Dear Grandmother, 

Dad has really ed himself over this time. He screwed everything up. He promised me he would quit, but he didn't. He said he wouldn't drink and drive, but he lied. He promised he would never leave me or mom, but he lied again. All he does is lie and lie and lie over and over again. He killed a girl last night. He was drunk behind the wheel when she came running out of nowhere. He hit her and he didn't even stick around to take his punishment for it. You know grandmother, sometimes I wish I was never born. What if I turn out to be just as disgusting as him? What if I can't help myself? I know that if you were here right now you would yell at me for ever saying such a thing, but I can't help it. I hope god lets that girl live and he suffocates me to death instead. I want to die. I hate living, I can't stand it much longer. I was going to burn all of my things, even my piano. I can't bring myself to burn that piano though. It's the only thing that loves me without hesitation, that accepts me regardless of my status. I know you don't want to see me again, not when I'm so young. But I hope somehow, someway, the universe finds a way to drown me to death and take my soul. I hope it happens soon. 

- Min Yoongi.

Yoongi slid the torn up, aging note from his teenage years back into his pocket as he stood in front of the doorway, his free hand reaching out to grasp the knob. With an abun