I still remember the feeling I felt when we first kiss, I am glad that Jiyong hugged me so tightly before he kissed me on the lips, that kiss was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my entire life, a feeling that at last I've been wanted and loved. But now I am all alone in my loving apartment, only me and my panda doll, laying on the bed together, how I hope this panda of mine is Jiyong, God , I'm so in love. I feels so tired, I slowly closed my eyes and drifted away to a dream land, if I have one. 

I opened my eyes and it's morning, one of those dreamless night again huh? I got up and getting ready for school just like usual, the midterm test is comming and I am here still figuring what to do in my life. I heard my phone rang so I reached and checked it turn out there's a text from Jiyong, my face lit up immediately and a grin is plasetered on my face by now, 

"Hey sweetheart good morning, did you dream of me?" Sadly nope, why am I having a dreamless night my entire life? 

"Goodmorning ji~ Nope I didn't dream of you, maybe because I'm not sleeping with you<3 What about you? Did you dream of me?" Because he teased me back at the cafetaria yesterday I decided to too today, kekeke, I wish that I could wake up with 'Good morning sweetheart' text every morning, I think I'm turning into girls lately. I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower, when I got out of the bathroom, I saw my brother is now sitting on top of my bed messing with my phone, I panicked and I ran to him snatched my phone from his hand,

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM, MESSING WITH MY PHONE!" I didn't mean to yell at my brother like that, I'm just afraid and not ready for him to know about me and Jiyong, but it seems it's to late now, he knew. 

"You have some explanation to do Seungri, why does the bully and almighty kwon ing jiyong sent you a good morning text with sweetheart in it?" My brother is asking me that question with a freaking serious face, and what's with him spelling out jiyong's name like that? Is he mad at me? 

"None of your bussiness hyung, just mind your own stuff with youngbae hyung and leave me alone." 

"How could you say that it's not my bussiness lee seughyun..." Ohoh him using my real name means trouble, "You are my brother and everything that has to do with you is my bussiness. So tell me now, do you love Jiyong in romantic way?" My brother is now having my shoulder in his tight grip and he is looking at me so intensely trying to make me look at him too, I just don't have any confidence to look at him so I tried so hard to avoid eye contacts.

"Please can we not talk about this firs.." I don't even have the chance to finish my sentence and I was cut by hyung, 

"NO! We need to talk about this now! You love him right? I don't know you swing that way!" That last sentence is the one that make me snap, 

"I DON'T SWING THAT WAY, IT'S JUST JIYONG! It's just him, I love only him." The last sentence is almost like a whisper, I don't think that hyung hear it but I was wrong, he heard it. 

"God, Seungri, I don't believe this, you love him? Why?" I heard my borther's voice almost like he's desperate, 

"Because he is there, he always is, at least in the time I really need him, and that is the only reason I can give to you now hyung, I'll give you more after some times." Hyung is now looking at me with eyes filled with concern, he doesn't trust Jiyong at all. He slowly let go of his hand that was gripping my shoulder and I walked away from him and went to the kitchen to cook some breakfast, but it seems hyung already prepared some for me on the table, so I sit and enjoy the breakfast.

Hyung is now sitting in front of me staring at me as I eat my breakfast, making me feel uncomfortable. 

"What is it hyung, is there something you want to tell me?" I said irritated 

"Are you sure dating Jiyong is the right choice Seungri?" He asked me while reaching for my hand as if telling me to look at him, so I did, I looked at him and there's sadness in his eyes. Why? 

"Yes Daesung hyung, we don't officially said that we're dating to each other, but he probably know about my feelings, and I love him." 

"But you said that Jiyong is the one who used to bully you and stuff right? And don't you think I don't know the reason why you skipped school is because of him too, are you sure he is the right one for you?" I look at him straight in the eyes, and I said it without a slight of hesitation, 

"I have never been so sure in my entire life." My brother finally give up and called me to continue eating my breakfast if I don't want to be late. I finished my breakfast and I hopped on his car, he taking me to school too today. I checked my phone to see whether Jiyong has replied and he has, I opened the text and giggling as soon as I read it,

"Yeah you can say that I have a dream about you punching jang hyunseung face while I'm kissing you." He's still jealous of Hyenseung? Like really? Him and his possesiveness, but I can't blame him now can I? I am the one who turned him this way. 

"Seungri-ah, If Jiyong hurt you I'm going to kill him and threw his corpse in Hang river." My hyung is cute when he's worrying about me, I don't think that Jiyong is going to hurt me. 

"So protective." I rolled my eyes and replied Jiyong's text, "Don't be jealous ji~ I'm yours, I've arrived at school, see you at our class." I sent him the text and I got down from the car, turned around to say goodbye and thank you to my brother and he mouthed take care and drove away. 

I am walking along the corridors an