KYUNGSOO'S POV

The phone rang three times before Chanyeol answered
"Kyungsoo?"

His voice sounded sad and I felt even worse
"Hello Chanyeol hyung..."

"What's up?"

I took a deep breath
"Baekhyun is hospitalized"

"HE IS WHAT?! THAT DUMB BOY, WHAT HAS HE DONE?"

'What has he done?...yeah what? Should I tell him the truth?'
"He... felt really dizzy, you know he is living a difficult moment... but please tell the others he fell from the skateboard and he broke his hand"
If Baekhyun wanted to tell them he would do it personally.

"I'll be there in few minutes"

He closed the phone call and he arrived 5 minutes later

"Wow you are here, so fast"

He didn't even answer to me
"Where is he? I want to see him"

"He is in his room but we can't see him now, I'm sorry"

"Why not?"

"Because he is not stable"

"Kyungsoo what happened?"

"Baekhyun will tell you"

He looked at me
"Kyungsoo. Tell me"

"No, I won't"

"He is MY boyfriend I need to know what's happening"

"Maybe if you weren't too selfish and you cared more about him" I blurted "you would know what he feel"

I could read the irritation in his eyes
"What do you want Kyungsoo? It's none of your business. It bothers me that you know a lot more about his feelings then me"

"It's not my fault... wait, are you jealous?"

"Maybe, you spend your nights with everyone who confort you so..."

"I don't. "
I was angry because I had never spent my nights with someone I didn't love.

Fortunately the doctor came back and told us we could see Baekhyun.
Even tho I wanted to run to him I let Chanyeol go first and I sat back on the chair of the waiting room.

BAEKHYUN'S POV

I heard Chanyeol and Kyungsoo talking in front of my room. When I heard that Chanyeol was going to enter I quickly wrote to Kyung
/Kyung I can't talk to him..

/I think he's jealous of me.. Cause I know more things than him about your feelings

/I think so.. but I can't talk to him

/You should.. If you just talk to me he might separate us and I.. I don't want to lose you

/I can't.. When I look at him I see his mother's face and the destroyed look of his father when we told him that his wife passed away..
The doctor said that I can't feel strong emotions or I might have a collaps.. and they don't think they will be able to save me if this happens.. do you understand why I have to keep him away from me?
I will never let him separate us, I promise.

/S-so I tell him to don't come in?

/I'd prefer to..

/I'm coming in

/You aren't forced

/I want to

/Okay, come in

KYUNGSOO'S POV

I was entering Baekhyun's room when someone grabbed my hand.
It was Jongin.
My heart suddenly beat faster and my mind went blind
"What are you doing here?"

"I met Chanyeol and he told me you were here. Kyungsoo, can I talk to you? It won't take much time"

I looked at the door
"Ok, but quickly and let me warn the others about Baekhyun"
I called the members and told them about our friend's condition

Then he took me out of the hospital, in the garden and he made sure no one was watching us
"Kyungsoo hyung I want to apologize"

"You could have done it before your boyfriend shouted to me I was a dead man"

"I-I'm sorry"
he really seemed mortified and my heart hurt

"I felt humiliated but I didn't tell him it was YOU that kissed me first."

"Thank you..."

I didn't answer.

"I still love you... but Sehun is so jealous... please don't tell him"

I sighed
"I won't"

Then he kissed my cheek
"We are going to Australia tomorrow"

"Oh, good."

"Ehm... that's all"

"Good" I said again "See you... call me if you want"

"Sure!"

I returned inside the hospital and I saw Luhan looking for the room.
"Hannie" I ran to him

"Kyungie" he hugged me and he kissed my forehead "where's Baekhyun?"

I showed him the room and we went to Baekhyun, pretending nothing happened between me and Kai.

BAEKHYUN'S POV

I was laying in the hospital bed, feeling so weak and fragile at the same time.
And I hated that.
I was confused about what the doctor told me.
Were I going to die?
And what strong emotions were?
Love?
Happiness?
Sadness?
Hate?
I didn't know anymore.

Suddenly the door opened and I saw Luhan and Kyungsoo coming in.

I smiled a bit and greeted them, they greeted me too and asked me how were I.
I said I were fine but of course they didn't believe me.
I asked Kyungsoo to come more near to me and he did.
I hugged him
"Thank you so much.."

He hugged me back
"Shh, you don't need to thank me, I could have been better"

"Ya don't say that"
Luhan and I said at the same time

"It's true.."
The younger said with low voice

I whispered to him so that Luhan couldn't hear
"Shut up, you saved my life and you know that"

He whispered too
"I saved mine too because without you I would die"

I held him tighter and he started crying
"You're everything for me Baekhyun.. Never do that again.."

"Ya.."

Luhan came more near
"Don't cry.."

Kyungsoo nodded and whiped his tears
"Yeah or Baekhyun will start to imitate me~ I'm beautiful also when I cry in fact my name isn't Suho"

We all laughed at his statement and he looked happy to see me laugh.

In the meantime he was still holding me
"I'll never let you go"

I smiled
"You're scary when you're like this"
I was trying to cheer him up as well

"You're always disturbing monkey"
Luhan said

"Thank you thank you, too kind"
Kyung joked.
Then he looked at me
"Do you want to stay alone?"

"No I don't"

"Okay, then I'm gonna stay with you"

I smiled at him
"Thank you Kyung"

He smiled too
"I'll just go to the dorm to take some things then I'll come back okay? It won't take much"

"Don't worry, it's okay~"

He smiled again. He went out the room and I stayed for a few with Luhan.
He talked with me about random things but I noticed that he was trying to understand what happened.
After 20 minutes he greeted me and went back to the dorm too, and I was left alone.
At that time I noticed that I felt so empty when Kyungsoo wasn't around..
I really needed him more than anyone else.

KYUNGSOO'S POV

I decided to move to Baekhyun's hospital room.
I wanted to stay with him and never let him alone so I went to the dorm and I took something that would be useful for the both of us.
I also put in my suitcase a toilet roll making Suho and Tao laugh
"Never say never"
I joked

I was ready to reach the hospital again when Chanyeol called me
"Are you going to stay with him?"

I nodded

"So he wants you not me"

Suho talked
"Come on Chanyeol... he needs his best friend"

"He didn't need him before"

I had never heard Chanyeol talking like this, his jealousy was obvious and I felt hurt.
I didn't answer to him, I hugged my friends and I came back to the hospital.
I didn't care of his jealousy, I did not care of anything else than Baekhyun.
I was annoyed by Chanyeol, who did he believe to be?
He wasn't better than me.