I slammed my table so hard making both Jiyong and Chaerin flinched, I want to yell at her and curse her but right now I don't have any strength left for it, 

"Chaerin, I'm begging you please spare me, please I'm begging now." I feel like crying but I don't have the strength left either, everyone is looking at both of us, the class, Jiyong, TOP, and even Chansung, I can't blame them, they've never seen this side of me before. I just found someone who love and care for me but this is trying to ruin it all, why? 

"How could you say that I'm the one who spread this rumor you don't even have proof to prove that I am behind all of this." Chaerin doesn't want to admit her fault, I am sick of this, I flipped the table making Chaerin screamed, I looked at her one last time, 

"You ing don't deserve to live." With that one last word, I went out from the classroom and went home, I heard Jiyong called out for me from behind, but right now I don't feel like talking to anybody. I walk out of this disgusting school, and I know that I should call a taxi immediately if I don't want to burn my skin, but in time like this, I want to feel pain.

I am now on my way home, by foot of course, the sun is burning my skin and it hurt so much, but I like it. I have my eyes fix on a woman that is carrying her child, taking her for a walk. I'm standing here for a while just to see that woman and her child, I felt so overwhelmed by this situation, the way her mother carying her daughter with love and singing her a song while walking down the street, I keep standing and watching them eventhough I can feel my skin burning, I miss her, I miss my mom. 

When I have seen enough, I decided to continue my walk when suddenly I felt somebody grabbed my wrist, I turned around to see that somebody is Jiyong, he chased after me.

"What the hell are you doing here? Look at your skin in turns slight pink, the sun is shining and burning your skin don't you feel pain?" He raised his voice and is now looking at me with eyes filled with worries, I can't say anything, afraid if I were tears will come streaming down my face. He dragged me and we went inside a taxi, 

"Where do you live? Let me take you home." I told the driver where to take me and I leaned back on the seat and stare outside the window, the sun still shining upon my skin though and it still hurt but I don't care, I don't care but not Jiyong. He pulled me closer to him and he made me leaned on his shoulder. My heart is beating so fast, I feel strangely calm and protected, but remembering that rumor making my head's spinning with anger and frustration, with me still leaning on him, I decided to talk to him about this. 

"Jiyong, why did you chase after me? Why did you do that?" I asked him with my eyes close so he can't read what I am feeling right now.

"What kind of a question is that? I chase after you because you ran away, isn't that obvious?" I am closing my eyes so I can't see his expression, but that's okay. 

"Maybe because I want to escape Jiyong, maybe I want to run away, maybe I want to find the way out of myself even though ther