Finally we are in Korea, finally we are in our doorm again, what happened in Japan will remain in Japan, a lot of things have happened in Tokyo and I don't really want to thing about it.... A lot of people is hating on me because I didn't appeared in the two last performances of Tokyo, but I don't really care, my life is mine and I can do with it whatever I want, I don't want to see the faces of the ex-members of my sister looking at me with a mix of feelings: sad and hurted. And Jongin... when... when he had me into his embrace, I forget about my past with him and I forget about my problems, the time stopped for a moment and we were just us two and nothing or none more, is like we were alone in the world, I could feel his softly touch drying my tears, I was so ing happy into his warm arms but when he separated from me I could feel again the cold and sad reality, the emptiness... we are not friend and less boyfriends, yeah sad reality but we are not living in fairy tale, this is the reality and in the real world I am not with him. I know I hurted him because I could see it on his face, but he doesn't understand me how bad I felt when he left me, I'm sorry for doing this to him but I don't want to being hurted again, I know this sounds selfish but I don't want to cry every single night because of him again. Okay maybe I should accept the reality and stop doing like he is an stranger, although I know him better than anyone, or maybe I don't know him?... I don't know but he is not an stranger, and acting like he is an stranger is going to hurt me more... okay I will greet him, but nothing more, I can not fall in love with him again, not again. "Soojung-ah stop daydreaming you look like a pabo" mocked of me Sulli "Sulli? omo did you comeback???" "Yes pabo, I'm here again, but I'm still on hiatus" said sadly "I came to see you" I got up of my bed and I hugged her "Yeah did you missed as much? I can not breathe" laughed "Ah sorry" I released her "Wow you have never given me that hug in your life" she giggled "Have something bad happened?" asked me "Aah no... Jinri... It's everything like always", I wasn't lying because nothing has happened between Jongin and me, we are like always, nothing has been fixed.. we are hurting us like always, so nothing has changed. "Are you sure Soojung?.. I've never seen that cold gaze on you..." I'm known like the Ice Princess, but I'm not cold, it may be because I am too shy but my personality is not cold... but who knows...maybe I'm too hurt that I am becominng cold... I luaghed "I think you don't remember me well" "Naah I remember you and you weren't like that before..." "Yah, nothing happened to me Jinri" "I don't believe you" "Ugh you are so stubborn" "Tell me" "You have came here to disturb me or something like that" "I came here