- Chae ... we could take a break ...? please?

- of course ... unnie, but we must return dancing .... ... 15 min.

- Chaerin thanks!

I sat on the bench, a little away from the girls.

had been days ... which in my mind there was only one question ...

Why everyone ends up leaving me?

I knew I was not pretty .... I was not thin enough ....

but I knew I was smart !!

no one saw that?

we lived in a world full of prejudices ....

with a stereotype too marked.

and I did not fit that stereotype ....

Jiyong oppa, has passed, to call every 5 min ... ..

to non contact me in two weeks ...

So I am that replaceable?

so soon ….

who am I kidding ....

he probably will be with Kiko ...

I have to go talk to him ....

we have to solve the remainder of our friendship ....

at least for the sake of the company ... ..

for either of the two groups ....

I buried my head and hid between my legs.

I wanted to disappear ..

- Unnie ....? are you okay?

- of course minzy ... .. why?

- You know you do not have to lie to me ... unnie. I'm here for you ... you do not have to pretending always be strong .... I want to help you….

- My maknae .... thanks for always being there for me .... to know when to shut up and listen .... and for knowing when to speak ....

- Wifey .... something has happened?

- Unnie! no! What has to happen? hehehe ...... bommie unnie come drink ... we're done for today.

- really???

I look at the two largest of the group and could not help laughing ....

- Hahahaha Yes ... more tomorrow ... we go home.

I said getting up from the couch.

the four of us headed to the door of the classroom. when the door is opened by force.

- Hunchae!

Oh no! no now….

- We hurry, oppa .... there anything you need?

- Chaerin .... I…. I'm sorry ... really. I don't what happened ....

- What happened is that You came back to find her after being with me ... .. I know that among us there are no feelings but ....

- Chaerin .... I love you…

I heard a soft murmur from him but it had to be to me stupid mind.

- I'm sick oppa .... it's over. from all sides, it's over .... there is nothing between us, even this ridiculous friendship .... do you know? you do not love her. if you loved Kiko, .... you never had approached to me .... you had fought for her. however only you played with us .... to the two of us .... because until you know you can not blame Kiko about this .... you said it ... you ... you called her. you rejected my offer to be with me that night .... and you went to find her .... and that I will achieve forgive you for that ... .. never.

-chae I....

-NO!

I ran to the door, and there were the girls waiting for me, I unknowingly. tears started running down my cheeks.

They had heard us ...

- Baby rin ....

bommie unnie look into her eyes and I could not take it anymore ...

- Unnie ...

she caught me in his arms, and dara unnie minzy came and surrounded me.

The door behind us opened and heard the footsteps.

- Nuna ... let me talk to her ...

- You better go jiyonsshi ....

-dara nuna .... I ...

- go

-Sure ...

I heard more steps away as my knees failed ... .. dragging me to the ground.

I do not understand how .... how could hurt so much ... .. I was not in love with him ... ..

this was only the pain of losing him as a friend ... nothing more ... ..

It couldn't mean anything else ....

It couldn't...