Sadness and Joy

My heart I can't let, Breakdown. :)

Is she dead, Hyung?" I heard a voice said. My eyes opened slowly.

"A fan is actually waiting for us." another voice said.

"Yah! Hyung what do we do?"

"We'll see. She's waking up."

My eyes fluttered open and instantly I saw 6 guys in front of me, all with the same expression on their face, curious. My eyes widened in surprise and I stood up clumsily. Being my clumsy self, I butted head with someone and I cursed in pain. I heard him curse to. Instantly all of s surrounded him.

"Mianhe oppa. Mianhe." I apologized as I stood furthers away, afraid that I would hurt him more.

"Jun Hyung-ah. Are you okay?" One of them asked. I stood there silently.

"I'm alright. It's just a bump. It will leave a mark, that's all." Jun Hyung replied

"Mianhe oppa." I said apologetically

"He's alright. May I know who you are looking for?" he looked familiar. Could he be...

"Oppa! It's me... Sang Hee." I said resisting the urge to hug him. He looked at me in surprise...

"Dong Saeng? What... Why... Come here. I missed you so much." he seemed lost for words and pulled me to him. He hugged me so tight until I couldn't breathe.

"Oppa. I... can't breathe." I said and he let go

"What are you doing here? Where's mom and dad?" Du Jun oppa asked

"Mom and dad...-"

"Du Jun-ah, can we go inside first? It's cold out here..." Hyun Seung oppa said as he moved closer to the door.

"Yea, okay." he replied as he took out the key from his pocket to open the door.

Du Jun entered first and I followed behind him. Behind me was Hyun Seung and so on. Du Jun oppa told the rest of the members to go take a shower first while we talked.

"So, you were saying?"

"Mom and dad... they passed away oppa. Last year." I brought myself to say it. I felt tears forming in my eyes. Oppa sat there stoned by the news. His hand was over his mouth and when I looked into his eyes, I started to cry.

"I... I'm really sorry Dong Saeng that I wasn't around. Pabo!" he said beating himself up.

"Oppa... don't say that. You are not an idiot. It wasn't your fault. You were pursuing your dreams." I said

"That's just it, Dong Saeng. I only care for myself and not others. I... I'm selfish." he said.

"Oppa. Please don't say that. It's neither of our faults. Look at me, oppa... look at me." Du Jun looked up to face me "Mom and dad understands that you love them to the max. They never wanted you to feel like it was your fault at all. Just because you are the oldest, doesn't mean you have to take all the responsibility, okay." I said trying to cheer him up. He wiped the tears rolling down my cheeks and smiled.

"Look at you, all grown up... Should I worry?" he asked. I gave him a clueless look

"What do you mean oppa?"

"About boys going after you." he laughed. I gave him a light punch on the arm

"Oppa..." I said embarrassed

Later the rest of the oppas joined us.

"Dong Saeng, I think you already know all of us right. Do I still need to introduce them to you?" Du Jun oppa asked moving to s

"Er, I think I already know. That's Yang Yo Seob oppa, right?" I pointed respectfully at the bleached hair guy

"Yup." Du Jun oppa said and Yo Seob oppa smiled

"That's Jang Hyun Seung oppa, right?" I said and he nodded "This is Lee Gi Kwang oppa." I said and blushed because I find Gi Kwang oppa to be the cutest. "This is Yong Jun Hyung oppa. The one I accidently butted head with. Mianhe oppa." I said and he gave a smile "... and this is... who everyone says is the maknae, Son Dong Woon oppa." I smiled and bowed at him

"That's very good Dong Saeng."

"Nah, it's nothing. I see you guys on TV all the time. My friends back in Malaysia, they picked Gi kwang oppa as their favorite cause he's cute. I agree but I like you guys equally." I joked with them

"Is that so?" I heard Hyun Seung oppa said

"Huh? What do you mean oppa?" I said curious

"Oh, nothing. Hey, Du Jun-ah... it's getting late. We have to get up early for Music Bank tomorrow." Hyun Seung oppa said clearly wanting to drop the subject, so I let it slide.

"Yah, Hyung. Where is Dong Saeng going to sleep?" Dong Woon oppa asked.

For a moment, everyone looked at each other thinking that, that was a good question. Even Du Jun oppa looked at s and at me. He clearly didn't think this far.

"I'll just sleep out here." I replied as I got up

"WHAT!" I heard Gi Kwang oppa said suddenly. Everyone looked at him in shock. "Mianhe." he apologized and smiled. "You can't be serious?" he said looking at me

"Wae, oppa? I'm fine with it." I said looking at Gi Kwang oppa

"If you don't want that, then why don't you give your bed to her." Jun Hyung oppa said and laughed. The rest of the oppas laughed too.

"Yah! It's not funny." Gi Kwang oppa said as the other members continue to laugh at him.

"How bout we play a game? Losers will sleep on the floor and Dong Saeng will get to sleep on their bed." Dong Woon oppa suggested

"Okay." all of the members agreed 

 

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alicheungmss #1
love this fic
daydreamergirl11
#2
Chapter 20: This story is so amazing! I can't help by cry when reading this. Not only said because she lost her parents but for a certain someone who is hurting but will not let it over come him.I felt many emotions I can't describe.
Jaimee #3
awww Amazing story!!!!! I was really happy that Sanghee and Dongwoon got together but sad because Kikwang was sad :P<br />
Great story!! I think this story is one of my favorites :)<br />
HWAITING~!!
soneunji
#4
i love your story! :D please do a part 2 :)) gamsahamnida!
daydreams_
#5
Great Story! :D
delexnight
#6
vee.. write a story of shinee^^.. plssss
XiLuvMuzikMoreThanUX
#7
AWESOME......STORy!!!!!!!!
veeNeeeommmsyou
#8
Thanks guys for anticipating all this while... i thinking of writing another story.. but im still thinking waht it will be about this time... ideas anyone?
ruhmendi #9
LOVE IT!...
xadrimusicx
#10
awww soo sad.. but yet soo cute:D