He's so scary, from now on I'm his slave, I don't wanna. Right now I really feels like crying, none of my classmates wants to talk to me, and jiyong, well, right now he may not want anything from me, but sooner or later he will. I glance his way trying to figure out what he's doing, he's studying... Someone like Jiyong is actually studying, I thought someone like him don't care about grades and stuff, well it's shocking though. "Lee Seunghun-shi or should I call Seungri-shi"  I heard the teacher called my name and I look at him, just then I realize that I didn't just glance his way, I completely turedn my face and was staring at him all along, what the hell is wrong with me!? "Yes sir?"  "Why were you keep staring at Jiyong?"  "Because he's studying sir.."   What the hell?? Did I really said that? Why the hell can't I create excuses, now everybody including Jiyong are looking at me weirdly. "What do you mean by 'because he's studying?" "It's nothing sir." I better shut my mouth up or I'll end up embressing myself. "The fact that I'm studying amused you white guy?" When I heard that, I turn  to look at him and he doesn't look like he's angry. "Yes, Someone like you, like a bully like you never really cares about grades right? So seeing you study kinda amused me" I said that word.. again.. without thinking. There will be a day where my mouth will kill me , I should be prepare from now on. How the hell can I say that kind of word infront of this scary man. I shut my eyes getting ready for him to yell at me.. "Maybe I'm different Seungri.." I open my eyes almost immediately, so surprising, he's not mad at me, well, he's smirking tho, I think that's not a good sign. "So seungri am I being different scare you?" He asked me that question, and I thought maybe.. "Yeah it's scary, being different is scary.. Can't you look at me? I'm different , and it's scary. People won't look at me the way I want them to, and they called me names, and I'm scared of myself because of it. So yeah, being differet is scary" I said that in one go, and I dunno somehow I don't regret it , when I look at him, He's staring at me, wide eye, why? I dunno, and probably I never want to know. Well, he doesn't change, he still called me to pick his stuffs, this kid really. I'm tired ,so tired,maybe because Jiyong keep making his stuffs fell purposely. And I'm really thankful that the bell ring signalling that it's lunch time, so I quickly run away from him as fast as possible, he's calling out for me, but who cares safety first. I run so fast, as soon as I arrived at canteen, I buy all the foods that I want to eat, and I run and eat it in the rooftop, I can't help thinking sometimes I'm too dramaqueen. When I arrived at the rooftop, well, I'm surprised that there's someone eating here too. And he's looking at me, he's shocked and he's standing up, I think he's leaving, I don't want him to leave. "It's okay, you don't have to go, we can eat together, can't we?' "Well, If I eat with you G-dragon will be mad at me" G-dragon? what the hell is G-dragon? "What is G-dragon?" I ask him cause I seriously dunno who and what G-dragon is. Well he look at me with a very amused expression. "You're kidding me, G-dragon is Jiyong." Then it makes sense why can't I think of it before. "It's okay you can eat here, he won't know this is our secret, what's your name?" "Hwang Chansung, call me Chansung" "What class are you chansung-ah?" "I'm Lee seunghyun, you can call me Seungri" "I know" "How could he know my name? I give him a very comfused expression,"Seriously we're in the same class, and I sit infront of you, I'm TOP seatmate!" "Ah! really? Why don't I know you?" And then suddenly he laugh, "How am I supposed to answer that kind of question huh? How could I know the reason why you dunno me? hahaha." "Yeah, some people say I'm stupid haha.. ergh.." Suddenly I feel it, the pain, the sun is burning me alive. I'm stupid why should I choose this place? "What happened? Are you hurt? Is it your sickness?" "Yess, I can't .. here.. the sun.. cih.. " "lets just eat at the backyard, there's tress over there and it