’t have to say that out of sympathy, I knew it well that time. It was also freakin hard for me back then you know... Did you even know how I felt those times? How abnormal my feelings were becoming that I had to pretend everyday just to make things better..” Chanyeol said, smiling bitterly at me. My eyes then widened at his words, "W-what are you saying? I was the one who suffered all those times. You don’t even know how much it was hurting me because you were so busy all those times, smiling and having fun that you didn’t even felt or noticed how hard I was trying to be okay that time.” I said, looking straight at his eyes as everything flashes at the back of my head, making my body tremble. “Then why did you leave? And shut me out?  You don’t even know how much I searched for you.” Chanyeol said, his voice cracking a bit as he grabs my shoulders, shaking me a bit. “What the hell do you want me to do? Aren’t you a bit selfish to always wanting things to go your way? Why did you even have to search for a friend like me? A friend you think that hated you all those years, when you already have a girl waiting for you, uhm. no wait let me rephrase that, a fiancé waiting for you.” I said, my eyes starting to water from the feelings that were starting to overwhelm.  “Why do you always bring up Eunji? This thing is between you and I. Why always bring her up? Do you like her?” Chanyeol said, looking at me with pained eyes. My eyes instantly widened at his words, making me feel crazy, annoyed and sad. “Oh god.. Why do you always misunderstand things Chanyeol-ah..” I said, groaning a bit as I try to stop myself from crying.. “You’re always like this, I can’t take it anymore. Just please oh please don’t show yourself in front of me anymore. Don’t make things even harder as it was last time. Can’t we just move on?” I said, grabbing his hands with my own trembling ones before smiling at him painfully. “It’s better this way. Okay? Chanyeollie. Saranghae. Jalgayo. Josim” I said, before letting go of his hands and leave the room, not even bothering to look back.

“Oh. Thanks God you’re here already. We only have 30 mins to arrive at your next schedule.” Jongin said, smiling at me as he leans on the car with his arms crossed. When I got near him, he immediately opened the door for me and closing it right after i’ve settled. “Hmmm. I wonder what’s taking him so long? He said he’ll just go to the bathroom.” I heard Jongin say, as he board the driver’s seat. It then hit me that Chanyeol and I might ride the car together again, I just can’t let that happen, I seriously need to think of a way to prevent that. “Ah. I forgot to tell you. Chanyeol-sshi said something to me a while ago that he’d be going back on his own since he needed to finish something else first.” I said, lying with a smile on my face. Jongin then eyed me for a second before looking outside, feeling a bit hesitant to leave. “Really? Well he always tells me beforehand so I’m a bit confused but maybe he had some gent things to do and didn't want to bother you. He’s really a nice person Kyungsoo-sshi.” Jongin said, smiling at me before starting the engine. Thinking how innocent and sweet Jongin was made me smile back at him, which shocked him a bit. “Wae?” I said, confused as to why his eyes suddenly widened. “Ah- nothing. I was just surprised to see you smiling back at me. I thought you’d roll your eyes or ignore me again but this time you didn't.” He said, chuckling a bit as he blushes and look away from me, making me feel really bad for how I’ve been treating him. “Oh. Really? I’m sorry it’s just that I only have disastrous memories when it comes substitute managers” I said, staring outside the window as he drives off.  He then laughed lightly, looking at me through the rearview mirror. “Don’t worry, I’m great at this work Kyungsoo-sshi. And have I told you? I’m a big fan of your work.” Jongin said, smiling as he grips the wheel harder. “Wow, seriously? That makes me really happy. Thank you.” I said, bowing at him lightly at the back. “Guess who’s also one of your biggest fans?” Jongin said, feeling giddy as he wait for my response. “Uhmm. Who?” I said, getting curious as to who might it be. Jongin then laughed loudly at my words, “You seriously don’t know? He just rode this car a while ago with you.” He said, smiling at me through the rearview mirror. My eyes then widened at what he just said, well I know that Chanyeol’s been an avid fan of mine but having him say that, made me look back into the past. “Oh really? I bet he is.” I said, feeling nostalgic. “It’s true. He’s actually the reason why I started reading and liking your books. He always brings it wherever he goes. He must’ve really liked your works to the point of even reading your drafts and unfinished stories whenever he gets updated by one of hs friend.” Jongin said, confessing Chanyeol's obsession with my work. “Of course he would, he’s the mere inspiration of everything I do so it would definitely turn out great.” I whispered to myself, smiling like a dork at the window beside me. “Huh? Did you just say something? Kyungsoo-sshi?” Jongin asked, not being able to hear what I just said. “A-ah. Nothing.” I said, giving him a small awkward laugh.

After 30 minutes of chatting nonsense, the two of us finally arrived in my next schedule which was a conference with the directors of the upcoming movie. To be honest, I feel really nervous since it’s the first time that I’d be meeting them together with the casts chosen. Jongin on the other hand, knew what I was feeling and what was clouding my mind.. “You’re going to be okay. Don’t worry, you’re the star of this movie. It’s your book that they’ll be following so have some confidence in you.” He said, smiling widely at me as he pats my shoulder.

That simple gesture definitely boost my confidence, I feel really thankful to Jongin for being here, it’s actually not that bad to have him here with me now, though It made me think of Baekhyun for a second there since he’s the one who’s always been with me whenever I face things like this in my work, boosting my confidence and all. “T-thanks. This means a lot to me Jongin.” I said, smiling widely and warmly at him as I hold his hands that were resting on my shoulders. Jongin then laughed awkwardly at me, averting his eyes from me, I was about to ask him why was he averting his gaze but I suddenly  got called  by someone to enter the conference room. I looked at him one last time and waved at him before going in, telling him that I’d be back soon with a smile on my face.

Once I entered the room, a girl who must be a part of the staff welcomed me with a smile. “It’s really nice to meet you. D.O-authornim. I’m a huge fan of your work. Please let me assist you to your seat.” She said, shaking her hands with me before leading me towards my seat. “Thank you.” I said to her before she leaves to greet the other guests.
 

After a couple of minutes, the conference hall slowly got filled with people. A lot of well known and famous people greeted me with smiles and flattery, to be honest I'm not familiar with most of them, but them telling me how much they like my book makes me feel really happy and thankful to them. This was all new to me since it’s my first time but it’s amazing how they’re giving me respect and so much love in this. “Good afternoon everyone. The conference will start in a few minutes. We’re just waiting for the president to arrive.” The Emcee said, as everyone were chatting with the people around them. Some were still arriving and entering the hall so it wasn’t really big deal if they delay it for a awhile since everyone were having fun. “Everyone! sorry for the wait, our president has arrived. Let’s all welcome him, put your hands together for President Park.” The Emcee said, as everyone welcomesthe president, giving him a standing ovation and a round of applause and of course, due to my height, I wasn’t able to see the president as he enters the hall but thanks to my strong will to see him, I stood with my tippy toes, looking pitiful and stupid as I can be to finally see him in person. “Oh. Let’s also welcome his successful grandson. Mr. Park Chanyeol.” The Emcee added, making me froze at where I was standing. What the hell is going on? …

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I managed to finish this update. Yay! I hope you guys will like this update. Sorry for taking so long! Please don’t forget to comment and interact with me. It makes me really happy when you guys comment on my stories! Thank youuu. I love you guys. Take care. Expressing my thanks again to Memexo for loving this fic so much. I love youuu.