Our little so called convession is still lingerin on my mind, I ended up staying for the night in Seungri's apartment and now sleeping on his bed with him. I am so happy that Seungri didn't push me away, he has gone through a lot and the only thing I want to do right now is holding him, protecting him, loving him. I phoned my brother though, saying that I stayed for the night at Seungri's apartment, but I didn't tell him we skipped school, he'll know sooner or later. I snuggled close to Seungri and ran my hand over his head loving the feel of his hair against my palm, and I breath in the scent of his hair, I realize that I'd needed him my whole life, maybe before we even met.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Seungri has woken up,probably because of me keep sniffling his head like a dog,

"Go back to sleep Seungri." I smiled the sweetest smile I've ever shown and made, calling him to go back to sleep,

"You are the one who woke me up though, stop messing with my hair and let me sleep, you also need some sleep." He pouted for a while before turning his back against and back to sleep, I found that behaviour of him is quite cute and funny so I chuckled, and I wrapped my hand around his waist.

"Hey, you hugging me again," I heard Seungri whispered, tiny enough probably because he didn't want me to hear it,

"You don't like it?" I ask sincerely and I hope he won't say he doesn't like it.

"No, it is just, I am not used to it." Yeah, Seungri is used to things that hurt him, and I want to make him getting used to the thing that'll make him happy from now on, and that's me.

"So get use to it from now on, okay! No more chit chat, let's sleep Seungri, I love you." I can never imagine myself saying I love you to anybody, but tonight, and at this moment, I can say it without difficulty and without hesitation. 

"I know." I don't know if I have to be happy or sad, but I'm dissapointed when Seungri didn't say he love me back. I need to give him times though, I need to give him time to adapt with this new feeling that I am going to shower him with.

The morning sun is shining through the window's curtain, I am still not ready to get up, not when Seungri still snoring so beautifully between my arms, this feeling is the one that I am searching for my whole life and I can finally be satisfied enough, I think it's alright If we're here together every night waking up with him in the sun. I checked the clock that is hanging on the wall beside the window and we still have a lot of times, I got up from the bad carefully not to wake Seungri's up, and I scanned around because I don't really look at his room closely yesterday. His room is simple, a simple bed, a simple wardrobe, a simple desk with a computer on top of it, and I don't really think that Seungri loves reading book, but he has lots of book in the bookcase of him, his book mainly novels,mysteries, horror, and some romances, only some,so does this mean that Seungri doesn't like reading romance? 

I went to his bathroom and took a bath, I walked to his kitchen and now cooking some food for breakfast, I decided to make some sandwiches with the remaining ingredients in his refrigirator, Seungri really need to do some groceries. I've finished making the sandwiches and I've put it on the table, and I felt a pair of arm hugging me from behind, I know who he is, there must not be any other person,

"Good morning Jiyong, thanks for cooking breakfast." I turned aroud to look at him, with both of my arm holding his waist

"Good morning Seungri, you're surprised that I can cook?" I asked him surpressing the urge to kiss those lips.  

"Yeah I'm surprised, a gangster can cook, " He has his eyes open wide and his mouth forming an 'O' mocking me, So I kissed his cheek and I can feel he become stiff for a moment before he relax again. 

"I have to get used to that to right Ji?" He said sitting down on the chair in front of me in order to eat my delicious looking sandwich.

"Yeah~ you have to get used to me." I said while grinning madly, when then he laughed, Seungri is laughing, I don't know what the is funny but who cares, right now for the first time in a long time, Seungri is actually laughing. After that we continue eating breakfast, we talked a lot about ourselves. Suddenly there is a knock on the door, 

"Who's there?" I asked Seungri, 

"How can I know?" Seungri stood up and walk to the door to see who is it and I just sit here continue eating,

"WELCOME HOMEE!!!" I heard Seungri screaming so loudly and happily making me curious of who is infront of the door, I walked out just to see a scene that make my blood boiled, maybe this is what they called jealousy. Seungri is hugging a man so ing tight, he is jumping up and down while dropping kisses all over this ing man body and he's so natural with it,

"Don't you think I'm not mad with you for skipping school young man, and who is this guy why is he glaring at me?" This man is now glaring back at me, I don't even realize I was glaring until he told me, 

"This is Jiyong, and Jiyong this is my older brother Daesung hyung." Oh he's the brother that Seungri has been talking about, I'm getting fired up for nothing, but still I have this uneasy feeling everytime I see Seungri close with anyone else,

"Oh so this is Jiyong you've been talking about, nice to meet you Jiyong, Seungri over here keep talking about how weird you are, and how crazy you are, and no offense I'm getting tired of it." So Seungri has been talking to his hyung about me, I'm so touched and happy that I feel like hugging him now but I'm not sure whether his brother will like it or not,

"I DON'T TALK ABOUT HIM THAT OFTEN!" Seungri's face is now blushing and I can't help but chuckle, he's so cute. 

"Don't yell at me, I still need to talk to you, but let's talk later, you're going to late for school, come I'll take both of you to school." 

"You bought a car?" Seungri asked his brother, 

"Yeah, I bought a new car." His brother leading both of us to his car, the car doesn't look that expensive.

We are now on the way to school, Seungri is sitting in the front and I'm sitting alone behind. And then they start talking and I really hope I am not here in the moment, because conversation b