BAEKHYUN'S POV 

I woke up early, I could see the weak sun light through the window. 
I rubbed my eyes and looked around me: Kyungsoo was sleeping while hugging Luhan.

Well that wasn't a good awakening

I got up quickly and silently opened the door to go downstairs but a voice stopped me

"Baekhyun"

It was Kyungsoo 

"Ehi~"
I whispered for not wake Luhan who was still sleeping

Kyungsoo woke up too
"Morning~ how did you sleep?"

"Well.. What about you?"

"Well too~"

'I could have swore that'

He came near me
"I have.. Nay, we have to take our breakfast now, then I can die happily"
He laughed softly

"You're right~"

He took my hand and we went downstairs to go to the kitchen

"I have to go to the hospital today with Jongin.. and Sehun"

I couldn't help but laugh
"Have fun~"

He snorted cutely 
"You did very well yesterday evening"

"Mh.."
'But I needed you by my side'

"Really"
He hugged me
"See? We all are with you"

I hugged him back 
"I care that you are with me"

"I'm here"
He kissed my cheek
"Also if sometimes I disappear with the others"

"Sometimes"

"Do I always have to be stuck to you?"

"Yes you have to."

"Woah what's that? A confession?"
He was clearly joking

"Ya"
I shoved him

"I'll buy handcuffs and then we'll be stuck"

We started laughing at the idea

"Then everyone will think we are fools"

"We already are"

When we finally finished laughing I opened the fridge to see if there was something to eat but Kyungsoo's voice stopped me again

"I think you are jealous of Luhan"

"I'm jealous of everyone."
'..have I really said it?'

"Everyone?"
I could feel from his tone of voice that he was surprised 

"Everyone..."

He hugged me again but this time he held me thigh
"I'm just yours you know. You're my super super best friend"

'Why does this sentence hurt in some way?..'

"I'm also jealous of you.."

"You're jealous?!"

"Yes. Of everyone who hugs you or touch you too much"
He looked at the ground

"So no one"
I chuckled

"Yesterday I was jealous of everyone, and I've always been jealous of Taeyeon"

This time it was my turn to held him thigh and he did the same with me one more time

"I love you"

I suddenly stopped breathing

"N-not in that way"

I didn't answer, I just kept on holding him
"How would I go on without you.."

"I should be the one saying so.."

"You saved my life four times.. Saying that is the less I can do"

He smiled sweetly at me, God how much I loved his smile
"You continuously save me and you don't even notice it"

"But I don't do anything for you.."
That's how my real behaviour was, instead of the funny happy boy that everyone knows I'm the always insecure one, I always think that what I do isn't enough in every case

"I just need to hear a word from you to feel reassured, your own narrow to feel comforted and a sweet action of yours to feel happy"

I really didn't know what to say, I was so confused by the behaviour he had with me recently but his words made me feel so happy and complete at the same time
"You're the only reason why I'm still alive.."

"You're the person I would give my life for.."

'Guess this is cheesy confession time'
"You're the only person that can make me happy, the only reason why I wake up every morning, the only person I need and that I want by my side.."

"You're my only strength, the only person in the world who can make me happy without doing anything.. I would do anything for you"

"I would do the same for you"

We both smiled then we came back to our normal status

"Let's have breakfast now!"

I searched some cookies while Kyungsoo took a glass of milk and a snack.
We both encouraged each other to eat and we did it together.

"Do you want to get out to have fun together?"
He asked me while smiling

"Yeah I want to~"

"Where do we go?"

I started thinking about it but my thoughts were interrupted once again

"In the meantime I go to the bathroom.."

"Do you need any help?.."

"No don't worry"
He ran there and I didn't chase him, if he wanted me to he would have told me

After 15 minutes the bathroom door opened and I went towards the boy
"How are you?.."

"I'm fine" 
He held his stomach, his face was pale and he was shaking

"You're definitely not okay.."
I helped him to go on the couch

"I'm getting worse..."
He whispered

"Don't worry, the doctors will help you when you'll get visited"

"It doesn't matter anyway"

"It does, you're important, don't put yourself as the last one every time"

"..I'll try to"

I caressed his head
"I'm here for helping you cause you're important to me"

He smiled sweetly
"I know wren"

"We are so cheesy lately-"

"I know- should we go to a bakery class? Maybe we'll transfer our sweetness to the cake"

"Do you want to? You're still pale"

"Let's wait five minutes then~"

"All right~"
We both smiled

Suddenly he took me and dragged me on himself

"You're so weak~ you don't have any strength"
He started teasing me

"What a discovery"
I sincerely laughed

"You're really like Nutella. And don't tell me that at least Nutella is good because I'm going to bite you!"

"Should this be a threat?"
I laughed again

"...I'm gonna throttling you"

"Like Homer does with Bart?"

"Yes, in the same way."

I gave him a rocket kiss on his cheek
"You're so boring~"

"What? You're the boring one"
He started trickling me and I couldn't help but curled up myself while laughing, trying to avoid his hands

We continued to play around for some minutes until my friend started to feeling better

"Can we go now?"

"Of course"
I got up and helped him doing the same

We went out and he started running so I did the same trying to chase him also if I knew that it wasn't a good idea.

I stopped trying to catch my breath and he suddenly stopped too facepalming himself
"You can't run"

"I-I can"
I made some deep breaths until my heart beat calmed down 

He looked at me concerned but I smiled
"I'm fine don't worry~"
I started walking and he did the same standing by my side until we reached the bakery class

KYUNGSOO'S POV

At the bakery class we were the only two guys and that made me laugh a little because I had thought there would have been boys as well.

"Kyung, you know that I could burn everything, right?" 

"Yes, I know" 
I looked around
 "Everyone's watching us"

Baekhyun hid behind me 

"What are you doing?"

"If I'm close to you I can learn"

"Nah, you're kind of being a spaz about cooking" 

I noticed that some girls were getting closer to us, after few minutes one of them, a cute blondie asked me for my phone number. 
I eyed Baekhyun: he was glaring at them

"I can't" 
I laughed 
"My friend is jealous" 

The girls sighed and asked for Baekhyun's. 
I was so mad, why are you asking my best friend out? 

That was unacceptable, so I grabbed his arm and we walked away 
"You always have to say no." 
I sprinkled his head with flour

"HEY" 
He did the same but with sugar

I muttered and made him eat a spoon of the dough 
"Is it good?"

He coughed 
"It's salty"

'Salty?...' 
"I PUT SALT INSTEAD OF SUGAR" 

"You're so distracted" 

I took the ladle and crashed it on his head 
"You make me distract" 

"Ya! Stop hitting me!"

"Nah" 
That 'Nah' started a war until our part of kitchen was a true mess.

The bakery class' teacher asked us to leave, I was embarassed, both of us were but we couldn't stop laughing

"I will never came back to that bakery shop"

"Neither will I" 

"You and I can't do anything together" 
He took off with a finger a bit of chocolate that was poured on my face

"Do you remember that time we were reharsing for What Is Love but we ended up dancing crazily?" 
I smiled 
"Anyway you're all sprinkled with cream" 

"I will never forget that day aand it's your fault if I'm a creamy mess. I think we should have a shower"

I gave him a erted gaze but I laughed right after

"You're so stupid" 
He did the same but he kissed my neck to remove some chocolate

"Silly you, we're on the street"

"Ops"

"At least wait to be back home"

He just nodded

We arrived at the dorm about 10 minutes later and we headed fastly to the bathroom

"Do you want to finish my neck?"

"Okay, I don't want to waste the chocolate on it but let me wash my hair first, you crashed an egg on it"

"Yeah"
I waited patiently and I found him y thanks to his wet hair
'Control your mind, Kyungsoo. You're not a teenager'

He approached me and he kissed my neck a lot, eating the chocolate 
"This chocolate was so good" 

"My skin tastes better"

"I prefer the chocolate"

"Your mean!" 
I walked away laughing but he promptly hugged me from behind and whispered 

"You know I adore you"

'How cute is he? Oh God' 
"I know and I love it"

Baekhyun kissed my cheek

"There wasn't chocolate on it!" 
I protested but he interrupted me 

"Now there is!"

"...what if I put it on my lips?"

"Seriously?" 
His laugh invaded the room again 
"You know I can do it"

"You aren't brave enough"

"Are you challenging me?"

"I am"

He got closer until his lips brushed mine, gave a small peck on them and then he bursted into laughter.

I was breathless, speechless, blank. 
I was sure I heard my heart stop beating for two or three seconds.

Insted Baekhyun was still laughing 
"You thought I wouldn't" 

"Mooom, you're crazy"

He smiled at me like nothing had happened but I still felt the feeling of his soft lips on mine, I gulped 
"I won't the flour on your body so at least let me wash you"

"Okay" 
He took off his shirt and I washed him carefully then I handed him a clean shirt.

I suddenly felt dizzy, probably it was the cream I had eaten at the class
"Baek, go out" 

He understood immediately my conditions and shook his head 
"I don't want to leave you alone"

"No...please...go out"

He sighed and did what I had asked him.

Finally I could vomit again, coughing wildly.
Was I so sick? 
I started crying and I opened the door, I hated throwing up, I ing hated it. 

Baekhyun was behind the door and he caressed my face 
"Hey..."

"Go away, I need to clean"

"I help you. Don't dare to say no"

"Why? I can do it alone..."

"I want to do it. You wanted me to split on your hand, that was pretty disgusting so I can do it"

I sighed and I let him clean up meanwhile I brushed my teeth.

After half an hour I felt well again and we finished cleaning
"Thank you" 
I felt so grateful

"Thanks to let me help you" 
He hugged me sweetly and I smiled 
"I like your smile a lot" 
He added

"I like yours as well" 
I was proud of my heart shaped lips

"It's strange" 

"It's beautiful"

He blushed 
"Shut up or I'll kiss you again"

I grinned 
"My baby, my prize, my love, my angel..." 
I was screaming sweet words to him because I was amused by his reactions

"Kyung, I do it again, seriously"

I didn't stop, I was enjoying it but he grabbed me by the shirt and slammed me up against the wall. 

I wasn't expecting it but I yelled again 
"Oooh! You like it rough"

He got really really close again 
"Shut up"

I didn't and he kissed me again.

It wasn't a real kiss but only a fast innocent peck but I felt confused and in love. 

Bravely I crushed my lips on his for a few more seconds then I pulled away. 
Was it a kiss? 
Yes, it was.

Both of us were trying to calm down, fortunately I had Baekhyun's medicines in my pocket and he took them then we held each other tight.

At first none of us dared to talk but after a long time I decided to break the silence 
"Are you okay?"

"I am, I'm just...confused and do you believe if I tell you I don't even know why?" 

I nodded 
"If you feel confused because of the kiss... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kiss you... I was joking.. I.."
'Liar liar liar'

He held my hand and interlocked our fingers 
"Don't say sorry"

"Mh... I'm cold, I go to my room to wear a sweatshirt"

He nodded and I run to my room, I reminded to myself that he was my best friend, that I was confused, that it wasn't what I wanted but I knew my heart was saying the contrary. 
I desired his lips and I felt beautiful emotions during that kiss.

When I came back Baekhyun smiled but I could see he was nervous 
"Kyungie... We should talk about it.."

"Yeah..."

"I don't even know what to say"

"Neither do I..."

"What is happening between us?"

"I'm afraid to say it..."

"Say it..."

I didn't answer

"Kyung, answer..."

I was going to leave the room but he hugged me again 
"Please... Don't leave me"

I thought my heart broke, I looked at him 
"WE CAN'T" 

"DO YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW IT?" 
He started crying his heart out and I did it again, I kissed him again and he watched me surprised again

"I don't know what I'm doing" 
I was shocked and he was shaking 
"You're my best friend"

"I know" 
He whispered

"But... Can you k.."

"K?..."

"Kiss me?"

He approached me hesitant and kissed me softly. 
His lips were like heaven, I had never wanted a kiss so badly and I closed my eyes, I felt his hand on my cheek but he pulled away 

"I think I'm dying" 
I sighed 
"You, Luhan, Jongin..."

He sighed too and he started trembling again so I hugged him 

"Keep calm... Listen, let's go to sleep. It will help us clear our heads"

"Okay..."

"I don't want to lose you"

"You won't. I swear"

"Maybe it's normal... Between two best friends.." 
I didn't even know what I was saying

"Maybe..." 

We went to my room and he decided to sleep with me again because he was afraid of sleeping alone. 

I fell asleep in the middle of the night: too many thoughts were crowded my mind.