6-22-13, 11:13pm

(Ryeowook POV)

 

My eyes opened all of a sudden, looking straight, can't get up, having deep thoughts in my mind...

 

My head still hurts... my throat is on fire, my cough and cold became worse.

 

I tried to get up but i feel dizzy and tired... walking like a drunk guy through the doorway, leans on the wall and i rest for a while.

So i continued walking, little by little, and i really can't walk normally, my vision suddenly blurry,

The more i move, the more my chest hurts, even my head and my eyesight, until Yesung hyung saw me,

 

"Wookie?" He approached me, "You still look so pale, why are you still awake in the middle of the night?" He feels my forehead. "Oh man. You're too hot, let's go back to your room." He carried me back to my room and laid me down to bed.

 

"It's nothing hyung," I coughed so hard, "i can do this on my own." Coughs again.

 

"We should bring you to hospital, wookie. Your condition is getting worse." Concerned Yesung.

 

"Maybe i'll just go by myself." /coughs/

 

"No. You're not going alone okay?" He stood up. "I'll go get my car. Wait here okay?" He ran off.

 

Yeah. Maybe i should really go to a doctor right now, i feel really tired and ugly, but this is only a cold and cough,

 

"Let's go, wookie." and he carried me to his car and drove off.

 

Now we arrived at the hospital.

And hyung's still carrying me on his arms while heading to the emergency room.

 

"You can put me down hyung." 

 

"Yeah yeah, i'm sorry." And so he did.

 

So a nurse came towards me, checks my vital signs. Questions me about what i feel, my condition.

 

"You badly need to confine here for a while..." the nurse said. "Would you please come with me for a minute?" She asked Yesung to come over and so he followed the nurse. Looks like they're talking about my condition, i think. And after around 10 minutes, they come back,

 

"Wookie. I'll go get your things and clothes okay? I'll tell everyone too." He turned away but stopped him.

 

"Don't tell this to anyone please?"

 

"Why not? They'll start worrying about you if they don't."

 

"If they ask, just tell them that i'm with my co-actors preparing for the musical and be gone for days."

 

So he sighed.

 

"Okay fine. If that's what you want. " he turned away again. "I'll be back wookie." So he left.

So i laid down to the hospital bed while waiting for Yesung hyung,

 

...

 

So in a 2 hours of waiting (time check: around 1:30am, its already 23rd of June), he finally arrived,

So they brought me to a private room,

 

"Hyung. Thank you." I smiled at him.

 

"No problem wookie. I'll spend my night here with you okay?" He taps my head lightly. "Later morning, we'll know your result." He sighed.

 

"Yeah" /coughs/ "Thanks again hyung."

 

"You should take care of yourself wookie. I don't want to see my dongsaeng suffer." /lies down next to me/ "Let's sleep now, wookie."

 

"Goodnight hyung.." I smiled at him, and i closed my eyes.

 

So a long hours of sleeping, its already morning. (Around 8am), a nurse came in and checked me again.

 

"You look even worse than before, mr. kim." The nurse noticed. "Anyways, the doctor will come soon." She smiled and left.

 

"Don't be nervous wookie. Its just a cold." Yesung hyung tapped my back. "What do you want for breakfast, saengie?"

 

"Anything." /coughs/ "hyung." I coughed again.

 

"Okay. Just wait here. I'll go buy immediately." So he rushed off.

 

Then my phone suddenly rings.

So its Yoona.

 

/answers the call/

 

"Oppa?" -Yoona

 

"Yoona-sshi." I coughed.

 

"Are you okay? I'll go visit you oppa."

 

"I'm not home" /coughs/ "yoong."

 

"Ya? You okay? Where are you? I'll go see you."

 

"I'm here at the musical" /coughs/ "practicing"

 

"Woah?  I didn't know you have a schedule today. I wanna see you practice oppa. Where's the venue?"

 

"Its too far for you to come..." I coughed again.

 

"But oppa?"

 

While i'm talking to Yoona on the phone, the doctor has finally arrived.

 

"So how's your condition, mr. kim?" The doctor asked, and so Yoona sure heard it.

 

"Oppa? Condition what?" -Yoona

 

"Talk to you later." /coughs/ "bye."

 

/Call ended/

 

"Sorry Mr. Kim. Didn't know you're talking on the phone." The doctor apologized.

 

"It’s okay.." /coughs/

 

"You have a serious illness, and it’s really bad."

 

"It's just a cough and a fever right?” I guess

 

“No.”

 

“Then what...?”

 

And the doctor told me what it is.

 

My tears suddenly falling down from my eyes,

I just can’t accept the fact that I have a terrible condition.

 

“You need to stay here for days, Mr. Kim. You also need to recover fast.” Said the doctor. “Okay, you should rest now. Just keep smiling.” He smiled at me, and left.

 

Never thought of this would happen,

 

I’ll just ignore this kind of thing, it makes me look even worse and it gives me stress,

 

In too much of thinking about it, I never noticed Yesung hyung is already here, sitting beside me,

 

“Hey ryeong? You okay?” /snapping his fingers in front of my face/ “I already bought you a breakfast.”

 

“Oh hi hyung.” I responded.

 

“Why are you crying?” /he wipes my tears/ “You must be hungry huh?”

 

“Yeah, I’m already starving hyung.” And I laughed softly.

 

“Okay, stop crying now. Let’s eat! ~”

So we eat breakfast together, 

...

(After a few minutes of eating)

"So wookie, why did you cried?" Hyung asked. 

 

So i looked down for a while, and tears are falling out again.. 

 

"Wookie?" 

 

So i looked at him with teary eyes. 

and told him what the Doctor said earlier.

Hyung became sad and looked down.

 

"Oh men. Am i really that selfish and ignorant? I should've had taking care of you every single time, but there's me, instead of you and the others, its my turtle i've been watching the whole time." Hyung, blaming himself.

 

"No, hyung. it's not your fault." I looked at him "Maybe its really my fate." I smiled. 

 

"Okay, from now on, i'll be on your side, wookie." He then hugged me so tight. 

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Omg. Why all of a sudden, ryeongu? :o oh nooooo.