Shoulder To Cry On

It's Over

[MINGYU'S POV]

 

"Where's Seokmin? It's already 10 am." 

 

 

"Mr. Kim, Seokmin called me earlier. He told me that he's not coming today." 

 

 

He's not coming to work? "Why?!" Why didn't he told me?

 

 

"I'm sorry but he refuse to tell me his reason."

 

 

"Oh. Thanks Hansol. Please, go back to your work." and I went back to my office. I lean my back to my inclining chair and turn myself from left to right. What's wrong with Seokmin?

 

 

I get my phone and I dialed Seokmin's number. After 5 rings, he finally pick up. I sat up and rest my free hand on my table. "Good morn--"

 

 

["I miss you, babe."]

 

 

My brows raised but my lips extends to smile. "I miss you, too. Why aren't you here? Are you sick, babe?"

 

 

["Nope"]

 

 

"You don't sounds fine. Tell me, what's wrong."

 

 

["I-I'm.. f-fine.. do-don't.. worry Mingyuu!"] His voice changed. Is he crying? 

 

 

"Hey, are you crying? W-wait. I'll hung up. Wait me there in your apartment. I'm coming, okay?"

 

 

He just hummed and he ended the call. I'm worried. I need to see him now. I clean my table and told Hansol to cancel all my schedules for today. Seokmin needs me. I don't know what's happening to him. But he definitely needs me.

 

 

I went down the building and get inside my car. Seokmin's apartment is 30 minutes away from our workplace. I open my GPS to look for an alternative route. I found a route that is 15-minutes drive only. I should take note of it. Both Seokmin and I didn't know about this route. It's really more convenient. And just like what the gps showed me, it only took me 15 minutes to reach his apartment. I knocked on his door thrice but he's coming out. Where is he? I was talking to him just 20 minutes ago. I told him that I will come but why is he not opening his door. What's happening?

 

 

Where's Seokmin?

 

 

 

[SEOKMIN'S POV]

 

Overnight had passed and I don't have enough sleep. I tried to close my eyes but all I can see is Wonwoo hyung's face. Begging for me to give Mingyu back to him. 

 

 

I can't. I love Mingyu. I love him so much.

 

 

Obviously, I'm not in the mood today to go to work. I told Hansol that I will be absent but I didn't answer when he asked me why. I can't think of any valid excuses. My mind is really not working right now. 

 

 

My phone rings and I saw Mingyu's name on the screen. I badly want him on my side right now. I want someone to cry on. I want to tell him how much I love him. But, I can't tell him that Wonwoo hyung came here last night, drunk. Crying and begging just like a child who wants to get his favorite toy back. It really hurts me. Am I the bad person in this story? Did I stole Mingyu from my cousin? I'm sure I'm not. But why does it feel like this. Why am I feeling guilty on something I never did. I didn't stole Mingyu. They are over. I'm Mingyu's now. He's mine.

 

 

Tears escaped my eyes when I heard his voice. I tried to held them back, but I can't. I really want someone now. Mingyu told me that he will come here. I ended our call and I will just wait for him to come.

 

 

But seconds later, I heard a knock on my door.

 

 

 

 

[HOSHI'S POV]

 

I missed him. I can't take it anymore. I really want to see DK. I used all of my connections just to get his address. I don't care what will Mingyu do or say. No one can stop me, even DK. I just want to see him, talk to him, touch him, and even kiss me.. just for the last time. I promise after this.. I won't be showing up again on them. I wont be bothering them anymore. I.. will let DK be happy. 

 

 

I will set him free.

 

 

Hansol is a good friend of mine. DK didn't know that. He has been my look out on their office and he also help me in getting DK's contacts and address. This morning, I received a call from him. He told me that DK is not coming to work today. I got worried at first. DK never leave work unless he is sick. Is he sick today? But on the brighter side, I will take this opportunity to see him. Though it's really hard for me. I need to end this. I will make a closure on our relationship. I can see that he is very happy with Mingyu now. He doesn't need me anymore. I don't want him to suffer because of me so I realized that it's time. It's time for me to move on.

 

 

I found DK's apartment easily. Thanks to Hansol. I get down from my car and head towards his door. At first I hesitate. Am I really ready for this? I take a deep breath and closes my eyes for a moment. C'mon Soonyoung! It's now or never.

 

 

After my third knock, the knob turns and I was surprised to see DK crying. His eyes are swelling making it smaller than it really is. I heard him hiccuped before he speaks, "What are you doing here?"

 

 

My mouth hangs open as I scan him. He looks so tired and sleepless. I swallowed hard and asks him, "Wh-what happened to you?! What's wrong? Why are you crying?" 

 

 

"It's none of your business. Leave! You are not welcome here!" DK is ready to slam the door but I stopped him.

 

 

"I know you have a problem. Tell me! Maybe I could help. We.. used to be bestfriends after all."

 

 

He didn't say a word. He is just staring at me. Tears are falling down on his face. I want to wipe it off but I know that he won't allow me. I look straight on his eyes. I know that he understands what does my tiny eyes are trying to convey. Just like the old days, "Trust me. You can always lean on me. Always."

 

 

And later on, I felt his arms locked on my body. My shirt starts to wet but I don't care. He sobs near my ear and it's really lovely, like a beautiful melody. I missed this. His warmth, his voice, his presence. I missed him. I missed my DK.

 

 

I slowly wrap my arms on him, caressing his back to comfort him. I don't know why is he crying but I can feel his pain. Somehow, I still feel connected to him.

 

 

"Want to talk about it?" I asked him and he just nod on my shoulder.

 

 

I pull away from our embrace and cupped my hands on his cheek to wipe away those tears. "Come with me. Let's talk, okay?" I pulled him outside and locked the door behind. When I step forward, I felt him hesitate to come. I look back at him and gave him a reassuring smile. "I am actually here to say goodbye to you. For the last time, I hope that you will give me some of your time even just for now."

 

 

DK lowered his head and he clutched his hand on mine. That was a surprising action of him yet very relieving for me. I lead him to my car and he sitted on the passenger seat. We shared a comfortable silence as I start the engine. I will take him somewhere I'm sure he will find calm and peace. I will take him once again to the place we love to visit.Where we used to celebrate our anniversaries.

 

 

 

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A/N: Waaaa. It's been a long time since I came around~~

I'm so sorry it took me so long to make an update. I've been so busy because of school works. This is my last year in college and it's really stressful TT Anyways. How was it? It's just a short update. I don't know why but I what to cut it there. I'm still thinking of some ideas to make it exciting. Hmm. Please leave some comments I want to know your reactions. :)

 

I don't know when is my next update. There's only 2 chapters remaining I think I'll update as soon as possible. Thanks for those who waited for this update. ♡

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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tinkertinker #1
Chapter 12: wonwoo is sooooo selfish!!!
ajexastxsvt #2
Chapter 18: whoooo! geezzz. my jaw hurts for smiling too much.. hahahaha! this is greattt! so great!
ajexastxsvt #3
Chapter 17: Goshhhhh! All those heart breaks I kept on holding my breath! This is sooo amazinggg! Keep it up author nim! I'm glad Meanie's back together in the end! Bc heyyy! Meanie is lifeeee! Whoooo!
MysteryW #4
Chapter 17: Kwiyeo ~~~
PinkeuWinkeu #5
Chapter 17: Ming Gyu at the end...I'm like...bro...*shivered* sooooooooooo cheesssssyyyyyy!!! ><

p/s: Congratulation for 100+ subscribers!
iamautumn #6
Chapter 16: yes author-nim !! more chapters plsssss TT
Asd_qwerty
#7
Nuks 100 subs congrats awtornim
Asd_qwerty
#8
Chapter 15: Awwwwwwwwwww finally yet i dont want it to end awws ang ganda bhes
PinkeuWinkeu #9
Chapter 15: Wait....what? This is the end? Heol....I'm....what?? *speechless* XDDD
Asd_qwerty
#10
Chapter 15: Mamatay siya authornim?!?!? Suicide? Agad?