BAEKHYUN'S POV

I woke up quite early but I didn't want to get up so I turned over in the bed until I hit something or well someone. 
I opened my eyes and I saw that Kyungsoo was sleeping beside me.
'When did he come here?'

He girded my hips with his arms and I noticed that he was talking while sleeping but I couldn't understand everything he said. 

I gently caressed his face and I moved his hair from his forehead, it became an habit. 

At one point I can swear I heard him whispering my name but probably my imagination went too far cause the second after I received a punch on my face.

"YA" 
I screamed

He woke up jerking because of my scream, he looked like a cute lost puppy.

"You're an idiot also when you're sleeping" 
I told him laughing while massaging my aching cheek

"Why?" 
He asked me with a sleepy voice

"You punched me~"

He smiled and touched my cheek
"You got what you deserved, in my dream you were bullying me"

"But I didn't! My poor cheek.."
I made a cute sad pouts

"I'm sorry~"

"Don't worry"
I smiled at him

"Such a bad dream.."

"Tell me what happened"

"You.. were beating me.. and you said that you hate me.. I tried to defend myself but I couldn't.."

"Kyung.." 
I hugged him 
"I would never do something like this to you, never."

"I was so scared.."

"I'm sorry.." 
I caressed his back and his head trying to calm him down. 
I was so worried about him, nightmares are never a good thing
"You had already dreamed that?"

"Not with you.. I have these kind of nightmares since years.. When I was little I was bullied just because I was small.. and I started thinking that I was the problem"

I loved the fact that he was opening himself to me like that, I really wanted him to trust me at 100%, I was his best friend after all..

"Kyung you absolutely aren't the problem, there's nothing wrong in you"

I was completely sincere and I broke the hug to look in his eyes while I said this, cause I wanted him to understand that I wasn't lying.

"But they made me believe it for so much time.. That's why I always think that the others are more important than me"

I took his face between my hands 
"You don't have to think about them anymore, you have to think about the present, you're important for us and we would never put you in second place. Especially for me"

"Thank you.." 
He hid his face in my chest and I kept cuddling him for several minutes, leaving some little and sweet kisses on his head sometimes. 

For the whole time I caressed the back of his neck with my fingertips, I knew he liked it.

"You know I love your hands"

I smiled 
"I know you do~"

"What do you love about me?" 
I wasn't ready for this question

"If I say everything, would you believe me?" 
...damn my mouth, I told you I wasn't ready-

"No I wouldn't" 
He laughed

"I'm serious"

"Then tell me why"

"Well cause I like everything about you.. I like your behaviour, your voice, your eyes, your lips, your gently touch but also your random punches, I like it when you hug me or simply when you talk to me, I like to spend my time with you and I like you generally so yeah I love almost everything about you"
Oh well that's a good thing that I wasn't ready, I don't want to know what I would have said if I was.

He looked at me and smiled sincerely 
"I still don't understand how you can like me"

"I'm asking myself the same thing" 
I joked

"You're sweet sometimes" 
He put a strand of my hair behind my ear and we both smiled

"Thank you"

"For..?"

"For making me happy"

"I don't do that much.."

"You do but you don't notice it"

"You do the same with me"

I couldn't help but blush, I wasn't used to that kind of extra cheesy things
"We're becoming awkward again" 
I laughed and he did the same

"It always ends up like this"

"Agree~"

"Does it bother you if I sleep with you sometimes?"

"Absolutely not" 
I smiled at him, I loved to wake up with him by my side

He kissed my forehead and I blushed again while laughing, we started to play around as usual and I pushed him but he fell from the bed.

I looked at him
"Are you hurt?"

"Ouch.." 
He laughed

I laughed too 
"Luckily you said I was the softy who fell from everything"

"And you still are!"
He grabbed me from my shirt and pushed me
down with him

"Ya that's not fair~"

"You're not as light as I thought" 
He laughed 

"You were wrong~"

He started complaining cause he wanted me to get off him but I didn't want to, it was so funny to see him getting angry like that.

"Admit it, you like to stay on me" 
He made a erse face that made me laugh my soul

"You're soft and comfortable~"

He started complaining again so I gave up and I laid beside him.

"Oh finally I can breathe~ You're fat~"

"You didn't think it like that the other day~"

He blushed so much and I bursted into laughters again.

"You're cute when you blush"

"You're always cute damn you"

"I can't help that~"

"I'm gonna break your teeth, then we'll see how cute you are"

"I would be as cute as now~"

"..Sassy."

KYUNGSOO'S POV

"...Sassy."

I really liked his smart mouthed remarks, they made me laugh as much as they made me want to punch him in the face.

'I need a smart answer... Come on' 

I was trying really hard to be as cool as him when someone knocked the door.

"Who is it?" 
Baekhyun stood up

'Should I stand up, too?'

"Jongin. Is Kyungsoo in there?"

"Yes, I am" 
I opened the door 
"Do you need anything?"

I clearly saw him looking inside the room, more precisely at the unmade bed 
"Mh... just come with me" 

He grabbed my wrist and took me out of the bedroom 

"Where are we going?" 

"Nowhere. I look forward our date tonight"

"Our what?!" 

"You've understood, baby. Hey, it's a secret" 
He winked at me

I couldn't believe it, he was asking me out after I had kissed another boy.
Oh true, the kiss. 
I thought I had dreamt about it because Baekhyun pretended nothing had happened.

"I don't know if I can come.."

"Baekhyun hyung is doing well, he can live two hours without you" 

It was true, he hadn't cared about me for months, always spending his time with his 'lover'.
Bruh dude, I could do the same 
"Okay, you've convinced me"

He smiled so wide..
I felt happy to make him smile like that.

"It's awesome, hyung! Dress nicely"

I nodded, was he implying that I dressed badly? 

I spent the whole afternoon thinking what I should wear and I finally opted for a light pair of jeans and a red t-shirt. 
I wore my dear converse and jeans jacket and I thought I was cute enough for a date. 
A date... a secret date, I had never liked secret dates thought it was the only way to date because of my work.

At 9 o'clock Jongin picked me up and we went to the cinema. 
He looked so manly, he was handsome and he took my hand to help me get out of the car.

I tried so hard not to pass out!

He bought  me nachos and we sat on the last row 
'This is so mainstream'

It reminded me my 'date' with Luhan.

'Don't think about him right now or you'll get confused again!'

Jongin caressed my hand and asked me how I was, if I had puked and so on...
Well, I was eating nachos, it wasn't a good idea to talk about vomit.

I made him notice it and he was so embarassed. 
Cute, freaking cute.

'Come back to your senses Kyung'

I pinched his cheeks 
"I can't believe I'm on a date with you"

"Neither can I. It feels so good, am I a better boyfriend than Baekhyun?"

What. The. Heck.

"What?"

"Answer"

"I'm not his boyfriend, Chanyeol is and you're not my boyfriend"

"That's right, I'm your husband"

"Mh... Kinda not"

"But you are always with Baekhyun so I worry you may like him"

'Actually, I'm worried too'
"Absolutely no! He is my best friend"

He sighed in relief 
"You're mine, right? You aren't his, you aren't Luhan's. Mine."

I didn't reply

"Kyungsoo? I have got your heart, is it true?" 
He looked like a beaten puppy and once again I was a fool for him.

"It's true, my heart is yours"

He smiled and he attempted to kiss me but his phone rang.
Sehun, who else? 

Jongin got away from me and talked with the boy for a while then he came back, displeasure was written on his face.
"Kyungie... Sehun doesn't feel well, I must go. He needs me, see you at the dorm" 

He didn't even wait for my reply, in a heartbeat he left me alone, even before the movie started.

Yes, I felt betrayed.

Yes, I watched the movie alone.

Yes, I cried.

Yes, I thrown up in the sink at the cinema.

Yes, I was exhausted and sad.

When I calmed down I took a taxi and I came back to the dorm: Jongin was on the couch and Sehun was sleeping on his legs. 

I hurried up to go upstairs.

I hoped Baekhyun was still awake.

BAEKHYUN'S POV

I was left alone again, I lost the count of how many times this happened.
I've spent all the time in the room, I didn't go downstairs with the other, I didn't take lunch or dinner, I haven't done anything the whole day, I just thought a lot. 
And this was killing me inside.

I heard someone running upstairs and the door opened.
It was Kyungsoo.
And I could see from his face that he was on the point to cry.

I immediately got up and went to him and I hugged him

"He took me to a secret date..."
He whispered

...... I sincerely think I would have preferred not to know it, but he was my best friend, I had to be there for him also if it hurt.

"How did it go?.."

"I didn't want a date and he left me alone at the cinema. Not that bad, at least I saw a film. And I puked nachos"

I was completely shocked, how could that keep playing with Kyungsoo's heart like this? He was so fragile and all he needed and deserved was to receive love, but Jongin was just playing over him and I couldn't stand this thing anymore.

"You're not healing?.."

He laughed bitterly
"You think I can heal with this situation going on?"

"I want to help you.."
I felt like it was my fault, I wasn't doing enough to help him feeling better, I was the worst best friend ever.

"You're already helping me a lot, really. It's not your fault if I'm still ill, when I'm with you I don't feel stressed or sad or anxious at all" 
He made a little pause
"I'm fine. I'm taking the medicines just from one day"

"You're not fine"
I hugged him again

He hugged me back
"I am, with you.."

"Call me when you're feeling bad"

"I.. I don't want anyone when I'm feeling bad"

"Please.."

"It's not a good view"

"I don't care"

"All right.. I'll call you"

"Thank you"
I gave him a little kiss on the cheek

"You know it'll happen every time I eat?"

"Yeah I know"

"What if I stop eating? The result is the same"

"That's not the solution. You have to rest and take the medicines. You should go on a holiday"

"I don't want to.."

"I think you should, you'd be away from stress"

"I don't know where to go, I can't take the plane"

"Take a bus and go to a city on the seaside"

"Alone.."

"You can bring someone with you, the most important thing is that you won't feel stressed at all"

"...Would you come with me?"

"There's no need to ask~"

"Oh Baek"
This time he hugged and held me tight
"Let's go to your grandma house"
He joked

"Leave my grandma alone"
I laughed 

"She's nice"

"I know but you wouldn't be able to eat what she cooks and she wouldn't be happy of that"

"You're right- but when I'll feel better you'll take me there"

"Of course"

"Let's go to... mh... Busan?"

"Yeah it's beautiful!"

We both took our suitcases 

"You know I'd prefer to stay there, but I have to think about myself for one time. But I feel guilty towards Luhan.. He'll be alone without me.."

I put my hand on his shoulder
"I'm sure he'll be fine, don't worry"

"But no one will take care of him.."

"If he'll feel bad the boys will notice it and they will help him"

"I hope so.."

"Don't worry.."

We finished preparing our suitcases, while we were doing it I said some stupid things as usual and I made him smile, I was so happy every time I could do it.

He checked his phone to see the trains' timetable and he looked at me worried
"RUN."

'Oh damn'

We took our suitcases and started running to the station, also if this wasn't the best idea due to my health conditions but I didn't care at that moment.
We could catch the train at the last moment and we sat in two empty seats.

We looked at each other, breathless but smiling.

'I want to see you smiling forever'