(Luna POV)

 

His eyes. 

 

His lips

 

His body 

 

Everything..

Everything about him..

 

I feel complete everytime i see him

 

The way he smile,

 

The way he laugh,

 

The way he sing in the music room, 

 

He's so handsome, 

 

And kind, 

 

He's so perfectly imperfect. 

 

But the saddest thing is, 

 

I can't be friends with him, 

He's too far away from me.. 

 

But i already feel satisfied even though he's too far. 

 

Seeing him happy, also makes me happy.

 

I remember the day. .

 

-flashback-

 

I was walking alone, inside the campus. 

 

And bunch of girls came by.

 

"Oh look. The ugly pigtail with glasses! Such a nerd!" A random girl shouted, and they laughed. But i'm just ignoring them and memorizing for the next class.

 

Then they suddenly pushed me hard and so i fell down. 

 

"Why are you so ignorant you freak!!" 

 

"You're not pretty to act like that!"

 

"Yeah right."

 

"You little pest!" 

I don't know why they're always bullying me. I didn't do anything. They're always like that. Sometimes i think of myself as a poor and homeless girl, who always got dumped by everyone.

I have nothing to do but to cry.

 

Until the day finally came

 

Someone saved me for the very first time.

I don't know what his name yet but.. 

 

He's the one

I know he's the one

 

The only person who noticed my real existence in this world.
 
"Are you alright?" He asked and helped me to stand up.

I'm still amazed and i don't know what to say. 

He looks so stunning.

 

"I'm okay.." i answered while jawdropped. 

 

Then a girl came by. 

 

"Ryeong oppa. Let's go?" She held his hand. 

 

"Oh yeah. Hihi." He grabbed his head and he looked at me again. "We gotta go, next time, if they're going to bully you again, fight for yourself okay?" And he smiled.

 

"We need to go oppa. They're waiting." The girl, pulling his hand. 

 

"Okay! So bye!" And they went off.

 

Ryeong.. is his name? He's so damn perfect.

 

His smile..

 

I started searching him inside the campus.

And even in social sites..

 

I finally found him..

 

Kim Ryeowook.. 

 

June 21.. 

 

Good in singing.. 

 

A member of music club..

 

Im Yoona.. his bestfriend.

 

I want him..

 

I want to be with him..

 

I want him to be mine.

 

I printed all of his pictures.. 

 

Taking pictures of him from afar.. 

 

Recording his voice everytime he sing inside the music room..

 

I'm totally in love..

 

I draw him every night.. i think of him every single day. 

 

I put a poster of him in my room.. many pictures.. selcas.. stolen shots.. throwback pictures.. hanging on my wall.. 

 

I always give him chocolates everyday, secretly ..

 

 I saw him one time when he opened his locker and surprised and look so happy.

 

"wow. Never thought of someone giving me a chocolate." He talked to himself. then his bestfriend, Yoona came up.

"Can i have that oppa?" She grabbed the chocolate.

"You choding.. But.. who gave me that thing? Was it you?" He asked Yoona.

"Why should i?" 

"well you give me chocolates too ofcourse." 

But Yoona just giggled.

My happy face became unhappy.

I knew it. 

He always thought it was Yoona..

Why always her?

Can't he just look at me? 

 

Stalking him from school to his house.. But everytime i see him walking home, Yoona is always there.

 

I'm so happy.. very happy.. seeing him smile.. his precious smile..

 

But i'm angry and sad... because of Yoona... she's always there.. she's so lucky.. i hated her.. cursing her everytime i see her with my love..

 

Using her face as my dartboard..

Everytime i get mad.. i always stab her in the picture.. i really want her to be gone but.. 

I don't know how.. 

She's not talking to me.. she's so snob.. and selfish... so selfish.

But i'm so glad.. we became classmates, me and my love.. he got separated from yoona but.. he's too far away.. always go to yoona's room after class... i can't even approach him.. because of Yoona.. why always her?

 

The only conversation we had was the time when he saved and protected me.. 

And i remember the day, inside the room.

No one's there but me and him.

He was sleeping in the corner...

So i approached him and sat down infront of him..

 

And i can't stop smiling.. i stared at him for a while. He's just too cute.. 

 

Wiping his face with my towel.. he smells so good.. but then i saw something in his bag.. 

 

A keychain..

 

It has a picture of him with Yoona on it. i was kinda jealous so i grabbed it and hid it under my pocket..

 

"Why are you so perfect..?" i whispered to him while wiping his angelic face. "Can't you see i'm here...?" 

 

I took off his glasses, and look even cuter. 

but he still hasn't woken up. 

 

"You're mine.. already mine.." i whispered to him, touching his perfect face. 

 

"Maybe someday, i can take you home.. my love..." 

 

"Excuse me...?" someone interrupted my moment with him and it was Yoona. So i quickly hid my towel and stood straight infront of her. 

 

"oh hi.. sorry.." i bowed to her, 

 

"nah. why are you saying sorry?" She asked and smiled. "What's with oppa anyway?"

 

"There was something in his face so..." I looked down.

 

"Why do you have his glasses?" She asked again.

 

so i gave her the glasses even though i don't want her to touch it.

 

"So.. you're classmates with him right?" She asked again and smiling.

 

She isn't bad after all. But i'm so mad at her. She always stick with him. 
but she's so pretty unlike me, im not popular like her.. I just want her to disappear but.. 

 

"Are you okay?" she grabbed my arm and smiled at me again. 

 

I started glaring at her. Killing her in my mind, 

 

I took off her hand and ran off. 

 

  -end of flashback-

 

I really hate her.. but she's perfect.. and nice..

 

I just hate her being friends with him..

 

Who is she really to Ryeowook? 

 

I promise

 

I promise to myself that i'll take him back to me.

 

Should i continue talking to Yoona and be friends with her...?

 

oh yeah..

 

Great idea..

 

So i can come closer to my love..

 

To replace Yoona..

 

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Oh hi again guys, lol its been a looong looong day since i didn't updated the next chapter.

i'm starting to lack out of confidence and inspiration because of my two favorite pairs, since there were issues spreading out. Seems like they will never ever be real.

but don't worry, i'll still continue this even though we're just a few shippers still believing for haesica (and yoonwook) to be real..